Common System To survive, he said, we should forget how to die. We could forget without the should. Lots of keys from houses not built yet were thrown on the chair. The third house was full of colored masks and big mirrors. The owl, made of sheet metal, was quietly perched on the roof.
Pip: If you've ever wondered what it looks like when one publisher holds together Greek modernism, Irish wakes, cruise ship romances, and Kabbalistic horror in the same week — well, here we are.
Mara: This episode covers work curated by vequinox across three territories: poems of desire and grief, prose wrestling with spiritual and moral conflict, and fiction that moves through travel, loss, and homecoming.
Pip: Let's start with the poetry.
Desire, grief, and the alchemy of souls
Mara: The poems gathered here keep returning to the same question: what do we carry inside us, and what does it cost to carry it?
Pip: "Entropy" sets the stakes plainly. The poem reads: "motionless, we, the descendants of ignorance, move the voices, the names, the history of waves aren't coming from the outside they are the love of a heart that faces the miracle the alchemy of souls that turns the earth around as the anchor of hopelessness floats between the inexistence and infinity."
Mara: So the upshot is that movement and stillness coexist — we are paralyzed and yet carried forward by something internal, not external. The poem locates history and love inside the body, not in the world.
Pip: "Orange" distills that into two lines that hit harder for their brevity — wilted carnations, two empty bowls, two empty glasses, and then: "life full of desires. Thirst, so much thirst and not a single fountain." "HEAR ME OUT" answers with hunger of a different register, erotic and urgent, mapping a lover's body like uncharted territory.
Mara: "Wheat Ears" pushes back against the pessimism — pundits declare nothing can be done, and the poem's answer is to stand in the plaza holding hands. "Red in Black" frames love as structural, roots and wings at once. "Titos Patrikios" goes darker: a soul that gets used to being whipped and begins to ask for it.
Pip: The Cavafy piece — "Constantine Cavafy" — is the quietest and maybe the most devastating: a mirror that rejoices at having held a beautiful face for five minutes.
Mara: "Kariotakis-Polydouri" gives grief a voice that has gone voiceless: "No voice reaches here anymore from all the powerful things I had." The Ritsos volumes carry that forward — "The Victor" shows a man raised on shoulders in the sunshine while silently crying, and "After the Fire" asks whether surviving a battle is the same as winning it.
Pip: And "Introspection" closes the arc with a Nietzschean prophet who sees the new race of humanity before his eyes, even with his eyes closed — which is either visionary or a very convenient excuse for not looking.
Mara: From the interior life of the poem, we move to something more embattled — faith, institution, and the places where they fail each other.
When belief meets power and the wild
Pip: The posts here put spiritual authority under pressure — from mystical horror to the quiet collapse of a priest who cannot speak the love he is supposed to embody.
Mara: "The Qliphoth" opens in full disorientation. Lucas is strapped to something between a chair and a launch pad, voices layering over each other: "His inner ear is roaring with an echoplex of distant detuned voices, drowning in mutual overlap — Westway music room / dub reverb / his father roaring at the nurses / mother bawling out dumb classrooms in her sleep."
Pip: What that passage is doing is collapsing private trauma and collective noise into one body — the skull becomes, as the text puts it, a flickering moviedrome. Transcendence and violation arrive in the same image.
Mara: "Blood, Feathers and Holy Men" works the same tension from the opposite direction — not visionary excess but institutional silence. A Brother tells a priest directly: "I do not want your judgments and I do not need your approval. I want your trust and your love." The priest cannot answer. He walks into the forest for three days.
Pip: Three days in the wilderness to avoid a conversation about feelings. The Church has always had a gift for dramatic avoidance.
Mara: "Ugga" compresses the institutional question to its most extreme form — a figure called the Great Homo Digitalis consolidates all scientific discovery and convinces every religion to submit to one universal church, positioning himself as the Antichrist. It's a single dense paragraph, but it reframes everything around it.
Pip: And then "Ken Kirkby" steps entirely outside institution — into the Arctic tundra, where Inuksuit are described as a language of stone, and an eight-inch tree takes hundreds of years to grow.
Mara: The sacred there is horizontal and practical: a stone on a stone means the fishing is good here. No hierarchy, no doctrine — just accumulated knowledge readable by anyone who knows how to look.
Pip: From stones in the tundra to people in motion — arrivals, departures, and the ground between.
Journeys, thresholds, and the weight of return
Pip: The fiction here is preoccupied with thresholds — the moment before entering a room, the moment after a death, the crossing that changes what home means.
Mara: "The Unquiet Land" opens at a graveside. Clifford Hamilton steps forward to eulogize Finn MacLir: "I have the duty and the honour of saying a few words about the man lying in death before us." The grave already holds Finn's wife, Roisin, dead since 1892. Finn's name will be added later. The scene is precise about that gap.
Pip: A quiet, solemn wake for a man renowned for his parties — the gap between the life lived and the life being mourned is doing a lot of work in a single sentence.
