Repetitions, Series III
Our Life in Phares
After all the misfortunes we became very superstitious.
We pay attention to the shadows of birds and leaves
we hear unheard off sounds, we step back,
late in the dusk, on tiptoes, we enter the temple
we burn incense on the altar, we fill the lamps with oil,
we place our bronze coin offering on the altar
we near the god’s ear and whispering we ask: “when?”,
“from where?” “with what?” And then we seal our ears
shut and leave. When we reach out to the marketplace,
we unseal our ears at once — the first word we hear
is the answer of the god. That word is never the one
we wished to hear, perhaps we misheard. Then again
we restart the same tedious process — the temple,
the candles, our bronze coin offering and the marketplace
up to the hour that the stores close, they turn off
the lamps, and we, alone in the street, walk along
the walls, perusing that word letter by letter, reversing
the syllables, without ever reaching that which we prefer.
Thus, as you say, we spend our lives now in Phares
between the deserted marketplace and the inauspicious
oracles.
On stoney ground
And on deaf ears
We cast around
Our hopes and fears
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