Water in the Wilderness

excerpt

Tyne sat on a chair across from her. Several seconds passed in silence. Tyne did not intend to make it easy for the woman.
Finally Ruby said, “I know you’re mad at Bill and me because the kids ran away. I know you didn’t want us to have them in the first place. But we … I did my best for them.”
“Did you?”
Ruby looked up sharply. The fire that Tyne remembered from their encounter in Emblem Hospital had returned to her eyes. “Yeah, I did, no matter what they … what Rachael says.”
Tyne sat forward, her eyes riveted on Ruby’s face. “And was doing your best making Rachael work like a woman in the house? Letting your daughter bully her – even going so far as to mutilate the doll? Telling her that she and Bobby would be sent to an orphanage?” She took a deep breath. “Was that doing your best for her?”
Ruby sat straight, ready to defend herself. “I didn’t know a lot of that stuff until later when Lark told me. And anyway, I can’t see it’s any of your business because they’re not your kids. You’re not even related.”
“No,” Tyne said quietly, “we’re not. But your sister left them in our care, and I promised to look after them for her. And both Morley and I have grown to love them which is what you don’t appear to do, even though they’re your own flesh and blood.”
Ruby’s face turned red and she lowered her head. “I do love them,” she whispered, “an’ I’m sorry about what Lyssa did. I try, but I don’t have any control over her.”
Tyne tried to quell the unexpected twinge of compassion. “Okay Ruby. I’m sure it’s difficult at times. But what about Ronald? You don’t deny his dad beat him?”
Still looking at the floor, Ruby shook her head from side to side. “No, I don’t deny that. Bill is hard on him, always has been.”
“Couldn’t you stop him?”
There was a long pause, during which Tyne became aware that someone stood nearby. She looked up to see a middle-aged woman hesitate in the doorway, then move on when Ruby spoke. “I tried to stop him at first, but he’d turn on me. I couldn’t stand up to him; he’s a big man.”
Tyne felt revulsion. “Did he hit you?”

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Antony Fostieris – Selected Poems

I Listen to the Sea
I listen to the sea. Orchestra
of chords, wind instruments
under the guidance of a maestro
and further away
the echo of percussions
on the rocks.
Beautiful metaphor.
Beautiful? Despicable
when instead of the sunless
concerts of a classic boredom
I mentally move to the ceaseless
water sounds of an existent Amorgos.
Now how did I imagine a maestro
and wind instruments
that don’t even let go of a whisper
in the wind?
I listen to the sea, or rather I try.
The sea is so beautiful and true
like a lie.

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Yannis Ritsos – Poems, Volume IV

Not Executed
Clouds on the mountain. Whose fault is it? He, tired, looks
straight ahead, returns, walks, stoops.
The stones are on the ground, the birds up in the air.
A water pitcher stands at the windowsill. Thorns in the fields.
Hands in the pockets. Pretenses, pretenses. The poem delays.
Emptiness. Speech is defined by what it has silenced.

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Ubermensch

Balance
He stood under the hundred year old oak proud of
its height when He urged us to become alike and truly
we felt we had grown higher as though in a secret
conspiracy among all alive entities who spot their reflective
light in darkness so we turned toward the sky with the hope
of reaching it and we extended our limbs toward the depths
of earth into which we stretched roots and knowledge that
suckled onto the earthly breast surely we agreed to uphold
this inescapable duality while He smiled satisfied that
we had found the path upon which we were meant to reach
our equilibrium.