Mara: "Small Change" moves to a younger threshold. Rico returns home to an empty house, finds a note, and sits alone in the dark rather than crossing the street to the party. When his aunt Marianna finds him, he holds up papers — something he's worked on — and "suddenly he feels very small, and scared and shy." The stakes are intimate but the weight is real.
Pip: "In the Quiet After Slaughter" puts a piano player named Buddy on a cruise ship, where falling for a passenger is called Man Overboard — so named, the text notes, because a despondent waiter once jumped after being rebuffed. Buddy writes on a coaster: "Her eyes look inside my head and see everything," and underlines the last word.
Mara: "Jazz with Ella" ends a journey rather than beginning one — Jennifer returns from a trip through Russia and Montreal, and when she finally passes through the arrivals gate she almost doesn't recognize her estranged husband waiting with flowers. "Despite herself, a full, warm feeling dispelled the black cloud, if only for a moment."
Pip: "Fury of the Wind" places Sarah at a rural fair in Nimkush, where no one speaks to her except a man named Pong struggling with a table, and a stranger at the bleachers. She is new to the district and it shows.
Mara: "Redemption" finds its threshold over a dinner table — Hermes, his father, and a quiet negotiation about guns and permits that turns into a pleasant evening. "Straits and Turns" gives us Mike, a Greek immigrant in Canada, writing in Hellenic on paper torn from a hand-wipe roll, on an old manual typewriter a friend gave him for free.
Pip: He writes: "Both of us were born close to different seas, mine was the blue Mediterranean and yours the grey Pacific Ocean, yet we bleed the same red blood." A novel about arriving, written on whatever's at hand.
Mara: "Wellspring of Love" closes the set at speed — Tyne is pulled over doing fifteen over the limit, rushing to a hospitalized aunt, and the officer lets her go with a look of compassion she almost misses.
Pip: Small mercies at the edge of crisis. That's most of what travel turns out to be.
Mara: What holds all of this together is the question of what we carry across thresholds — grief, desire, faith, language, the memory of a face in a mirror.
Pip: And whether the anchor of hopelessness floats or sinks. More of that, next time.
As he comes up off the beach road and turns into Andrews Street, he is surprised by voices. To his right, the spacious yard of the Simone place is crowded with people. Strings of lights from the trees to the outdoor kitchen swing in the light breeze. He feels a twinge of discomfort. If they should see him they will insist that he come in, and the moment he has timed his return for will be lost… But no, they are surrounded by lights, food, music; they are having a good time; they will not notice his brief shape in the night. As soon as he enters the house he knows it is empty. There is a note on the kitchen table. Dearest Rico, We are all at the Simone’s across the street. Please come. Your loving mother, Andrea He returns to the darkened living room and sits in the big, soft chair. Should he go over and ask Marianna to come back with him? They will want to know why. They will smile and wonder and tease and he will have to admit… he will have to say… and they will make fun of him, they will think he is a crazy kid. He remembers that his aunt always practises her piano just after dark and as he consoles himself with that thought he hears footsteps on the gravel walk outside. The door opens and Marianna stands for a moment looking puzzled. “Rico!” she says, “What are you doing sitting here in the dark. Didn’t you see the note? Oh, I’m so sorry. You must have thought we all abandoned you.” He gets down out of the chair. She comes to where he is standing and gives him a hug. Without meaning to, he stiffens. She backs away and looks down at him, her head tilted to one side. “What’s wrong, caro? Are you all right?” He doesn’t know what to say at first, then he goes to the piano bench and opens it. He takes out the papers he has worked on and holds them up to her. Suddenly he feels very small, and scared and shy. She reaches down and smoothes his hair.
