Two glasses on the table a stool at the corner the shadow of a hand cutting flowers shadow divided between bed and ceiling I don’t remember, didn’t see it on time only the shadow of the closed window on the white wall and the hand that didn’t cut flowers the hand that was cut at the first moon-second falling in the muddy waters middle of the road next to the broken wheel of the post office truck. A mandolin, an angry angel a glass of water, the cigarette the sound which takes both of us out of loneliness so we separate again without saying goodnight. Then, the eyes that open two holes in the wall. I planted a tree. I’ll make sure it grows. I won’t come back, no matter what.
Closet All night long, sleepless, you promised not to cry to empty the closet give his clothes to charity his red shirt you’re now holding tightly in your arms as if it is his body his hands hanging off the sleeves his fingers that touched your secret contours suddenly a lone tear flops on the side of his heart and you run to the washer impossible to give it away with such a teary stain
Pip: Manolis Aligizakis runs a site that could double as a library card catalog, if libraries had this much range — Greek exile poetry, Canadian prairie childhoods, Soviet-era blackmail, and a taxi ride you would not want to be on.
Mara: vequinox has been posting across all of that territory, and today we're moving through three areas: modern Greek poetry collections, literary and crime fiction, and the theme of identity, memory, and exile. Let's start with the poetry.
Greek Verse, Exile, and the Long Tradition
Pip: The question underneath all these poetry posts is what it means to translate and collect Greek verse — not just linguistically, but as an act of cultural preservation, pulling work from Ritsos, Seferis, and others into a form that travels.
Mara: The Yannis Ritsos volume sets the tone early. From "The Exile Diaries," dated the fourth of December: "Moon, take off your shoes / I can't sleep on my back / if I'll turn to my side I'll hurt. / The door is open / I can't leave."
Pip: That last line does a lot of work. The door is open and he still can't leave — which is exile's specific cruelty: the constraint isn't always a lock, it's something internal, something the body carries.
Mara: George Seferis's collected poems push into similar territory with "The Sentence to Oblivion," and Tasos Livaditis, whose volume was longlisted for the 2023 Griffin Poetry Prize, writes of being "completely dishonest like this world that it belongs to you only when you promise it to someone." Titos Patrikios in his selected poems warns readers to "protect yourselves from the poets who steal verses from graves of the unknown."
Pip: There are also original collections here — Entropy, Ugga, Medusa, Troglodytes, Hours of the Stars — each posting a single poem as a window into the full book. Hours of the Stars centers on Ionia, lost in 1922, where "man tried to create the face of god and at last he created his own thoughtful face." The Neo-Hellene anthology rounds out the range, gathering voices across the modern Greek tradition into one place.
Mara: That breadth — from Ritsos's internment diary to an anthology spanning the whole tradition — is the argument these posts make together. The fiction excerpts are making their own kind of argument, and it runs across a very different set of landscapes.
Novels at the Edge — Fiction and Crime Excerpts
Pip: What connects this stretch of fiction posts is that nearly every excerpt drops you into a moment of pressure — someone is hiding something, someone is about to find out, and the social fabric is visibly straining at the seam.
Mara: Wellspring of Love opens in a hospital corridor. Tyne has just entered her aunt Millie's room and the excerpt lands here: "Tyne was conscious of two disturbing thoughts, the first that Dr. Dunston had seldom greeted her in any other way than with his usual cheery, 'Hi, sis.' Her second thought was that the woman in the bed, frail and ashen-faced, was hardly recognizable as her beloved aunt."
Pip: Two small observations, and suddenly the reader knows the diagnosis is bad and the relationship is complicated. That's efficient fiction — the weight is in what goes unsaid.
Mara: Jazz with Ella works the pressure from a completely different angle. Pavel, Vera, and Shukshin have cornered a Soviet bureaucrat named Pyotr — they have photographs of him with the police chief's wife, and they need forged documents. Pyotr sputters through a tantrum, and then Vera simply asks, "May I pour you another drink?" The coercion is wrapped in perfect politeness.
Pip: Nothing says "you have no leverage here" quite like being offered a refreshment mid-extortion.
Mara: In the Quiet After Slaughter takes a coming-of-age angle — two teenage brothers drawn into a scheme involving a mysterious receiver on a hill called Pork Chop, with a cast of characters that includes a man with a wart that "looked like a ladybug" above one eye. The Qliphoth is denser, set in a flat littered with occult paperbacks and failed technology, a woman piecing together who her missing lodger has become. Savages and Beasts puts a boy named Anton in possession of a dead priest's diary, paralyzed by what he should do with it.
