The Incidentals

Birthmarks
Old Galanos looks at the endless
blue sea through the cafe window
he gazes at the open gulf and
recalls his barber life: what he
has learned from the details of
each villager’s hair he has cut for
many years, familiar as he was with
every contour, each strange dip,
mole, birthmark, and of course
Demetre’s crazy head, the man who
took part in every demonstration, back
in the 70ies during the hippy movement,
a flower child of that era with a ponytail
only Galanos was allowed to trim
and he recalls, as his glance melts
in the sunny immenseness, that
he too was meant to be included in
the unwritten history of the village
after all, he too did what he was told:
to be a family man, to obey the law,
to be humble and servile
the simple village barber who
now questions why he didn’t dare
unchain himself from the daily gear
and unshackled and free like a smile
he could get the courage to fly up
on the endless sky like an eagle.
Suddenly a few tears appear in his eyes
and trembling like his heart they roll
down his cheeks as the barber brought
his hand there so the other customers
of the café wouldn’t notice his
sentimentality, his emotion since he too
spent his life just to remain there like
a rock, a gravestone upon which they’d
write that he too wrote his story in the
unwritten logs of the merciless time.

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Arrows

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amazement, our eyes locked often, for my face was in darkness and
my eyes half-closed. She somehow sensed my gaze. My heart
rushed a little every time, as if some strange and invigorating
connection had established itself between us.
The men had been tied around a tree, including the boy who
had fought to free Apacuana. I wondered who he was, likely her
brother.
Losada, along with Gregorio and Pánfilo, had entertained himself
in pacifying the Indian boy, but the youth’s courageous rejection of
every kindness didn’t amuse Losada long, and he had ordered him
tied up with the men.
My head throbbed. I was feverish again. I lay with my back to
the fire, concentrating on the frogs and crickets singing their night
song, hoping their music could distract me from my growing
queasiness. The fire crackled as sap pockets exploded, sending
fiery dots into the sky.
The moon was full, though there were some clouds. I was still
learning to read the signs of the sky in this new land. The rainy time
had just begun, and I was surprised at how suddenly the water
poured from the heavens and, just as suddenly, stopped and the
skies cleared.
My head felt ready to burst. I put a hand to my head. A moan of
agony and desperation stuck in my throat, and I sat up, closing my
eyes and swaying with dizziness. My breathing had gone from
heavy and deep to shallow and fast.
I crawled on all fours to the nearest tree and puked bile that made
me shudder with its bitterness. I had nothing in my stomach in the
way of food. A temporary moment of relief came over me, and I sat
with my back against the trunk, blinking owlishly, until I
remembered Apacuana again. What would become of her?
A head popped up in front of me, silhouetted against the fire. It
was Tamanoa. “What is the matter?” he asked. “You are sick again!”
“I’ll be all right in the morning. Don’t worry, I know these pains. I
get them occasionally.”
“What pains? Where does it hurt?”

