The Incidentals

Knife
In the talons of fear, all his life,
a hell, a schism into which he hid
his pride, an apostate in the rocky
face of normality he promised to
protect his body from darkness
his imagination always created
his psyche constantly on alert when
fearful of all others he raised
the knife to defend himself from
the innocence of his victim in
the body of who the knife dived
proving the short truth that only
evil can control a man, only the blood
of innocent can justify the unnatural
existence of the killer on earth
he too settled on what his foul mind
led him to spend his life
imagining that he was human.

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Podcast Episode: Modern Greek Poetry And Fiction

Pip: Manolis Aligizakis has been quietly building one of the more ambitious translation and publishing projects in contemporary poetry — and this week's posts from vequinox make that scope impossible to ignore.

Mara: We're covering two stretches of territory today: the Modern Greek poetry tradition, from Ritsos to Seferis to Patrikios, and the narrative fiction side of the site, with excerpts ranging from small-town drama to historical adventure.

Pip: Plus a short stop in the territory where longing and unrest do most of their best work — which, it turns out, overlaps with both.

Mara: Let's start with the poetry.

Greek Voices, From Guilt to Glory

Mara: This segment is about what Modern Greek poetry actually does — how it moves between the intimate and the historical, the personal guilt of a single speaker and the collective weight of a whole tradition.

Pip: The Yannis Ritsos post, from Poems Volume II, opens with a poem called "Suspicious Sleep," and it sets that tone immediately. The setup is a small, almost domestic guilt — a star announcing happiness, a fruit seller's voice — and then the speaker turns inward: "You felt guilty because you didn't have the urge to respond. If you at least hadn't seen, hadn't understood. Guilty, not counting the guilt of others. You, all alone, put all the responsibility on your shoulders and you understood all your innocence."

Mara: The consequence there is the paradox at the heart of a lot of this poetry — that full awareness of your own innocence arrives only after you've already accepted total responsibility. That's not a comfortable place to rest.

Pip: Ritsos Volume IV, "Maturity," goes the other direction — outward, chaotic, guards running, flags lowered, and a crowd that can't decide whether it's laughing or crying. The intimacy is gone; what's left is noise and doubt.

Mara: The Tasos Livaditis post, Selected Poems, is warmer — a spring morning, flour on lips, a name written on steamed windows. The Kariotakis-Polydouri piece, "The Tragic Love Story," pulls the other way: bells that spread evil, a prayer to beauty, an untimely death. George Seferis's collected poems land somewhere between — "a great sun greater than light," the garden between equinoxes, but arrived at only after staring into a black cloth.

Pip: Titos Patrikios writes a love made of "bones of our dead comrades" and "a black wind that spreads its fiery metal on words, in jails and exile camps." That's a tradition that has earned its darkness.

Mara: The anthology post, Neo-Hellene Poets, gives the broader frame — voices across generations asking the same question: "Why does our joy, our little joy, to sadness only lead us?" Antony Fostieris, Katerina Anghelaki Rooke, the collections Impulses, Marginal, and Wheat Ears all circle that same tension between sensation and loss.

Pip: And then the fiction asks it differently — through plot.

Stories Under Pressure

Mara: The fiction excerpts this week span centuries and continents, but they share a structural pressure: characters navigating power, prejudice, and survival in confined spaces — a chair across a mayor's desk, a ship in plague, a monk tied to a stake.

Pip: Fury of the Wind opens that territory with a scene that looks domestic and turns out to be a confrontation about social standing. Will Andrews has put a woman named Sarah Fielding to work alongside the town women, and his wife Molly is furious. The exchange lands here: "Then it would be their loss, not mine. Anyway, none of you even know Sarah. What've you got against her except that she married Ben Fielding?" And Molly's answer — "She married Ben Fielding, and only a coarse woman or a slut would have considered doing that" — is the whole town's prejudice compressed into one line.

