VII something vague gave birth to me even if they told me I was born in the sunshine. small in passion and in sorrow I walk toward something light that will be life and I stop… I return…death. I count time with what I’ve lived and what is forthcoming that resembles the incomparable end. only, look, the craft and the fisherman can’t be separated from the blue
PARABLE The morning star can never shine as you when you appear, joy-giving lass nor does the green clover have as much as you have freshness on your sweetened lips nor do the flowers of narcissus have such fragrance as your lightest breath nor does the bird know how to sing such sweet songs as your inventive lips. One only it can’t learn—to sing I love you— and for this, I dare to say, another soul may die.
Requiem The day looks upon its face in the crystal river as gray dawn crawls closer whispered promise of fresh daybreak and life schemes to follow symbol her brood of twelve herald diagnosis our wretched dog hunts for the symbol to hide your fear in its belly and fetch peace from chiaroscuro dawn vapors relent fouling from cheap alcohol swirling in your guts…
Young birch forests came out from movie theaters, the grocery stores were full of wild fruits and mustard eggs. A satin castle resting on Doric columns was erected by the pine trees on the boulevard. In the middle of the marketplace oaks set up a monument honouring the shadowless, rainy season. Everything was available in the intoxicating air of the conifers, and white rabbits somersaulted on the magic carpet of the floating meadows.
…back for a while; his thoughts travel to his good, old friend in Baghdad. Ibrahim has done well with this young man; he has brought him up the right way. It’s no wonder the old man is so proud of Hakim. It’s no wonder that he sees him as a real son; he even calls him his son. He gets the check and goes out to find a taxi to take him to the Sheraton. The rest of this weekend is going to be smooth and pleasant for Bevan Longhorn.He may even sleep in peace tonight since he knows everything is coming together nicely for his exit strategy. His plan is unfolding like clear spring water running slowly down to freshen up the roots of the delicate vegetables and flowers.
Monday has gone by slowly but steadily, as if time learned to go by unnoticed, like a well-tuned machine with gears grasping everyone in between them, stretching and pulling to the point of being ready to snap. Hakim and Jennifer spent their Monday getting ready for their move. She took the day off and did the packing of things one does last; Hakim also stayed home and together they organized the details of the actual move. Today, Talal has come to help them. He’s the one who’ll get the rental truck. Emily is there as well, doing what is necessary to help Jennifer with the kitchen items, since men do not always do things the best way in a woman’s eyes when it comes to the kitchen. Ahmed has gone with Talal to get the truck. “I’ll get the stuff tomorrow,” Ahmed says. “You got it, already?” asks Hakim. “No but it’s ready; it’s just a matter of going for it.” “Alright, now be careful. Who are these guys?” “Leave that to me. Don’t worry about who they are or why they are doing this; leave that to me.” They get the truck and Talal drives it back to Hakim’s apartment. They start putting things in one by one and Jennifer and Emily tell them where to position them in the truck. It takes about an hour and they are ready to go to Emily’s for the rest of the things. Once they finish there, they drive to the new place and move everything upstairs. One elevator has been reserved for them and that makes work a lot easier. By two in the afternoon, they are done; the only thing left to do is to put together the bed and put away the kitchen things, while Talal and Ahmed return the truck to the rental company. When all that is done and Talal comes back with Ahmed, Hakim orders a couple of pizzas and they sit around and enjoy the food. The weather had given them a break with sunny periods throughout the day, and while it’s late in the afternoon, there is still plenty of brightness, and one can see the beauty of the view to the west toward the Pacific Ocean.
More and more cars foreign investments increase more and more people emigrate newspapers report the country entered a new phase of economic development while maintaining its cultural ideals. Inherited ideals always matching the new police enforcement.
