Who has kept all these for us, then, with such exactness and such applications, washed, pleasant, cleaned up and tidied, scratched by wounds and death? And the red river all around the house nothing, crystal clear water from the day before yesterday rain, warmish rain reflecting the reddish sundown until late in the evening, to the hour when that diaphaneity is spread, immense, glassy, and you see the indestructible, the invisible in that immenseness, indestructible and invisible as you are too surrounded by the whispers of the furniture and the stars. Mother sits in her engraved chair and embroiders her endless handiwork under the light of the oil lamp with the shivering flame as a light current is coming through the two windows and father has been away hunting since morning and the melancholy sound of the hunter’s horn reaches his ears along with the friendly barking of the impatient dogs…
He still won’t talk about Nick, he won’t talk about Tanya, his own dear mini-model girl, his lost dream. He is fatter; and insists on wearing a regulation striped shirt and one of Her Majesty’s grey jackets. Pauline chides him for showing off. “They’re good, these porridge-jackets. Cult collectables, as soon as I get back in the business. ” But he won’t say what business, or discuss concluded business, except in general terms. He smiles wrily at the thin brown curtains, the broken Dansette record player, a chaos of books and one small picture, a last retrieved treasure, on the damp wall —an ancient engraving of a bearded man holding a complex structure, like triangulations of spherical retorts, radiating light. She asks him about it —an old alchemist, a cabbalist or whatever? She has to say something. He forces a hollow laugh and taps the dusty glass. “I’m told it’s by Paulus Ricius, Augsburg 1516. Beautiful, isn’t it? God knows what it means. All my alchemists turned to fool’s gold. At one point, I had a guy with a PhD. brewing pure acid for me, I had two guys specialising in THC oil, and they all turned rotten on me, turned Queen’s Evidence. You wouldn’t believe I had a gold Ford Thunderbird, and whole wardrobes of money . . . I could have given you enough bread to ransom Lucas three times over.” But in Larry’s professional opinion, Lucas hasn’t been kidnapped. The boy might be on a little caper, perhaps, he’s at an age when the nerves are good. But he’ll be back, give him a chance. Larry believes that Lucas is more stable than Nick. “It’s your civilising influence,” he says softly, with a slow smile that transforms his rough-cast mock-up of a face. She wonders if he’s remembering their distant dark-age act of hurried unbuttoning, A tiny moment swirling into non-being. She’s let go. But has he? “That’s the trouble with inside—no women. Just piles of demented men.” She hopes he’s going to say more about Nick and Lucas but he’s back to a re-run of prison life. It was a monastery with real mediaeval penances. This vicar was a nonce who spanked young choirboys, so they made him run around barking on all fours with a burning blue paper up his arse. Branded on the bum, as old Geoffrey Chaucer puts it. “Larry, I really need your help . . .” She goes into explicatory overload, the whole construct sounding more and more implausible as her words fill the dingy room and the clock ticks.
…and from the narrow shores of Bosporus green cities made of sprouts and fountains rose; blossoms looked like fairies flowing, descending in cisterns: jewels, rain full of red precious stones. And the sun reflected onto the Bithynian mountains to the Vlaherne and Magnavre palaces which unobstructedly rose and gleamed up high and from the Golden Gates to the Heptapyrgion up to the end of stranded emerald islands legions of palaces and armies of monasteries as if the spells of witches were cast upon them and they spread over the domes and mansions and you shone oh my soul over all the motionless crosses and the cypresses.
Chores You ask the silent mountains to bring the morning to craft the trees’ shade your heart to be concealed by fog flower that vanished behind a curtain of pain and you got up to stare into the eyes of another sunny day motive for thoughts you had of him to trim the maple and to spread some fertilizer over the flower beds when familiar anguish attacks you beauty passes by your irises benevolence doesn’t impress you and you have missed another innocent moment like his voice and his tender arm over your shoulders.
Pip: Manolis Aligizakis runs a site where the ancient and the immediate share a table without much ceremony — gods in the grapevines, desire in the cinema balcony, and families arguing about whiskey.
Mara: vequinox has been busy across poetry, prose, and the complicated territory where love and loss overlap — that's the ground we're covering today. Let's start with Modern Greek Poetry.
The Voices of Modern Greek Poetry
Pip: This segment is about what it means to translate and champion a tradition — to bring poets like Engonopoulos, Seferis, and Ritsos into English and ask what survives the crossing.
Mara: The Nikos Engonopoulos post opens with a poem called "Difficulty," and the line that lands hardest is this: "the difficulty arises when no one of the just people accept the other just — what am I saying — they never appreciated each other."
Pip: That's the tragedy of righteousness in miniature — everyone correct, no one reconciled.
Mara: The anthology Neo-Hellene Poets reaches further back into myth, with Pan moving through the grapevines at night, his reed producing "discordant yet so sweet, hatred mixed with laughter." Titos Patrikios asks how long we carry faces that steadily shrink inside us. Katerina Anghelaki Rooke opens a voyage with the body itself as the departure point.