Mara: What this means in practice is that Will is fighting a social order that has already decided the verdict. His mild needling doesn't move it; Molly slams the door, and he's left muttering at his papers. The power isn't in the argument — it's in the silence that follows.

Pip: Poodie James runs a similar dynamic at higher stakes. Engine Fred sits across from a mayor named Torgerson and tells him, quietly, that he knows what Torgerson did twenty-one years ago. Torgerson's defense is pure contempt: "He's a freak, an unclean little freak. He contaminates the town." The machinery of official cruelty, dressed as civic concern.

Mara: In Turbulent Times opens differently — a birthday drive through the Irish countryside in a new Bentley, stories of drumlins and dolmens, a hotel dinner. The ease of that scene is doing work; it establishes exactly the kind of world that turbulence will later disrupt.

Pip: Blood, Feathers and Holy Men puts Brother Rordan tied to a pole, a burning bough at his scalp, a painted warrior demanding he sing. He chooses the Salve Regina. That's not a metaphor — it's a man deciding what he is in the worst moment available.

Mara: The two Arrows excerpts — posted on different days but from the same novel — follow a narrator navigating the Spanish Inquisition, protecting a plague-stricken captain and outwitting an inquisitor with a well-placed mention of the king. The stakes in both are life and death, and the tool is language used precisely under pressure.

Pip: Small Change is quieter — a boy sent home from choir practice for looking at stained glass windows, explaining to his mother that the other kids are slow. The Circle is quieter still: a retired admiral visiting his sister's vegetable garden, at peace with himself for reasons he can't yet explain aloud.

Mara: Swamped and Straits and Turns round out the range — one a business negotiation over wine, warrants, and commissions; the other a solitary traveler burying a wolf with stones and walking away smiling. Hours of the Stars adds a poem in the mix, a Roman galley caught in the Euroclydon wind, cargo thrown overboard, salvation uncertain.

Pip: Cloe and Alexandra sits at the edge of both fiction and lyric — a poem that asks what "I wish you the best" actually means, and answers: probably not much. Which is its own kind of pressure.

Mara: That question — what words mean when feeling has already left the building — is exactly where the longing segment picks up.

When Longing Outlasts Its Object

Pip: This is the territory where the poems aren't about a tradition or a history — they're about the specific ache of wanting something that has already shifted into absence.

Mara: Cloe and Alexandra frames it as a linguistic problem: "Would have been better if he wrote: 'Sorry that I couldn't?'" The polite farewell as evasion — the nine-headed monster of circumstance doing the work the speaker won't do.

Pip: Marginal puts the same absence in physical terms: "night laments her dark role in the photosynthesis of your absence." That's longing metabolized into the body's own chemistry.

Mara: Katerina Anghelaki Rooke's selected poems move through environmental grief into something stranger — horror at the destruction of forests that "strangely mixes with elation" when the ego finally releases its grip. Tasos Livaditis, Poems Volume II, carries a grief that leaves no footprints. Titos Patrikios turns it political. The Neo-Hellene anthology, Antony Fostieris, George Seferis, and Kariotakis-Polydouri all ask the same question from different angles: what do we do with what we cannot stop feeling?

Pip: Impulses answers with a sculptor making everything too large — hands big enough to embrace the world, legs to straddle the universe. Overcorrection as grief's own logic.

Mara: The fiction excerpts were asking the same thing. The ideas don't stop at genre lines.


Pip: What stays with me is how much of this — the poetry, the fiction, the longing — is about the gap between what language can carry and what it can't.

Mara: The next episode will likely push further into that same territory. There's more to cover.

