The Qliphoth

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Lucas:
Grand Junction
The light filters through a drifting barrage of cloud, early evening mist blurs a
green froth of trees and Lucas doesn’t know anything any more. Now that he’s
walked out he feels uneasy about his paternal rescue mission. No one stops for
the lone hitcher. The B-road wanders everywhere and nowhere. All the signs
are overgrown.
He staggers into Abbotsburton railway station. At least he can dry out and
ponder. From the doorway of the deserted waiting-room, he studies the slant
of the rain. No way back to the motherland now. He gazes along a curve of single
track. Squat oaks crowd the edge of the trackbed. They bulge with
growths, puffs of whiteness.. The dankness of this landscape might dissolve
the sticky molecules of his identity.
The waiting room window is pointed, forming pseudo-gothic lancets with
small leaded panes. There’s a peculiar stained-glass armorial motif at the apex,
a stylised flash of green lightning bursting from blue-tinted clouds, with initials:
WGJR.
This must be the privately-owned ‘restored’ line, probably run by enthusiasts
in woolly hats and anoraks. Perhaps they’re hoping to reconnect
Abbotsburton with the local coastal resorts, miles away across the moorlands.
Yet their steam-age revival has apparently failed already. The cracked canopy
leaks, and this room is a sparsely furnished shed, offering a slatted wooden
bench, scarred with ancient rune-like graffiti. The faded adverts for
Brylcreem, Park Drive cigarettes and Philco Radio-Grams are the kind of
time-capsule memorabilia his father used to sell.
He is atomised, all his bits and pieces are in free fall. Best not to think too
hard about past, future, any time at all. Of course, he has left his bleeding
watch behind.
Lucas turns up the collar of his black bomber jacket and walks out to the far
end of the platform, where nettles split the asphalt. There’s no sign of a timetable
or platform staff. He scans the rusty rails. They curve in from the woods
and continue out into a steep cutting, between slopes of thick wet bushes.
On the far side of the track he can see a low windowless red-brick building,
overgrown with creepers. A derelict sub-station; or a wrecked trackside
memorial to some defunct moorland industry?

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Swamped

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…awkwardly. “It’s about Frances.”
“What about her?” Eteo replied, smiling.
“She’s crazy about you, Dad,” Logan finally said. “She has asked
me twice now about what she can do to get you to go out with her.”
Eteo laughed. “I’m aware of Frances, son. I’ll approach her when
the time comes, don’t worry about her.”
“Be careful though, Dad. She sleeps around, you know.”
“I’ll be careful. No worries, son.”
When Logan went back to his desk, Eteo sighed and began to
make some calls. Yanni. Spiro. Angelo. Tom. Nick. It was time to update
them on their accounts and let them know what he had in mind
to do for them. As usual, they all said it was up to him to choose what
to get into and when to sell their accounts. Eteo felt his chest expanding.
He knew he would make some good money with these clients.
He always made the most with the ones who just said, “Do what you
think is best.” Clients like Ariana who had said exactly that when she
opened her account and deposited a hundred thousand dollars in it.
He dialed her number.
“Hello, sweet baby” he said when she answered.
“Hello, my love,” she replied. “How is your working day?”
“Pretty good, sweet Ariana. How’s your mother?”
“She’s fine, though she’s in her own world these days, I’m afraid.”
“Want to meet for lunch? When I’m done here, I mean. We could
go to the White Spot on Lonsdale or the one at the Royal Park mall.”
“I’d love to, my love. Either place. Just come and get me when
you can.”
“Soon as I’m done, then. I’ll be at your place no later than 1:45.”
“I’ll be ready, baby.”
At exactly 1:40, Eteo pressed Ariana’s buzzer. She came down at
once, and his day turned more pleasant just as quickly. He kissed her,
led her to his car, opened the door for her, and drove to the White
Spot at Lonsdale and 23rd. Ariana ordered their legendary hamburger
with fries and Eteo the equally famous Mediterranean chicken
salad. They shared a half liter of red wine, the house Shiraz, a respectable
Okanagan product, and laughed as they clinked their
glasses, enjoyed their unassuming meals, and talked of simple things…

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Tasos Livaditis – Selected Poems

Timeline
Often, when I was a child, I remember the adults talking
about my future. This usually happened at the dinner table.
But I didn’t pay attention to them as I listened to the birds
in the trees outside.
Perhaps for this, my future was delayed so much: there were
innumerable birds and trees.

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Yannis Ritsos – Poems, Volume VI

THE LIFT OPERATOR

However, he wants to talk, to finish what he left
half-done.
He listens to the talks around him and inside him
he wants to connect them.
If we could change, he said, (who said it?
To whom?) to change, in other words, to exchange
Give me, he said, your beautiful face, your youth
that I’ll be inside it, wearing your beautiful body,
in a union, my god, from within, melting in a union,
melting from the warmth of the union,
from the warmth of the spring, melting to the end.
And he was marked, since his birth, with a cross
on his forehead; marked by fate or his knowledge.
However, you move in your time and I in mine, and
it’s no one’s fault.
He said that and stopped talking. Who was he? You
couldn’t tell. People had lost their authentic blood,
not being able to discern their voice and their face
after so many chance encounters, tolerances,

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Χρήστος Ντάλιας, Περιπλόμενος ΙΙ