Pip: He Rode Tall goes quieter — a maritime engineer named Joel, decades of city noise behind him, sitting on a horse in a pasture and feeling his heart come back online. In Turbulent Times is a social novel, a dinner table of doctors and their partners trading sharp observations about a young woman Clifford delivered as an infant under difficult conditions. The Unquiet Land sets its pressure in Ireland, where Mother Ross tells Padraig that "forgiveness is a rare commodity in Ireland — Irishmen never forgive and never forget." Redemption and Straits and Turns close the set — one a quiet departure from a Cretan village, the other a Vancouver taxi ride with a passenger whose presence is described with the kind of sensory detail that makes you grateful for fresh air.
Mara: What holds these excerpts together is that each one catches a character at a threshold — a decision, a revelation, or a departure. That threshold question carries straight into the next set of posts.
Where You Come From, Who You Are
Pip: The identity and memory posts are asking a version of the same question across very different geographies: what does a person carry when the place they came from is gone, or far, or changed beyond recognition?
Mara: Twelve Narratives of the Gypsy opens at the largest possible scale: "before we existed the Earth lived, before it spread its plains it was alive with its knowledge and wisdom." It's a cosmological frame for belonging — rootedness as something older than any single person's story.
Pip: Which makes the smaller, more personal accounts feel like they're answering that opening from the ground level.
Mara: Prairie Roots does exactly that — a childhood memoir of Saskatchewan winters, threshing season, geese in formation, paths worn single-file through snowdrifts toward a school facing a rising sun with no warmth in it. Red in Black brings it into the present tense, a poem about wilted supermarket vegetables and rotten tomatoes that pivots sharply to a man shot by a police officer. And Introspection's poem "Delta" traces a speaker who walked to the far ends of the world arguing for elegance and freedom, and was called a lunatic for it.
Mara: The thread running through all of it is that identity under pressure — exile, displacement, the refusal to forget — keeps finding its way back into the work, whether the form is a Greek lyric or a prairie memoir.
Pip: Exile poetry, coercive Soviet bureaucrats, a boy with a priest's diary, and a cosmological origin story for belonging — it's a wide orbit.
Mara: The site keeps returning to what people carry across distance and time. There's more of that to come.
Ready to Give Birth to Forgetfulness The zero exists and it doesn’t eternity is in its space distant root of the sea realities and reflections all the shed blood for sanctified or sinful dreams ecstasy of the flesh in the immensity of life thought that lifts and imprisons crowding of my mind sails, sphinxes and shipwrecks and Eros in absentia soul that flutters my cosmos is always in the cosmos from the foggy gleam of who I am passing memory joins me with the ready-to-die forgetfulness timid and at the same time a hero from the beginning to the end the attempt will be her unfamiliar hand in my hand when time unexpectedly enlivens youth music score that wished to love and guide me to the wind-whipped light will guide me to whom I was in the fleeting footmarks of an eternal Odyssey.
eight You laid the morning upon a wheat ear and the bird you kept for lunch the two interactions you have been hungry for eons and contemplate your up-coming demise
Relation She stood in the yard silently; she was still wearing black clothes. The trees vanish behind other trees. She tried to remember, to cross time, like back then when she looked in the mirror of the hairdresser. The opposite wall, with its hanging overcoats, was visible the back of the other chair and further inside, smooth, made of black marble, the huge hall with the naked, and with their uncombed hair, made-up old women sauntered dragging behind them long, bedsheets made of calico.
Chickadee The pitch chirp of the chickadee recites the verse I wrote for you last night, and your smile opened my heart, hourly unction of silence when the heartless Hades caressed your cheek, and another ulcer formed in my stomach —Do you want me to wear this green dress, or should I wear the black one? My breath turns sulfuric, a potion the angels refuse to take away from my mouth, a taste I must indulge in for the rest of my life without you, my love —Come and help me with the zipper; this dress is so tight. Dove tethered onto my heart paints the room white as if a melodious song has gone flat. Your revered image still keeps me company when the night clock counts my heartbeats, and my spoiled dream rekindles my hidden yearning —Don’t pull on the zipper so hard, you’ll break it. Come now, you’ve done this many times. The gaping mouth of the abyss shuts, and your honeyed mound stands opposite the murky swamp where I struggle not to leave my worthiness attached. —Now, isn’t it easy? Let’s go to the theatre tonight, don’t worry about the dog
