Dawn A boat-man passed with wide strides in the light-blue dawn, young, suntanned, ample in his body, brutish, he turned in the quay towards the jetty. The echo of his big, wet soles was heard all over the harbor. And then, the lights of the quay, the old houses, the faded window shutters, despite their rusted hinges, the dust, the spiders, were ready for dawn. And truly the sun came up; its rosy and gray color curled around the cranes of the quay like the hair of a woman after her bath.
Tribute Forehead of silver and your blue eyes reflected beautifully as you opened the piano two fresh roses shivered in the vase like flowers your temples bloomed. Your hands fought and won against the keys that retrieved creating notes, the melody reward. We listened. And the emotions-slaves regained their freedom. Years have gone, well I don’t remember, though I believe that you had also sung unless the nightingales sang whether silent or talking your lips are fountain when my years are but tired deer. Butterflies will always flutter leaving the pollen on the hand goodbye only but a rustle, your hand as silk when you vanished; butterflies will always fly out through the window.
There were wooded areas and areas hidden by rows of willows where the individual groups settled and began the lunch ritual. The girls might spend the entire one-hour break eating and comparing “boy” notes, and preening themselves and each other. And always a toilet break it seemed, before starting back to the school to wash and brush. The boys rushed through lunch, even in the spring sun, and were back on either the football field or on the softball diamond, to play scrub ball. Two sides were chosen and after every one on the batting side had a chance to bat, the batters went out on the field and the fielders hit. It was a great way of involving whoever wanted to play. The lunch hour flew by and all too soon the bell was being rung. On occasion, the two teachers joined in and the lunch hour would be extended by ten to fifteen minutes. Every minute was a bonus.
Depth of thought only brings illumination to the surface of my mind
On the translucent surface of this evening I’ll reflect said the tallest fir— calling the night pneuma to dance in thankfulness Great Spirit observing from within my serene eyelids to asking words of wisdom from breeze faintly stroking my trunk as though a painter’s brush defining my wish of letting today’s tiredness behind and delve into the spirited mind of water image floating on smooth skin of the lake
…friends she made last year – two teenage girls and a younger boy who lived next door to Pa with their widowed mother. They’d grown very close over the summer, and Rachael had been excited at the prospect of seeing them again. What she hadn’t anticipated was that Pa would marry the widow lady and take on those two girls and boy as his own. Rachael kicked at a small rock and sent it flying into the ditch. She wouldn’t even have Lyssa here this summer because her cousin was leaving in a couple of weeks for Vancouver. Lyssa had told Aunt Ruby she was going for a holiday to see the West Coast but would come home in the fall. Rachael didn’t believe her. When Lyssa got to the big city, she probably wouldn’t ever come home. When she had learned that Rachael couldn’t go to Ontario, Lyssa had tried to talk her into going to the Coast with her on the bus. How she would love to do that, but her parents would never let her go even for a few weeks. Seemed they didn’t want her to have any fun at all anymore. Thoughts of Lyssa made Rachael remember the party at the Harrisons’ tonight. It would be in full swing, and where was she? Walking alone on a dusty highway on a beautiful evening at the end of the school year. Oh no, she wouldn’t be allowed to go to Vancouver – she wasn’t even allowed to go to her cousin’s grad party. She heard a car approaching from behind but paid little attention until it slowed and pulled up beside her. She looked up, expecting to see one of the district farmers or a hired hand on his way to town. But a thatch of red hair above a freckled face made her stop abruptly and stare. Kevin. She had not seen him since the disastrous night of the dance at Spirit Lake. “Well, hello, sweetheart.” He grinned at her from the open window. “Fancy meeting you here, and on a Saturday night. How come you’re not at Lyssa’s party? Or is that where you’re heading? Hop in, I’ll give you a lift.” “No thanks, I’m not going. I have too much to do to go to parties.” She started to walk on.
Ian buttoned his jacket, lit another cigarette and waited. His feet were sore and his calves ached. He shifted his position every couple of minutes. He thought: They can’t sit all this time on that concrete wall without their arses getting sore. He lit another cigarette. At his feet a litter of butts and grey ash messed the pavement. The sky was darkening to sea-blue. A few stars twinkled. At last they moved. While applause for the performance died to silence, and a low buzz of conversation replaced it, Nora and her friends slipped stiffly from the wall and stretched and put on cardigans. Ian saw Nora’s large bust below her blouse. She turned to the sallow man and said something. He replied and waved a long, skinny hand. The three girls walked away together along the path by the sea-wall and out on to the main road. They turned to the right in the direction of the Drumard Strand Hotel. Ian followed until they had sauntered past his car. When he himself reached the car he climbed in and drove to the hotel by a side road that passed a row of private houses with gardens extending to the beach. It led him by the railway station and the bus terminus to the driveway of the hotel. He parked the car, combed his hair in the rear-view mirror, straightened his jacket and then walked casually into the plushy ambience of the hotel. It struck him as being somewhat old-world and serious but comfortable. He entered the leathery den of the Slieve Corragh Room, where he had first met Nora and her friend. The bar was busy but not full. He stood in the doorway for a moment while the muted hubbub of voices and laughter and the warm smoky air drifted past him into the thickly carpeted lobby. He looked at the coffered, wooden ceiling, the white upper walls above dark, varnished wainscoting. A large painting of Slieve Corragh hung on the wall to his left. He felt at home here. This was his milieu. He strode across to the bar and sat on an empty stool beside a naval captain who had his back turned half towards him as he talked to a lady with a blue rinse in her hair. ‘Scotch and water, please. Glenfiddich.’ He waited. Out of the corner of his eye he could see the doorway. The anticipation and the Scotch and the aftermath of a mixed grill were teasing his stomach maliciously. He was acting like an adolescent, like a seventeen-year-old boy suffering his first unbearable love for the girl up the street, the skinny little girl in pigtails who had suddenly, without his noticing, grown into a woman. Ian’s knees were trembling. He gulped down the Scotch and ordered another.