Tasos Livaditis – Selected Poems

I put my hands in my pockets and took them out.
We walked silently. But what could one say
when the world is so bright and your eyes
so big? A boy, at the corner of the street, sang
about his lemonade.
We split one, and the swallow that
suddenly flew by your hair, what did it say to you?
Your hair was so nice. Impossible, it must have said
something to you.
The hotel was small and in an old neighbourhood next
to the train station
and we saw them manoeuvring the trains in the glare.
Truly, that spring, that morning, that simple,
happy room
where I held your naked body for the first time
the tears that I couldn’t hold back at the end,
how they suited you.
Ah, our home was warm back then,
our lamp was joyous
the world was so great.
The fried oil smelled in the kitchen.
I bent to kiss your hands, which were full of flour,
my lips would turn white. Then I kissed
your lips that got full of flour too.
We looked at each other and laughed.
Spring said good evening to us through
the open window
A girl sang at the opposite window.
It was so nice to be alive.
Then the rain started. I wrote your name on all
our steamed-up windows
so that we could get a piece of clear sky in our room.

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Swamped

excerpt

“I’m in, Mario … but on my terms.”
“Thank you, Eteo. I knew I could count on you … and yes, your
terms”
They clinked glasses and sipped their wine in silence.
“What prospectus would you like, Eteo?” Mario asked.
“How much do you need for your program?”
“Three hundred thousand. Some working capital for a year, minimum
things. I have no other obligations or debts.”
“Okay, let’s say a million and a half shares at fifty. Give me eight
cents commission and my warrants, which you’ll take out at a good
profit, say fifty cents?”
“Hey Eteo, that’s too much. I’ll cross them out at eighty,” Mario
interjected.
“You’ll cross them out at ninety, nothing less, and as early as possible.
If it starts running, I’m not pushing it down,” Eteo insisted.
“Deal,” Mario replied. “I’ll take care of the details, and I’ll have
the prospectus on your desk by the day after tomorrow.”
Mario took another sip of his wine, then asked, “By the way,
how’s Logan doing these days?”
“Learning the ropes, just like anybody else, Mario.”
“That’s great. I hear good things about him.”
“Thank you, Mario. How’s your family, the girls and Lynda?”
“They are all good, Eteo”
“Are you still living in Caulfield?”
“Yes, I’ve always like it there. I see Jimmy the carpenter quite
often.”
“Good old Jimmy. Well, say hello to Lynda for me. Don’t forget,
okay?”
“Of course.” Mario stood up. “Thank you, Eteo.” He shook Eteo’s
hand and kept it in his for a few extra seconds. “I hope we’ll see each
other more often from now on.”
“We shall, Mario. By the way, I like your jacket. From Georgio’s,
I suppose.”

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Katerina Anghelaki Rooke – Selected Poems

Total Destruction of the ego
…and instead of despairing
for your ravaged skin
drowning in the deluge of his memory
as you face in distress
the barren field of your future,
while you often mention the word tomorrow out of habit
instead of the internal end of the world
the egoistic hope
that some meaning may hide in your life,
you feel an unexpected strong pain
seeing images of nature’s destruction
the one which, in reality, was
the consolation of your soul
that you would live forever under the roots of its children
that you would feel leaves stirring under the soil
and that birds would perch on branches and rest for a moment.
Yet the horror before the darkest destruction
that encircles the forests
the horror you feel when you listen
to the predictions of the useless experts
that perhaps the tree tops
will never caress the sky on these mountain peaks
the horror strangely mixes with elation
in the roots of your heart
that you finally escaped from the prison of ego
which often with meaningless details
annulled your share of compassion.
You don’t hang from the railings
of your unimportance anymore
you compare it to the eternal meaning
of germination
and you bestow your body unto it.