Every couple of days Swanson visited Aunt Peggy’s. He and Bud held court at the kitchen table. They fell silent if any of us came too close. Most evenings Burt retreated to a spot on the river and helped Mark with his knots. A fear of cougars prevented me from joining them. One night Swanson and Bud asked to talk with us. They waited until our cousin was asleep. – We’re gonna hook up the receiver on Sunday, Bud said. – What of it? Burt said. We’ve got a TV back home. – We’ll need assistants. – Paying top dollar, Bud said. Up to it? – Why tell us? Burt sparred. We’re students. On vacation. –We’ve had dozens of applications, Swanson said.He removed his cowboy hat. There was a wart above one eye looked like a ladybug. – We don’t know nothing about receivers, I said. We don’t even know what one looks like. – You boys ever heard of the Sherpas? Swanson asked. They help climbers in the Himalayas. – Think it over, boys, Bud said. It’s a great opportunity. After Swanson had left, our aunt scouring dishes, Bud leaned into Burt and said, Jails are full of punks like you. He slid a fresh toothpick into his cheek, then quickly removed it again. – One night changes their whole outlook. Get my meaning? – I was 14. I didn’t. Burt wedged one of Bud’s toothpicks between his lips. – That the reason, Uncle Bud, you walk like a girl? Pork Chop Hill seemed considerably steeper standing in a pasture at its base than it did from downtown Coppermine. Its flanks were dressed in dense old growth, the highest point smothered in cloud. A hundred people must have turned up to see us off. A photographer from the Gazette snapped photos; the school band did its best. Flatulent cows grazed lazily amongst the muddy pickups. Swanson reiterated our tasks. He and Bud, carrying sensitive…
“Because you don’t want to face the consequences of not helping.” Shukshin glowered at the public official. “What do you mean?” Pyotr became agitated. “Are you threatening me? If this is a joke it’s gone too far!” “It’s no joke.” Pavel spoke again. “I need all of the documents: permits, propiska, passport, whatever is necessary, and I need them soon. As to why you should help me then I’m afraid it’s like Shukshin says. You don’t want others to know what we can tell them about you.” Pyotr froze to his chair. It was not a joke. To his surprise, Vera chimed in. They were all in it together. “You were seen…at the boathouse. You understand me?” He remained silent so she continued. “With the police chief’s wife—what’s her name, Tanya?—and we all know that the police chief would not like your activities with his wife, would he?” Pyotr was stunned. It was all collapsing in front of him—the careful secrecy, the hidden assignations. “We…simply meet to talk. There’s nothing harmful….” He stopped. Vera was shaking her head. “We have photos,” and she pointed to a large American-style camera on the bed. “We took photos of you and Tanya together. Believe me, you were not just talking.” “What! Devil take it! Give me those photos. You have no right…” He stood up, prepared to invoke some bureaucratic rule that would force them to comply—or what? Report them to the police? They sat politely while he worked through his tantrum, sputtered another oath or two and smacked the table with his fist. Finally he sat again and slumped in the chair. “May I pour you another drink?” Vera inquired with a sweet smile as if he were a friendly visiting uncle. “I think it would be best to find the passport first, don’t you? That way we can make the other documents match whatever the name on the passport.” “Yes, I suppose so,” Pyotr agreed at last. “I know of just such a widow who would probably give up a passport for a sum of money. I hope you people have some cash to pay her.” “We’ll find the money,” said Pavel. “You find the goods.” “And some cash for me, for my trouble in locating the passport,” the official continued. But Shukshin had only to glance at him quizzically and indicate the camera once more for Pyotr to understand that any cash benefit to him would not be forthcoming.
Joel was not a spiritual person. Never had been. For almost thirty years as a maritime engineer, Joel had spent most if not all of his time in his head. His brain had earned him some degree of respect in his profession and helped him to survive disaster after disaster on the bumpy journey of life. But at this very moment, sitting astride the orange horse on the crest of a hill, admiring the grazing mares and foals, Joel felt for a moment the power of his heart. It had been a long time since he had this kind of feeling, but Joel knew that he was feeling rather than thinking. He could feel his heart coming to life. With the exception of the sounds of nature, the silence was so powerful that the only way he could think to describe it was that it was very huge. Or so it seemed to Joel who had spent most of his mornings for the last thirty-two years nursing a hangover in one urban ghetto or another as horns blasted and fumes rose from the heart of the city outside his hotel room or apartment. Compared to the city this was looking like a pretty good way to start a day. Sure, it didn’t have a Starbucks. But you know what. This was better. And with this realization Joel made amental note to himself that yes, it surely was a wonderful day to be alive. It must have been an hour since he had let himself through the swinging ranch gate that led to the pasture of abundance. Abundant with the kind of grass that only a true son of the prairie could appreciate. Sure, it had been a lot of years since his childhood days on the ranch, but he still knew the value of good pasture when he saw it. And this pasture was very good, having a thick mat of hearty wild grasses standing a foot high in some places. This was the kind of grass that cattlemen yearned for, and if they got excited about the grass, you can only imagine the kind of impact it had on the livestock. Beyond the natural abundance of the grass, this pasture was special for another reason. Unlike the farmland on the plains below, these hills had never been cultivated to grow a single crop of grain. He was riding on the real thing.