Shower Feels I’m in the shower Touch me, water Rays of power Throw me over It’s ecstatic It’s so wild Bathtub, back it Up, rewind Release the tension Down it rains I know this pleasure, In my veins My mind now asks What did I do? The feel, so vast Has come from you
Parable of the Parable I’ve got stuck with it since the first day: the absolute parable of the tulip in the vase slowly opening its petals from early morning until dusk when it folds them with a soft stirring and becomes blossom again. The same yesterday and the day before. Fully bloomed and then close to sundown a blossom again. An easily accepted parable of perpetual rebirth, perpetual adolescence the tulip in the vase. Indeed. On the fifth or sixth day I noticed signs of tiredness because of the blooming and folding some signs of dryness. Luckily there was nothing to be concerned with and for this I was surprised on the seventh day when no blossom or flower appeared while the breathless petals spread over the table. Then, the poor flower is gone its preaching is gone the whole parable too. Yet, if nothing else I’ll keep this new parable.
Big Procession of Priests and Commoners A procession of priests and common people, all the professions represented, parades through the streets, plazas, and gates, of the famous city of Antioch. At the beginning of the impressive grand procession, a beautiful ephebe, dressed in white holds up in his uplifted hands the Cross, our strength and our hope, the Holy Cross. The pagans, who were so arrogant in the past, now shyly, timidly, and hastily walk away from the procession. Far away from us, far away let them stay (so long as they do not renounce their error). The Holy Cross advances. It brings consolation and joy to every neighborhood where Christians live in reverence and joy: the devout come out from the doors of their houses and in full exultation bow before it, the power, the salvation of the universe, the Cross. It is an annual Christian holiday. But today it is celebrated, look, more elaborately. At last, the state has been delivered. The vilest, the detestable Julian is no longer a king. Let us pray for the most pious Jovian.
Aphrodite Oh, if I could raise my arm a visor over my eyes as you entered our room a flashing Aphrodite as nature has moulded you: naked and I was awestruck by your beauty’s might noiselessly pushing me into the erotic light books describe and dead go through and I came to my senses your sensuality’s effusion and your alive fragrance aroused me to begged for your wild beauty
Forgetfullness With my loving heart I got to know you, wild forest. I drank your secret fragrance in the kiss of the wind. I waited to pass through you in the moonlit night when the airy ghost went through your branches. I got to know you during my erotic nights, wrinkled sea as if the forehead of contemplation, my thought went over you like a caress and your bloomed edge with the fragrant seaweed would always invite me. My erotic nights got to know you my beautiful flowers diaphanous, shaded, colorful like lighted signs. The heavy dew, a kiss and golden fluff appeared on your eyelids tightly shut in darkness. Now, bestowed onto the light of denial and altered, you show me that I may lose my mind’s path. Are you truly what I knew well? My beloved flowers, the silvery sea, thick forest full of pines?
As Night Falls In depth, there is always a secret impulse, indescribable, from ancient farewells, from far away silences in cold rooms, but as the night falls again, the panic returns. Evil is incurable, and the roof of the house is horrible threat for the ones who forget.
Succession The sun doesn’t think about your hesitations – it wants you naked and it takes you naked until the night comes to dress you After the sun there is repentance after repentance the sun again
Cherubs Your eyes get immersed in the aura of a Cretan and your masterpieces not semblances of men or of women but reflections of angels in a mirror. Just idols of cherubs archangels and seraphs with wings which open and close like a mysterious fan in front of the splendor of a sublime likeness and a stalactite of your love descends to moisten all dryness, to quench all thirst. Your love, oh great Cretan, for man, for life, for God. Here the line between the spirit and flesh becomes so indistinguishable so tragically vague here the aura of man and the shadow of god fuse into a ripple of gray air into the sadness of a beacon tears freely cascade and overwhelm the afternoon heat love songs unheard off before tears that become absolution of a thunderous encounter between a Giant and a man who has dared Death many a time a man who seeks to reach higher.
The next morning they wake to a knock on their door around nine. It is another very bright, warm morning with the sun up on the horizon, setting the sky on fire, like the fire they shared last night. Birds of various sizes and colors fly over the area chirping and speaking erotic words and sighs as if suddenly an abundant peace has spread over the world, as if everyone has forgotten about the war games and their aftermath. Emily puts on a pair of shorts and t-shirt; she’s still under the spell of the previous night’s excitement with the pleasure of being on top or on her side or under Talal, and all that rocking of the boat all night long every time another boat went by. But it’s this brightness that mostly amazes her, and she cannot believe her eyes which are shielded behind sunglasses, not only to protect them from the sunshine but so that they won’t reveal the secrets of what happened the previous night beneath the spell of the waves. Could anyone live here for a long time? She wonders when she remembers the exchange between Talal and Ibrahim yesterday. Yes, she would love to live here for a long time, with Talal going up and down the gulf seeing all this beauty and enjoying one another the same way as last night. Then a new voice comes to her and encourages her with the statement: you can be happy any place on the globe as long as you are happy with yourself and with the man you love. The one who dreams of a paradise far away in a dream location has never enjoyed lovemaking the way you did last night. Yes, she could live here for a long time, as long as Talal would like, because her life and happiness are close to this man with the sad eyes and the sweetest voice. Ibrahim and Mara are already at the small table at the stern. Talal and Emily join them for coffee and toast. “Good morning to you,” Ibrahim says, smiling. “Good morning, good morning,” Emily and Talal say. “How was your sleep, my dear?” Mara asks Emily. “It was wonderful, thank you, Mara.” Mohamed has started cruising along the smooth water of the Gulf, taking a southerly direction. Rassan and Abdul sit back and relax while Surnia serves them breakfast. They travel for an hour until they come to a place where a couple of small bays provide plenty of area with smooth, quiet water, away from the rush of other passing yachts. Mohamed turns off the engine and releases the anchor.
…we’re the rivers you can’t pass and the more you drink of our water the more thirsty you become and you lean over our water to admire your own image and we all run like fools and you think we’re all alike and when we dive deep into the bowels of earth again a mortal like you pulls up into the sun come now and lean over us look at yourself the wind blows you towards us and your violin raises you.