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Jazz with Ella

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It was to one of these, the park on Mamaev Hill, scene of a prolonged battle, that the combined tour group, accompanied by Natasha, arrived by bus. This time Natasha was quiet; there was no need for her to whip up enthusiasm. The spectacle of Mother Russia—a behemoth of a statue brandishing her sword and poised on the hill overlooking the city—excited the visitors.
“That’s got to be taller than the Statue of Liberty,” exclaimed one of the Americans to Jennifer as they shuffled along with crowds of Russians winding their way through a memorial park up to the statue’s base. “It’s really impressive.”
She smiled. “It’s a commemoration of a siege that no one here has forgotten; nothing could be too big or too dramatic for that.” So far the Americans had not admitted that anything about the Soviet Union was bigger or better than the good old US of A. This was a first, she reflected.
“Where are you from?” the man asked her, and when she replied, he nodded. “Y’know, that’s near Seattle where I’m from,” he said. “I’m Bert, by the way.” He extended his hand and Jennifer introduced herself. “You Canadians know all about Russia, don’t you?” Although she began to protest, he continued. “See, we weren’t told much before we came. I don’t know if you’ve heard of the cold war… yes? Well, it’s pretty hard to visit this country right now without everyone at home thinking we’re reds. We’re probably being investigated by the CIA for even coming here.”
“Wow, that’s frightening,” Jennifer said, amused at his naïveté—an attitude she might have shared just a few short weeks ago. Little does he know that he’s probably being investigated by the KGB at the same time.
“You know, the people in our group just want to find out more about the real Russia,” Bert went on. “We don’t want to believe everything we read in the papers about the ‘evil commies.’ You think that way too, don’tcha?” Jennifer nodded agreement.
“This is all real swell,” he continued, marvelling at the faces of warriors etched in marble around him. The slowly moving line of visitors advanced up the hill towards the statue and then indoors into a tomb-like memorial chamber at the top of the hill. Once inside, an illuminated path spiralled downward around the chamber, and they gazed at the names of the fallen soldiers and citizens inscribed on every available inch of the walls. Jennifer noticed that Bert had tears in his eyes.
“It’s very moving,” he told her. “All these people…” He shook his head. “It makes you think about the ugliness of war.

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Swamped

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The law firms made a ton of money

too, charging the shell company thousands of dollars in fees, and the
brokerage and the accounting firms got their share filing all the financial
statements. Yes, the shell game meant a lot of money for
downtown Vancouver, and everyone knew it, even the regulators,
who had never wanted to shut the game down completely. It was only
pressure from the newspapers and the George Gains type of reporters
that made them squeeze the practice occasionally, just tightly enough
to ease the pressure without ending the game.
Every time the regulators changed something, the brokers only
had to modify their model to accommodate the change, nothing
more. When Eteo became a broker, the minimum seed stock price
was ten cents and the minimum price of prospectus shares was fifteen,
but later these were raised to twenty five cents for seed stock
and forty cents for prospectus shares. The shell companies were put
together in the same way. Only the numbers were different and the
commission rates changed. The creation of shell companies of course
depended a lot on the business cycle. In good times a lot of new companies
were listed while in rough times only a few went through.
Everything depended on the investing mood of the public, nothing
else.
Preoccupied with these thoughts, Eteo drove to Horseshoe Bay,
parked his Jaguar, and walked into the lounge of Sewell’s to find
Robert already waiting. Robert O’Leary, an Irish-Canadian, also lived
in North Vancouver, in fact at the top of Lonsdale Avenue in a thirtyyear-
old house with the most beautiful views of downtown Vancouver.
He was married to Donna and they had two daughters. Robert,
originally from Saskatchewan, had grown up in Vancouver and had
spent most of his career working for Kodak, but with the invention
of digital cameras he had found himself in an industry that was
quickly going down the drain. Rather than wait to be laid off, he had
taken early retirement, with a golden handshake, and started getting
involved in VSE deals, slowly in the beginning and more daringly as
they days went by and as he learned the tricks an investor should
know.
“Hello Eteo. How have you been?” Robert called out as soon as
Eteo stepped through the door.

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Water in the Wilderness

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From where she sat in the corner of the sofa, Rachael could watch Bobby and Freddy playing on the kitchen floor with Bobby’s dump truck. They filled it with Freddy’s new building blocks, then drove their load to another part of the room, and dumped it before returning to the original site for more.
Rachael did not spend all her time watching the boys, however. Every few seconds she would look down into the pretty face of her Shirley Temple doll. Not once since morning had she let the doll out of her sight – not even when she had to help with the dishes after the Christmas dinner, or when she had to sweep the kitchen floor. She had sat Shirley up in a chair where she could see her all the time. She knew Aunt Ruby had been impatient with her, but she hadn’t scolded. It was Christmas, after all, and Aunt Ruby had been extra nice today.
Rachael wished she could have said the same for Lyssa. The older girl had taunted her every chance she got, sneering that Rachael was too old to play with dolls, calling Shirley ugly, and once even, trying to pull the curly hair as she passed by. Rachael had snatched the doll out of her reach just in time.
Lark, on the other hand, loved Shirley almost as much as Rachael did, so the younger girl had been allowed to hold and cuddle her whenever she wanted. In return, Lark had told Rachael she could wear