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Arrows

excerpt

The roof was right above his head. Without warning they dropped
him and stopped him abruptly before reaching the floor. I heard
his shoulders pop. He fainted.
I talked to the Inquisitor, keeping my hood on and my voice low.
He had never seen me before, but Salvador and I were very alike.
He argued with me. I had to find the way to make him leave.
“Cut his tongue. If he doesn’t wish to speak, he shall never speak
again,” the Inquisitor said to one of the torturers, who took out his
knife and went to obey the order.
“Señor Inquisitor,” I said, “how do you suppose he’ll ever confess
if you have his tongue cut out?”
“This man hasn’t talked in a year, Señor Guardian,” he said to me.
“We have been merciful and understanding. Haven’t I seen you
before?”
“I don’t recall having the pleasure, my son.” I said.
“I never forget a face,” the Inquisitor said, and then he went on to
tell me that I looked familiar. I asked his permission to convince
the prisoner to confess. I could see Salvador struggling to keep the
torturer from prying his mouth open. I threatened the Inquisitor.
“The king, my lord,” I said, “will be most pleased to hear about
your Christian duty so much like his own. I was hoping to assure
him of your concern about the salvation of souls this afternoon
during the audience His Majesty has so graciously granted me.”
That did it.
“Of course,” said the bastard, “that is always of the utmost…

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Small Change

excerpt

His ears were still ringing with Christian’s wizardry when the
insistent clap of the brass knocker on the front door broke his concentration.
He was paralyzed for a moment, not knowing whether he should answer
the door or let whoever it was think that no one was home. While he was
considering this, he heard the door open. He turned off the Victrola and
made his way to the living room. His mother stood in the open door, her
arms crossed, her head tilted to one side, looking him over.
“So? What are you doing home? I thought you had choir practice
today.”
“I got out early.”
“How come?”
“Sister Rose…” he broke off and looked away.
“What about Sister Rose?”
He made a face.
“She said I wasn’t paying attention.”
Andrea watched him. He looked upset, resentful. She wanted to
know what was going on.
“So, were you?”
“Was I what?
“Paying attention.”
“Well, sure, kinda… “
She arched an eyebrow, surprised by his answer. It sounded
uncharacteristically inarticulate, evasive.
“Kinda?”
“Well, yeah. I knew what was going on.” He paused, peeked up at
her. “I was looking at the stained glass windows.
The light was coming
through them, they were real bright. Then I was looking at that new statue
of the Negro saint.”
“Hmm. I thought you liked choir.”
“Yeah, I guess I do. The singing part. But they’re so slow. They
can’t read and it takes them forever to learn one measly song.”
“Did you talk to Sister about it?”
“No.”
“Don’t you think you should?”
“Yeah. I guess. She knows already though. She just wants…
everybody to be the same, and we’re not.”
“Would you like me to talk with her?” Andrea was Vice-President…

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Yannis Ritsos – Poems, Volume IV

Maturity
Doubtfully, he says, vague, dark; I can’t make anything
out of them. The grass stirs. Old women shake off big,
black bed-sheets out of the windows. The milkman
urinates on the sidewalk. The limping man sharpens
his knife on the stone. Suddenly they lower the flags
from the embrasures. Big drums roll down the hillside.
The guards run away. “He’s crazy, they yell, crazy, crazy,
don’t believe him”. He runs, they chase him. “He was
drumming the cauldrons during the night”. The spears
gleam. Women raise their dresses, close their eyes. “Don’t
believe him”. And you don’t know whether they laugh or cry.

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Cloe and Alexandra

“Wish you the best”
What does the lover mean?
Most likely what’s best for him
since the circumstances,
those threatening monsters with the nine heads
clench their teeth.
Shamelessly
since that water diluted soup of excuses boils
better in slow fire,
without nostalgia,
as if one is to read a newspaper
with his legs up on a chair
he better undo his heavy
boots that always remember.
“I wish you the best” then.
Would have been better if he wrote:
“Sorry that I couldn’t?”

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Impulses

Unstoppable
Dutiful and without pause
he fights to shape
the undefined
tries to paint the achroous in
velvet azure and decrypt
what won’t conform to borders
childlike eyes
a pedestal holding up past glory
all perished dreams
but why the sculptor
creates a huge statue bronze
why he makes his hands
so large is he to embrace the
whole world and his legs why
so large is he to straddle the universe
and his genitals why so impressive?

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