The Sleigh-Drawing Horses

An Epistle, Teaching Love
Bálint Balassi could have written to Sir Philip Sidney)
My lovely brother,
you were sent by the Creator
to the world in the same year,
like me. you began to try life
a good month after me.
I was a curly-haired,
brown boyster,
while you – in the typical
English style –
flower-faced (until your face
became ruined by the small-pox!)
and your hair reddish.
I have not too much right
to write all about this
things of intimacy,
but our almost twin-fate
(mortal wound of Zutphen
and of Esztergom!)
is much more strong,
than the demands of courtly behaviour:
let me be straightforward:
why wasn’t lashing you
a stronger desire,
ttan your cold
Astrophil-longing?
My dear Philip,
the half of Europe
was writing weaker
and stronger poems
upon your death,
while just a handful
of laments on mine.
But some fresh
lettuce-leaves,
and some sweet
strawberries of late May
was always good enough
for me to sing
the very essence of desire
into the viscers of my readers.
Shortly: if it could be possible,
here, on our emerald meadows,
by me, some lectures could have
been waiting for you,
(and around us plenty
of ladies to help!)
to teach you for
the real notes of Venus,
which was melting
the bones of dead and living ones.

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Entropy

No One Was There
Truly everything took place
the heart keeps beating and distancing itself
it has travelled far away from its home
the world runs to oblivion
getting smaller in the light
understands only the insignificant
incising tattoos to restart for somewhere else.
Once I was lost in the timeless dimensions
and then somewhere between desire and sound
sand under the stars
truth and lies that survive and emerge
I came from emptiness
where I had to
but no one was there
I belong to the other side
whisper of an invisible genocide the ancient wind
takes something from existence
I’ll die yet I’ll be alive
in a hypothetical version of the unachievable
where the nameless
awaits patiently

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Wheat Ears

Owls
He climbed up stairs
wearing an empty saucepan
on his head he wanted to call
the muses over let them
spread benevolence and arts
to rabble but the gardenias
folded up and the finches balked
so without any followers
he stood
looking down as less and less
men remained in the plaza until
he plied his speech and rats
started dancing and the owls
who know wisdom shut
their eyes in embarrassment

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Poodie James

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“What’ll it be?” he said.
“Can of Prince Albert, please.”
Gritzinger walked to the shelves. Sam looked over at the big
man. Something about that voice.
The man glanced at him.
“Pardon me, sir,” Sam said, “is your name Clarkson?”
The stranger turned and looked steadily at him from behind
rimless glasses that imparted an air of orderliness to a man otherwise
in dishevelment.
“Why do you ask?”
“Years ago, I spent time in a courtroom with a lawyer by that
name, one of the best I was ever up against. He whipped me. That
rarely happened. I didn’t forget it.”
The man’s gaze softened a little as he continued to study Sam’s
face.
“Condolences on your loss,” the big man said at last. He handed
Gritizinger a few coins, slipped the can of tobacco into his jacket
pocket, dipped his head and said, “Good evening to you both.”
“Glad to see you after all these years,” Gritzinger said.
“And I you, sir. Good evening.”
Sam watched the man’s back as he walked out of the market and
headed north. He turned to Gritzinger only after the door closed
and the sound of the bell interrupted his musing.
“You know him,” he said.
“Used to”, Gritzinger said. “Haven’t seen him since before the
war. He’d come through here on freight trains and stay in that
hobo camp down by the old Thorp place. Poodie James brought
him around. Did a few odd jobs for me. Spent a day once stacking
two cords of cedar in the woodshed out back. Called himself Fred.”
Fred, Sam thought. Fred Clarkson?
When Darwin Spanger walked into the showroom of Torgerson
Packard, the proprietor was conducting a couple on a tour around a
black sedan. With a nod of his head, Torgerson directed Spanger…

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Water in the Wilderness

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…and the baby an’ everything, and it was so warm in the stable when they came in.” She frowned. “Was it a dream?”
Tyne shook her head from side to side. “I’m sure it wasn’t a dream, sweetheart.”
For a moment Rachael looked away, then her soulful eyes sought Tyne’s face. “Auntie Tyne?”
“Yes, honey?”
“I lost Shirley. I’m sorry, I left her in the snow.”
Tyne frowned for a moment before she caught on. “Oh, your doll? Your Shirley Temple doll?”
Rachael sniffed as she nodded her head up and down. “An’ Bobby lost his truck. He musta dropped it somewhere.” She began to wail. “I’m sorry, Auntie Tyne. I didn’t wanna lose Shirley an’ she was hurt, she didn’t have eyes anymore.”
“Sweetie, don’t cry, you couldn’t help it if you had to leave her. But what do you mean – she didn’t have eyes anymore?”
“Cause Lyssa poked them out. That’s why I had to run away, Auntie Tyne. I couldn’t stay there anymore. Please don’t let them take us back, and don’t let them send us to an orphanage.”
“Orphanage? No one is going to send you to an orphanage. Why would you think that?”
“Cause Lyssa said they were goin’ to.”
“Oh, Rachael honey, never … never will anyone send you to an orphanage. And you’ll never go back to the Harrison’s either.”
As Tyne gathered the child into her arms again, she whispered a promise to herself. “I’ll go to prison first.”

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