Pip: Seferis goes looking for a king who left nothing but his name carved in stone, and Yannis Ritsos turns an empty ice cream cone rolled by a blind man's cane into a small catastrophe of attention. Antony Fostieris frames the whole tradition as a noble funeral — poetry burying its dead with official music, waiting for resurrection.
Mara: That's a lot of weight for a reed instrument to carry — but desire carries its own weight too, and that's where the fiction and the lyric poems take us next.
Love, Desire, and the Distance Between
Pip: The question this segment keeps circling is what love actually costs — whether it's measured in longing, in loss, or in the gap between what we say and what we mean.
Mara: The novel excerpt from Redemption sets the stakes immediately. Hermes and the unnamed woman are in a cinema balcony, and the prose is direct: "She took his hand and placed it between her legs, a move he took even further by sliding his hand up and touching her pubic hair. That made her go wild."
Pip: Desire rendered without apology — the body as fact, not metaphor.
Mara: Swamped works the same territory from a different angle — Eteocles and Antonia circle each other at the sea, and the promise deferred to the party that evening hangs over everything. The collection Hear Me Out strips it down to geometry: "We walk on parallel paths going opposite directions."
Pip: Parallel paths going opposite directions — which is technically just two people walking away, but somehow that's the whole of heartbreak.
Mara: Kariotakis-Polydouri frames love as historical tragedy, the two poets remembered as figures who sent signs of fire from their loneliness. Cloe and Alexandra turns the polite exit line "I wish you the best" into an indictment — what the lover really means, the poem suggests, is what's best for himself.
Mara: Rendition finds love in the miniature: a ladybug crossing a palm, "an immense love springs from my river." Tasos Livaditis goes the other direction, into total devotion — "In the tiniest moment with you, I lived all my life." And Wheat Ears names the particular cruelty of someone who tends everything in the world except the lips waiting for them.
Pip: From longing that outlasts the body, the fiction moves into something messier — families, history, and what gets passed down whether anyone wanted it to be.
Fiction's Turbulent Families and Contested Histories
Pip: Across the fiction excerpts, the recurring pressure point is inheritance — what families hand down, what communities bury, and what surfaces anyway.
Mara: In Turbulent Times opens in a hotel gathering where the social scaffolding is doing all the work — introductions, drink orders, careful pleasantries — and underneath it, Nora's unease. The exchange lands here: "You're becoming cynical in your old age, Nora. You need cheering up."
Pip: The diagnosis delivered as a joke, which is how most family diagnoses travel.
Mara: Still Waters puts Tyne on a train, quietly reckoning with class — her fiancé's family is offering a car as an engagement gift, and she thinks, "Maybe I'm out of my league. We're just simple country people." The anxiety is precise and quiet.
Pip: Poodie James runs a different kind of reckoning — a former lawyer living as a hobo, a journalist who's traced him, and a negotiation over what story gets told and on whose terms.
Mara: The Unquiet Land goes further back, into an argument about hubris between Caitlin and Padraig — she defends her father's defiance of the gods to the end, and the exchange is fierce. Arrows moves into historical adventure, a bribed torturer and a leather bag of coins buying someone's freedom through a back exit.
Pip: Straits and Turns and Fury of the Wind both circle men shaped by what they can't say — one a dying man whose last word is desire, one a community holding a secret about what happened in Nimkus. Blood, Feathers and Holy Men reaches across cultures entirely, Norse brothers ransomed back by a First Nations village, negotiating loyalty and obedience in a new world.
Mara: Hours of the Stars and The Incidentals pull back — one a prayer at supper, the other a clown who reaches for the eternal and disappears behind a red curtain, still smiling.
Pip: The curtain closes. The clown never quite touched the stars. That feels like the right place to stop.
Mara: What holds all of this together is the question of what endures — in a language, in a family, in a body.
Pip: The just people never appreciated each other. The parallel paths keep diverging. Next time, we find out what else surfaces.
When Saturday finally arrives, it is a beautiful, hot summer day, so hot Eteocles goes to the sea twice, early in the morning and again in afternoon. He meets Antonia on his morning visit to the sea, and she tells him she is planning to go to the party with her girlfriend Koula. Eteocles sends her a kiss with a movement of his lips, and Antonia responds in kind, then they dive into the water together and swim well out from the shore. Eteocles swims close to her and puts his arm around her waist, but Antonia isn’t a good swimmer. She is uncomfortable in deep water, and his touch makes her nervous. She asks him to let her swim in peace, then says, “Tonight … tonight at the party.” It is a promise. Hesperus, the lone evening star, bright as ever, gazes down at the earth later that day, watching the little ants that scurry about searching for a common goal, a common word, a common future without perils or famine or devastation. Bright as ever, the evening star gazes at the land below and wonders how long it will take before its inhabitants figure things out and settle on the concept of people helping people rather than bombing and obliterating each other. Under its gaze Eteocles and George walk together down the road along the hillside toward the shore where the house of the party girl is located. When they reach there, they find a crowd of boys and girls already gathered in the backyard that faces out toward the sea no more than about thirty meters away where the elevation dips sharply down to the seashore with its sand dunes and lapping waves. All the partygoers gather around the boys who have brought the music from Athens, waiting for Eteocles to put a disc on so they can dance, and as soon as this is done, all the boys and girls suddenly become couples. George quickly pairs off with Maria, his favorite girl in the village, and pulls her tight while the music, the latest hit by a popular Italian singer, tuneful and modern, excites everyone and mixes with the heady smell of the sea to create an exhilarating atmosphere. At that moment Antonia enters the yard with Koula, a girl with black eyes and black hair tied in a bun on top of her head.
