Tasos Livaditis – Poems, Volume II

Long-listed for the 2023 Griffin Poetry Awards

Griffin Awards

“mother, I’m looking for the house”, I say to her,
“ok then”, she says to me, “put it on top of the side
table and I’ll take care of it”, the stoa was just lit,
the woman with her back in the side street; my brother
didn’t like the sound of bells nor her cheap cotton
pitiful panties, like the poor person’s song; the dog
was crying during the night and wanted to rub himself
on a ghost; the small room vanished in all this, the sign
pendulated in the air, girls with makeup reigned over
the stairway, untie Amalia, fearful of God, handled
the cartons almost perfectly and was often lost without
any trace however without ever reaching the beautiful
dimmed icons; it was a very dark night at Hagia
Petroupolis; the man with the music instrument stopped
outside the café, “you’re hurting me” she said to him
along with a bunch of new stories narrated in low tone
voice in the tailor shops.
Grant me, my Lord, a ripped page in every book and
this way I walked bravely like the corner of a house
at dawn or a woman who, with her breasts, pushes
sleep aside or the hands of the blind man conniving
with the fog.
I could, truly, narrate a lot of stories but I’m thinking
to what end since even the most innocent word is
unfortunately a goodbye repeated a thousand times
just before the accident
and the server spat in the coffee so he could double
his wages;
sleep with ravaged musical notes, a mix up of dead
keys
children’s letters to God thrown carelessly onto the
ground
and the drunk man walks awkwardly not to step
on them.

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Swamped

excerpt

Another week went by in the usual office routines and house routines,
but when Saturday night came around, Eteo experienced another
first in his relationship with Ariana. He took her for dinner to
La Pergola in Richmond, where they dined on prosciutto and other
special salamis and antipasti, with the restaurant’s special bigoli pasta
as the main course, a rare dish in Vancouver that only this restaurant
offered. They also had an excellent bottle of Chianti, which perfectly
complemented the pasta and grated parmigiana. Ariana was as familiar
with pasta dishes as Eteo, but this bigoli was unique and
she exclaimed in delight when she tasted it.
“I’ve never tasted pasta this good, and we use pasta a lot in our
cuisine,” she said with a big grin on her face.
They were on the patio, birdsong all around them, and the food,
the wine, and the ambience made them both jolly and content. Above
them, in the heights of the firmament, a billion stars seemed to reflect
their jolly mood, dancing their twinkling celestial dance in the midst
of the great void.
“I haven’t been here for a long time, but their food is still …

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Jazz with Ella

excerpt

Shiny new ones from Germany and Japanese ones with colourful markings. He began to wonder if he had the wrong hotel.
Just when he considered giving up, maybe returning tomorrow, he saw her coming. She was a long way off, walking, not from the direction of the Hotel Rossiya, but from the direction of Red Square. As she got closer, he could see that she was laughing and happy. His heart gave a little lurch and she approached him quickly, still smiling. Wonder of wonders, she was apologizing to him:
“Sorry I’m late. We’re not staying at this hotel after all. We were taken to the Hotel Bucharest, way over there. I walked across a bridge…”
“Da, da, da,” was all he could think of to say, nodding and smiling in return. This was superb! Recovering slightly from his daze, Sergey linked arms with her like a sweetheart and they walked around the block, while Sergey ran through his various shopping lists. She interrupted several times to tell him that she hadn’t seen such an item or there was a good supply of the other. Eventually he gave her all the foreign money, which turned out to be $45 American dollars, a few pounds sterling and some West German marks, and she disappeared into the store.
“Ech, you dope,” Sergey muttered. “You could have offered her a drink or an ice cream from the stand…”
Once more he waited, this time choosing a different street corner, next to the GUM department store. He could shop at GUM himself later. The way he calculated it, shopping for goods like vodka and brandy at the foreign currency store would save him money because everyone knew items for tourists were at least four times cheaper than in their Russian stores—that is if you could find them in the Russian stores. Also, it would give him lots of time to procure out of stock goods elsewhere. The difference would probably pay for his wanton taxi ride plus maybe an evening at the restaurant…with Lona. Guiltily, he realized that he had been in Moscow for three hours and hadn’t thought once of Nadya, his sister. He should telephone her; she had a phone installed recently and he had the new number. There was a pay phone across the way, but the receiver hung uselessly. Some one had placed a sign “Not Working” and it looked as if the sign had been there for months. There would be public telephone booths at the telegraph office in back of the hotel and they would be in good working order. He slipped over there to make his call.