She was waiting for a table in a Nassau restaurant, a frumpy, frazzled woman with a peeling snout, saying to him, Haven’t I seen you on the Sunrise? They’d returned from the shore excursion together, he lugging her shopping bags while she propelled her wheel-chaired mother along the island’s potted beach road. Later that night she turned up at the piano bar, drained a Mint Julep, then exited. Buddy sought her out the following day. She invited him along to a lecture on seabirds. – Remember what the boss say, Sam cautioned. The cruise line had always been ambiguous about the help fraternizing with guests. Inappropriate friendships, as such romances were called, could be cause for dismissal. But if shipboard dalliances resulted in the booking of additional holidays— if a passenger went home with a smile on her face—who’d complain? This woman wore unfashionable clothes, sensible shoes and little makeup. While others took elaborate measures to conceal their weight, she flaunted hers. Had he passed her on the street Buddy wouldn’t have afforded her a second look. Yet in her presence, that sunburned nose, the nectar breath, she wielded the power of a sorceress. For the first time in his life the piano player was beguiled. – This one, he confided in Sam, is different. One morning over coffee he was doodling on a coaster. As though in a trance, he wrote, Her eyes look inside my head and see everything. He underlined the last word. At the card table behind the engine room they had a diagnosis for Buddy’s affliction: Man Overboard. It’s what they called it when a player fell for a passenger. So named since a despondent Filipino waiter, having been rebuked by a flirtatious diner, jumped from …
The early morning sun shone into Tyne’s eyes as she steered her Chevrolet at unlawful speed through the town of Emblem, and headed east up the hospital hill. The cloudless sky foretold a spectacular June day, but Tyne paid no heed. Impatiently, she yanked the visor down to shield her eyes, and through her rearview mirror, caught sight of a police cruiser bearing down on her, its lights flashing. “Oh no,” she moaned aloud, “I’ve no time for this.” She pulled to the curb and stopped, and the police car pulled up behind her. With both hands grasping the steering wheel, she lay her head on it in resignation. In moments, there was a tap on her window. She looked up and cranked it open to face the young police officer. “Could I see your license and registration, please, ma’am?” Tyne produced both with shaking hands and waited while he examined them. Without looking up he said, “Do you know why I stopped you?” She sighed. “Yes, I was speeding.” “Fifteen miles over the speed limit, ma’am. Not good.” “I know that, Officer, but I’m on my way to the hospital. My aunt has just been admitted and I don’t know what’s wrong, and I’m very worried, and ….” Tyne stopped when she realized she sounded silly, as if begging for mercy, when all she really wanted was for him to give her the inevitable ticket and let her go. “I’m sorry to hear that, Mrs. Cresswell,” he said as he handed the documents back to her. “I’ll let you be on your way, but please be more attentive to your driving. It isn’t going to do your aunt any good if you end up in the bed next to her.” Tyne saw a fleeting look of compassion on his face, and she smiled in gratitude. “Thank you,” she murmured as he backed away from …
So, Mike went to the little shack, his kingdom for the next hour, his isolation for the next hour, and after he fired up the burner and shovelled some good shovelfuls of sand into the cylinder to let it dry, a process that would take about ten minutes or so. While waiting for the ten-minute process, Mike sat on his stool and tried to compose his thoughts about what he could write for the next ten minutes, a paragraph perhaps of his novel, which he had been trying to write since his arrival in this huge country called Canada. Endless subject, his book, which referred to his experiences in the new lands, what he has lived up to now and other things that he imagined, images he usually wrote on a piece of paper out of the roll they used to wipe their hands, yet that didn’t stop him, since he usually re-writes everything daily, using an old typewriter a friend of his gave him for free. An old manual machine, yet good enough for the use he had for it, after all, a free typewriter was always a good thing since it didn’t cost Mike any money, which was very small and counted twice before being spent. He started writing, in Hellenic, of course, still the only language he could master in this country. “Both of us were born close to different seas, mine was the blue Mediterranean and yours the grey Pacific Ocean, yet we bleed the same red blood; we feel the same inexplicable brotherhood, and we also feel the same grief in front of sickness and disease. We haven’t walked the same paths, and we have never worn the same shoes, yet we both follow the same ascent to the mountain top. I, searching for the land with the asphodels where the blessed ones exist while you search for your tear and its meaning before the orphan and the destitute, Yes, we create the same footprints through the dark passages searching for the song of the wind and for the shaking off the eagle’s wings before he commences his soaring up in the sky, Yes, the same heartbeat guides us both when we hug the old man and we love the same torch that lights the dark pathway before the wind extinguishes it and we both feel the same nostalgia for beloved persons…
Descendants of Ignorance More and more of the deep monologue of forgetfulness the concept of the world is a harvest fluttering something like the result of a vigil utopia steps out of its portrait and walks away emptyhanded in the display of emotions each day and a new sea inside us motionless, we, the descendants of ignorance, move the voices, the names, the history of waves aren’t coming from the outside they are the love of a heart that faces the miracle the alchemy of souls that turns the earth around as the anchor of hopelessness floats between the inexistence and infinity
thirteen 2313 (The Great Homo Digitalis collects all the new scientific discoveries. Based on a primeval plan he convinces everyone that he is the Antichrist. All religions submit to One, Holy, Catholic, and Universal Church)
The Victor He unlocked his dark room hesitantly to try once more to hear the sound of his footsteps on the snow white stone pavement of day All expected him to come out through the sun’s door He wore a golden denture of light and tried to learn off by heart a few green leaves but he felt that this way his empty mouth was more visible and for this reason he neither spoke nor smiled The others listened to their cheering They never sensed that he stayed silent Then he stooped down he took a stone and went after the last loyal dog who followed him The people raised him on their shoulders in the sunshine And like that raised above their heads no one saw him crying
Experts Pundits left after doling out negative expertise asserting no prescription but it can’t be done pundits had their turn and in the middle of the plaza we stood alone holding hands and celebrating thoughts that nothing can go wrong nothing is unaccomplished when you hold onto the stars when you float in dreams the achroous when you color on water when you walk