Repetitions Repetitions recurring events deaths still you don’t dare shake dust from your clothes slit a new path for rain the riverbed yearns for repetitions of promises or vows recurring battle victories still you hold the sword like an unspoken oracle assume resolve in its edges solutions in its skill to truncate the early spring and erase the word peace from your life
Harry leaned forward, simultaneously closing the open drawer in which his Tarzan book was hidden. ‘I will, Mr Anderson,’ he said. ‘Oh, Jefferson’s just called to say the copper piping’s on its way.’ ‘Good. Lock up before you leave, Harry. And don’t forget the keys tomorrow.’ Ian left the office, rushed down the stairs, brushed past a boy with a grey Belfast Telegraph bag of newspapers in the hall and walked quickly round the corner to where his car was parked. Crazy fool, he chastised himself. What a stupid, cock-eyed, half-baked, wild idea. He cursed his cock-eyed, half-baked, wild idea all the way to Lisburn. But he did not stop nor turn around. He swung his car with violence round the endless bends of the narrow road heading south from Lisburn. Stone walls, hedgerows, fields and gloomy woods, small, reedy lakes and low, elongated hills blurred past. Occasionally he turned his head to view a farmhouse that he fancied, then jerked his eyes back to the drunken road, and swung the white-clenched steering wheel in fury, like a ship’s skipper in a storm. Take care, Ian Anderson. You have to get to Carraghlin in one piece. He stopped the car at a crossroads garage to take in a couple of gallons of his precious petrol ration, still in force two years after the end of the war, courtesy of the Minister of Fuel and Power. Then off again with a bound like a horse from an unbolted stable: up the long hill and down again, up and down, up and down, leaping over the rolling, rollicking, rock-littered countryside. Cresting the last hill, the sudden view of the distant Drumard hills struck him like a pie hurled in his face. At Tranaliskeen he saw the sea and the long, white line of a lapping wave. A few minutes later he pulled up outside the Seaview Restaurant in Carraghlin. He stared at the gloomy overhang of high hills, at the hunched shoulders and brooding presence of Slieve Corragh that overshadowed the town like the giant that threatened the village in fairy tales. Ian entered the restaurant, ordered a mixed grill, and unfolded the morning’s Newsletter. Restaurants were exempt from rationing, which inflated resentment against the rich, who could augment their food allowance by eating out frequently and extravagantly. To restrict this resentment, certain rules had been instituted, such as no meal could cost more than five shillings or consist of more than three courses.
“Are you forgetting, Father, some of us might still like to find a way to get home?” Finten had not forgotten about Éirinn and Derry and his home monastery, but the fear of crossing that wild ocean was more than he could bear. Nor could he endure the threat of marauding Viking pirates and slavery. “No, Brother, I have not forgotten.” Finten lied. He had not listened to anyone else’s wishes but his own. His days had been filled with new discoveries; attempts to tell the Natives about the Christian God had been unsuccessful. “Brother Keallach, we have sworn to God, as missionaries, to spread the Gospel and baptize. We must move on.” “May I suggest, Father, missionary work takes great patience, and prayer. Perhaps we are lacking in both.” With that, Keallach hurried off to join the Native children in a game of ball. Finten approached Fire Maker with the proposal that he and his companions travel to the Mandan Nation. Fire Maker did not appear enthusiastic to have Finten’s company. “A man only makes such a journey once or twice in his lifetime. The journey to my land might last five or six seasons. You will meet warriors on the way who will not always be friendly. Some will threaten to take your life. They might succeed in doing so.” Fire Maker paused for Finten’s reaction. When there was none, he continued. “Are you able to walk over mountains and through snow and cold water? If you are able to keep up from sunrise every day until the sun goes to bed, then you might join us. If you get tired or sick, we will leave you behind.” “My God has brought me this far. He wishes me to travel farther, even five seasons.” Fire Maker shook his head but Finten had made up his mind and would not be deterred. The priest pondered informing the Brothers of his decision. What if they argued to stay where they were? Would they even refuse to go with him? He decided to wait. He’d tell them when the time came. When winter turned to spring, Fire Maker and his daughter Yamka prepared to leave. Rordan, Ula and Yamka began to talk of ways that they could remain together. Rordan had grown more attached to Yamka than he’d ever wanted to admit. Ula was like a sister to him but Yamka was so much more. Only when he faced the prospect of her leaving did he begin to realize how much he couldn’t stand the thought of losing her. It was time to make a momentous decision. He had to inform Father Finten and Brothers Keallach and Ailan that he was in love with Fire Maker’s daughter. Worse still, he had to tell Ula. But of course, Ula already knew. How could she not? But then, he had not even told Yamka. He’d only realized the truth when Yamka told him she and her father would soon be leaving.