“Beware of pride, Caitlin,” Padraig admonished. “‘Pride goeth before destruction.’ Learn another lesson from your father. He was a proud man. He sought self-sufficiency and in doing so displayed spiritual pride, what the Greeks called hubris. They warned—and no one knew this better than Finn MacLir—that hubris was certain to attract the gods’ disfavour. Hubris is the sin of sins, the primal cause of sin. It consists in man’s belief that he can lift himself to the level of the divine. Beware of that, Caitlin. Only by recognising our complete worthlessness can we find salvation, entirely through God’s grace.” Caitlin looked steadfastly at Padraig. Then she said slowly, as if weighing her words, “If you thought you could ever win my father to Christianity with a message like that—recognising our complete worthlessness—you must be very, very stupid, Padraig. No wonder my father had nothing but utter contempt for your beliefs.” Caitlin could see from the narrowing of Padraig’s eyes and the tightening of the muscles in his jaw that her words had hurt him; but she was relentless. “He scorned your God, Padraig. He scorned all the gods. You call it hubris, the sin of sins. Finn MacLir was guilty of it, blatantly guilty. Yet he defied the gods to the very end. And even in the clutches of death they could not break his spirit. He was a man, Padraig, a proud man, and proud to be man. And I am proud to have been his daughter.” Caitlin rose angrily, strode out of the room and slammed the door behind her. ҂ She brushed the small heap of dust into a shovel and tossed it outside through the door of the cottage. The cool evening breeze whirled it away towards the stone wall by the head of the loaney. Michael would soon be coming up the loaney from the house, and Caitlin looked for the big, familiar figure, his shoulders almost as wide as the rough path between the walls, his hair almost as yellow as the flowers on the whins. But he did not appear. He had gone to the village to talk business with Joe Carney, the skipper of Finn’s fishing boat, the Drumard Maid. Michael wanted to sell the boat, and Joe wanted to buy. Perhaps they had made a deal and gone to the Harbour Bar to seal it. Caitlin’s gaze shifted from the shadowed loaney to the direction of the harbour at Corrymore, far below her, and the ruins of Killyshannagh Church. Below the green sod and the dark earth down there, unseen from…
The Vitos Calendar To the memory of Nikos Kazantzakis
FIRST DAY my body became the beginning of a voyage. Lights on the shore, a funeral procession for the verdure of summer the calls of mothers took an autumnal echo in the forgiveness of twilight. I walk as the first rain comes from the sea for me the escape — quench of an ancient thirst — was called death. may the so winds blow and slowly mark the orchards of the horizon that we, the final comrades, shall cultivate. silent caiques await the morning twilight in the nightly quietness of the harbor. The taste of the grape and of the fig belong to memory now my body became the beginning of a voyage.
PAN Quiet! Don’t you sometimes hear from deep in the orchard the Gods of agriculture weeping their green holiday as flutes sing sweetly to each other? (in the cisterns the face of autumn still reflecting) The clear skies didn’t fool me yesterday I saw Him trying to find his way among the grapevines His moulted skin shimmering on His back. He stopped: up high, the moon, malicious, shone. He tuned His ear to listen to the softly blowing breeze. His eyes and ears searched for vanished echoes in that still hour when the night turns numb and frozen and straight to his lips He brought his reed, discordant yet so sweet, hatred mixed with laughter, exotic tune drawing evil from the vines fast tune dispersing unknown shivers and yet the dead leaves stood and danced.
I told Salvador under my breath that there was a cart waiting for us not too far away, and asked him whether he could walk. He couldn’t even talk. I took out a leather bag from under my robe, tinkling with coins. “Son! Come here,” I called the torturer who moved quickly at the sound of money. “You have such a hard life, and you have to eat, right?” He nodded his assent. “There are so many injustices in this life, and this is one of them. Look here, this is your lucky day.” I put the pouch of money into his hands. “It’s yours if you keep your mouth shut and take us to the nearest exit. Cry for help, and I’ll wring your soul out through your belly button.” The man opened his mouth and shut it again. “Let’s all get out of here, shall we?” I slapped him on the back to move him to action.