The Yellow Cab No sir, you confuse me with someone else. It wasn’t I in the yellow cab I never sat with you in the back seat. It wasn’t snowing either, I’m sure of that no snowflakes fell on my hair. In fact I have no hair. You’ve never kissed me, I would have remembered of it. But even if you kissed me, it wasn’t I you kissed. Neither did the driver turn back his head. Silently he crossed the lake to the edge and from time to time he dipped the oar in the black surrounding waters.
…and I said, he is a hero, too, since he endured human pain and he loved the fragrance of the night flower which didn’t know of holidays the sick man and I are comrades, since we both experienced the heroism of a twenty-four-hour duty I practiced my religion on the future catastrophe and in the longing for the past during which we endured pain we, the youths with acne and a light beard on our cheeks us, who, one day, will be called dreamers and I said, let them call me a foolish dreamer let them name me crazy let the joys of wealth be untouched and let their glory be inglorious I practiced my religion on the perfection of human wholeness and I hymned eternity with odes Iota I crafted iambuses about the cock
She took the elevator down one floor, intending to ask the dezhurnaya the location of Chopyk’s room but for some reason, that floor was unguarded. It took another 20 minutes of getting lost in a maze of hallways, returning to the lobby, inquiring and returning to Chopyk’s floor, only to find that he was not in his room. She rode the elevator back to her own floor, and the doors opened on a pleasant domestic scene. The dezhurnaya no longer sat alone. On two straight-backed chairs sat a young man and a woman with her arms around a gangly child of about ten who pointed her toes, first right, then left, pressing her sandals into the worn carpet. The man looked up eagerly when the elevator doors opened. She caught his eye for a second, took in the freckle-faced child and petite mother who sat in the shadows, then sped on up the hall. But she could feel the young eyes boring into the back of her head. “Attention! devushka, woman,” shouted the dezhurnaya. “You have guests.” Even before Jennifer turned to face the family, it was a moment of knowing, a sense that already on this first night in Moscow profound changes would take place, and this was only the first of them. She stared. Yes, the man did look familiar in a comfortable way. The woman—his wife?—was a stranger. The child was awkward and cute at the same time. The man walked toward her, smiling, his arms outstretched in greeting. He struggled with her name in thickly accented speech. “Do I know …?” she began and stopped. “Mikhail Alexandrovich Abram,” he said, grasping her hand. The woman tossed a mane of glossy black hair and approached smiling. “And this is my wife, Marta, and my daughter Nadya.” The child stood knock-kneed, bowed slightly and touched the red Young Pioneer scarf tied around her neck. “We are your family.” Jennifer was thunderstruck. “But I have no family here…” she finally responded. She didn’t want to appear rude but she was quite sure that her mother…but then there was a lot she didn’t know about her mother’s background. “Yes, you do. You are shocked,” Mikhail continued. “I beg your forgiveness for our sudden arrival. May we enter?” He indicated the hotel room. “Certainly. Go in.”
…the hall where Karen and the crew were putting the finishing touches on the exhibit. He was led to the Speaker’s office where Michael was sitting on a desk, his feet dangling, telling stories to the staff of his adventures in the Arctic. John led Ken into his office and a photographer arrived to immortalize the occasion. He posed Ken and John in front of the Karsh portrait of Winston Churchill and for the next hour shot Ken with various members of Parliament. Jean Chrétien, leader of the opposition, offered his congratulations, as did Joe Clark, who was standing in for Brian Mulroney who was otherwise engaged. In the hall at the foot of the stairs people stood or sat shoulder to shoulder. Not an inch of space remained. I had the most amazing feeling. It was a feeling I have never had before or since. It was a feeling that I was standing at a point in the universe where for some minutes and seconds reality was different. This was the magical moment I had been seeking my whole life. Usually, I had foreseen important moments in great detail. But this one – this was different. This one had somehow manufactured itself. It was not the vision I had had in my head. John Fraser stood on the podium and spoke. “Almost fifty years ago a young boy sat at the feet of his tutor – an old Portuguese fisherman – and heard tales of whaling in the Canadian North. These tales were so wonderful that the boy vowed some day to see Canada for himself and to clarify his mental pictures of the land.” “In his late teens, circumstance found the boy and his family living on Canada’s West Coast and several years later he set out on his boyhood dream to see the great Canadian North. For five years, he walked from one end of this great land to the other, travelling with families of Inuit as they pursued their nomadic lifestyle. Often he was alone, walking endlessly – experiencing first-hand Canada’s Arctic North, all the while sketching thousands of miniature drawings of what he saw.” “Toward the end of his journey, like a great mirage in the desert, he saw a giant of a man standing on the distant horizon. It was a stone Inukshuk, an Inuit guide to hunting and fishing grounds. Try as he might for the next twenty years, his efforts to portray the splendour of this vast and spectacular landscape resulted in dissatisfaction and personal frustration. Finally, he realized that only a painting which was larger than any ever painted could properly depict the unseen spectacle which he felt compelled to bring to the rest of the world.” “The result of five years of trekking and twenty years of painting was completed on June 21, 1991, the longest day of the year. It is the largest original oil on canvas portrait in the world, measuring one hundred and fifty-two feet long by twelve feet high.”