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Twelve Narratives of the Gypsy

since their home sends them
away and the roads don’t
even desire them because
the Goddess Freedom, that rules
over everyone and makes grace
out of evil, deserted them and
they can’t live in foul air nor
in the country nor in the city.
Bastards, liars, thieves and
seducers whose evil has no
fire nor air, nor stature
as if they were Christians,
Turks, godless who live here
and there and they’re tossed
around, travelling gypsies or
domesticated.
Behold the gypsies, last remnants
of a dead nobility, different
than the raggedly dressed crowd,
with faces glowing in the sunlight
sharp like sharpened blades and
from their unbending bodies
by chance glances, stirrings
still know how to order
still know how to guide.

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Wheat Ears

Craving
Moment by moment the craving
intensified during the night
it grew in silent moans
roots like a tree it spread
eavesdropping just outside
our bedroom and I lay
next to you analyzing your
right nipple, wondering whether
to feel it or let it relax in
its poetic effusion, soft
breeze from the open window
brings sweet memories
of a shore and
you said —
how nice if we could swim
in our secluded little cove

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The Unquiet Land

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“He’s a kind, good-natured, generous big cratur,” she said. “He’s hard working and dependable and he’s straight as a die. He’d make a good husband. I’m sure of that.”
“And yet you hesitate,” said Padraig. “Is there someone else?”
“No one who’d have me,” Caitlin replied modestly. She smiled—ruefully, Padraig thought—and placed her free hand on his. “I’m glad you’ve come back to us, Padraig.”
“I doubt if everyone in the village will be saying that.” Foreboding flickered in the priest’s eyes. “Many, I am sure, are not too happy to have me, above all people, back among them as their priest.”
“Your task won’t be an easy one, Padraig, I’ll grant you that. But you have that streak of MacLir defiance in you that is our family’s greatest protection against malice.”
“And how is Finn MacLir these days?”
“As much of an old rogue as ever. He gets even worse with age, if that’s possible.”
“I am looking forward to seeing him again,” Padraig said, but with a tinge of apprehension in his voice. Slowly he released Caitlin’s hand. “And Mother Ross? How is she?”
“Hail and hearty. Same old Mother Ross.” Caitlin gazed intently at the pale face of the priest, at his long, thin body. Mother Ross always said that her greatest disappointment in life was failing to put an ounce of flesh on Padraig’s spindly rack of bones.
“And Nora?”
“Doting wife and mother. She and Flynn are very happy in their wee house. Little Dermot is the spitting image of his father. Curly reddish hair and all.”
“How old is Dermot now?”
“Two and a bit.”
Padraig paused, then pensively he said. “How time flies. And yet it seems like no time at all since I went away. Caitlin, I have been looking forward so much to seeing all of you again. Looking forward to coming home. Looking forward to being in the village again. I want to gaze at the hills and the sea, to walk the beach again at midnight. I have been so long away. I have missed you all so much. Missed you more than I can say. It is good to be home again, Caitlin. But it is not going to be easy.”
Padraig stood up. Then he leaned forward, kissed the woman on the forehead, and picking up the lamp, quietly left the room.

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Red in Black

Courtain
Our curtain flutters
game of the breeze, Eros
archaic tendency
before all others
and since they all occur
one after the one
rebellious breeze with its talk,
curtain in its erotic pose,
like your body
I got up to make coffee
and instead of a good morning
I whisper in your ear
I love you

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Life is a Poem

NATURAL, MAYBE
I can no longer distinguish your voice,
I don’t even remember your long hair
that hour was unfortunate, perhaps
natural in unfulfillment.
The evening doesn’t bring us together anymore,
bitter Wednesday is in the deep,
Monday brings you, I come on Friday,
Thursday’s bridges collapsed.
Blue is heavy, snowfall is long,
under the brush of the icon painter –
angels come to chase me away
into the clay of the pot wheel.

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