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Swamped

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“But he claims you assured him the hole is good. The market is telling
him something else.”
“It is a good hole, Eteo. Why do you doubt it?”
Eteo had to pause for a moment to find smoother words than the
first ones that came to mind.
“Look, Richard. If they really had a good hole, they wouldn’t
make a cash call now. They would release the news that their hole
was good. Simple as that. Asking for more money so fast, I have to
tell you, Richard, it’s not a good sign. I don’t like it, and neither does
Bernard.”
“Don’t be so pessimistic, Eteo. We have a good hole, you’ll see.”
“I hope so Richard, I hope so. But looking at the market, if it
thought the hole was good, there would have been lots of buying orders
from the drillers themselves, you know that. We would have seen
them by now. I’m afraid your guy has got nothing and just wants to
milk the partners for as long as he can.”
Eteo paused and took a deep breath. Richard was silent too. Finally,
all he could say was, “It will be a good hole, you’ll see.”
“You know,” Eteo warned, “Bernard could be a bad partner if he
found out that anything was kept from him.”
“Why? What did he say to you?” Richard asked, sounding
alarmed now.
“I’m just advising, Richard, that Bernard could be a very negative
factor in the market if he felt cheated. He could try to undermine you
just for the principle of it. I know him.”
“Come on, Eteo. There aren’t any principles in this market, and
you know it. If my market picks up, he’ll make money on it too. Why
would he undermine me.”
“Then the question arises, how will you move your market with
a bad drill hole?”
“Don’t say that, Eteo. I have a good drill hole. You’ll see when the
news is out.”
“I hope so for your sake, Richard”
“Are you trying to warn me about something more specific, Eteo?
Is there something you’re not telling me?”

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Neo-Hellene Poets, an Anthology of Modern Greek Poetry

LAZINESS
I do not care to work today
for laziness has defeated me again
and I sit upon my mattress
and feel my body’s heaviness
as if the whole wide earth
cannot contain me
nor ever can the sky.
I perceive the good as evil
and glance down once
and then towards the sky.
Despite this stupid world I live in,
I wish I could just once
live fully and never die.

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Yannis Ritsos – Poems, Volume II

Suspicion
Therefore, you have to get used to it, he was saying,
to always find new excuses
not to deny anything. Your denial
would be, first of all, denial of yourself,
and they’re very careful with your mistakes.
They even suspect your approval
and your enthusiasm or your serenity.
Then, what could we do? He asked, ah, yes,
to occupy the least possible space. Then, again,
they see our moderation as secrecy,
they find some conspiracy in the afternoon reverie,
when you smile to a star that believes in you
when you stand firm behind a certain memory or
this chair, where love was sitting moments ago,
and you caress the back of the chair. What could
we do, he said, and hid his whole face behind
the newspaper.

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Red in Black

Labyrinth
The air smelled of spring
in the flowery thicket
I sauntered
and your image came to my mind
undulating soft bed-sheet
followed the curves of your body
when suddenly the wind perked up
and the sheet was lifted up
revealing Eros spread on your skin
and between your legs
where the summer heat
doubled the heat of your body
turning it into conflagration
image that took my mind captive
into the labyrinth of lust
where I enter firm
and always come out pale

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Twelve Narratives of the Gypsy

The king passed and asked them
“why you cry, you two slaves?”
“For our precious son, the
sun of every dawn
we cry for our precious son
who sold us for some coins
who exchanged us for gold
which you gave him oh king
and he hasn’t come since then
our only joy and resolve”
and the king orders
“bring the boy in front of me”
“You’re the destruction’s son
and the ruin of your parents
and you’re riding a horse
and you’re dressed in all fanfare
tears you spread all over
tears you never had,” “yes”
he answers and the king
writes an edict “noble son
take this edict and go away
become a lightning bolt and
for ten days and ten nights
don’t you ever dare stop

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Entropy

Like a Film
My homeland is the flowing
moment that always was
and touched the farewell
the passing of the flowing river
and left fantastic years
roles that are passed over
under constellations
kites of our origin
innocence that travels in darkness.
I was a path once
a piece of infinity
divided heart, a secret departure
I smuggled away utopia
searching for the forefather of a dream
so, I could return
the wild wind gleaming and flowing spring
insubordinate poem deep footprint
and as everything ages
I shall move ahead
irreversibly
into the mined wave.