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Übermensch

Impact
And since the new reality was upon us we truly
accepted it: our God was dead. Buried him yesterday
afternoon with no songs, no paeans, nor lamentations
and we felt a lot lighter. Nothing was as ticklish as
the mood of the somber day while fear, I’d say, was
hidden deep in our hearts. Sorrow reigned in the black
funeral home while beggars, outside, stretched their
hands asking for what we couldn’t spare: decency
of the new serpent who appeared without fangs,
feverish magnolia bloomed its purple flowers over
our nuptial bed and in an eyrie we filled our chalice
with courage and shipped it to the four corners of
the universe and promised never to be trapped again
in the idiocy of a system.
The Andean condor we declared heir of the flesh
the wind and the rain we proclaimed our catharsis
evoe, oh, free elements, evoe
multiply and conquer the earth someone said and
it was good

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Antony Fostieris – Selected Poems

Humble Ode
They have no voice:
things that return to their sleep,
their eyes bloodied by time
insignificant shipwrecks in the bottom of color,
rise now in a multitude of colors.
However, I am
dead
since my birth, already dead,
talking to you:
monsters that frighten me with death
I know you
harmless house pets
you willingly become crumbs in a myth
you don’t have history, and you scold
the agony of people
and their spontaneous love.
Cheap shadows,
excrements of wild imagination
what do you seek in a causeless world?
Indifferent, homeless cowards
what do we seek
in the horrible deserts
of our vision?

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Neo-Hellene Poets, an Anthology of Modern Greek Poets

FIRST VERSES
I like to read your letter over
and cry
and with my eyes lingering on every line
to see you
still warm, still remembering
when we said
we’d be forever one, remembering
the days
we ran with one another to where nightingales sang
seductively
the day that I remember when you said
I feel
an ache here in my heart
before the cough arrived to stop your words

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The Unquiet Land

excerpt

…that rumour either—in fact Caitlin thought she would more quickly believe the other—and she was annoyed that Caitlin might be about to ridicule religion as she had ridiculed Padraig.
“No, it doesn’t make me laugh,” Caitlin said earnestly. “It happens to be true. I’m joining the Church.”
Nora turned and looked in disbelief at Caitlin. Her face showed her astonishment, but as the truth of Caitlin’s words became apparent, Nora broke into a radiant smile, and her eyes lit up with a joy such as Caitlin had never seen before.
“Oh Caitlin,” Nora cried, grasping Caitlin by the shoulders and staring into her eyes in rapture. “I can’t believe it has happened. I’ve so much longed and prayed for this day.” She leaned toward Caitlin and hugged her tightly as tears glimmered in her eyes. She straightened up, dropped her hands into the lap of her pink summer dress and asked, “When did you reach this momentous decision?”
“It’s something that developed gradually and not without a lot of heart-searching,” Caitlin said. “I think it was Joe-Joe Carney’s illness that started it.”
Nora looked serious again. “That incident with young Joe-Joe did Padraig a lot of good in the village. He needed that miracle badly. A lot of people were not at all happy about Padraig coming back among them as their priest and confessor. They remembered his background and they didn’t trust him.” Nora paused and glanced awkwardly at her hands. “You won’t be angry if I say something personal?”
“No.”
“These latest rumours of an affair between you and him are destroying all the goodwill Padraig earned from Joe-Joe’s recovery. People are saying unkind things about him again and gaining credence. You have to let it be known what’s happening, Caitlin. For Padraig’s sake.”
“Another miracle for the Father,” Caitlin said with an edge of sarcasm. “Very well, Nora, you have my permission, as not just my twin sister, but as my closest friend in this village of spite and vindictiveness, to broadcast the truth. Caitlin MacLir has accepted the One True Faith.”
“Does Daddy know?”
“I haven’t actually told him in so many words,” Caitlin replied, while a guilty shadow flittered across her face. “But he knows.”
“Or just suspects.”
“No. I believe he knows what’s going on.”

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Orange

Absence
I shall keep your absence alive
during the moments
I search
for something
imaginary or real
when, in vain,
I try to locate
your absence
in the crevasse
of my mind where
it takes flesh and blood
and begs me
never to deny it

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Ugga

seven
Tragedy, Comedy
the favourable celebrations
for the joy of the Soul
threat or a promise.
Human morality
or saintly punishment
the term of hubris

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Liquid Labyrinth

Encouraging
Biztató
My grayness melted into fresh death gleaming,
churches on fire, the city smokes,
my face is still of blood steaming,
and the years have left me in the image stocks.

  • Who brought me the worldly corruption twist?
    the smell of death penetrated my wrist, –
    my days keep the fresh swearing,
    like a newborn keeps the stale air in.
    Sometimes the summer took advantage of me, winters came at me
  • its rainbows sat next to my doubts,
    you had to listen, there was a seal on my mouth, you see,
    this is how my evening tried to find the way out.
    I ran away although I was a coward
  • the landscape is silent, the dead rest in wilt,
    they left no mark on morals,
    although a wraith writhed in guilt.
    You’re closer to blood than a kiss of chastity
  • a man with a glassy face thought of a rhyme,
  • I ask for Samson’s strength for the reality,
    because this is how the immune system encouraged mine.
    Living a hermit life in the desert keeps me well,
    where the coastal cacti hug to survive,
    as the handsome heart got a spell,
    which the crystal cortex has kept alive.

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