Constantine Cavafy – Poems

THEY SHOULD HAVE CARED

I ended up very poor and almost homeless.

This fateful city, Antioch,

ate up all my money;

this fateful city with its expensive life.

But I am young and in excellent health.

Quite fluent in Greek

(I know—I truly know—Plato and Aristotle;

orators, poets, whoever you care to name).

Of military matters I know a little,

and I have friends among the mercenary leaders.

I’m also well connected inside the Administration.

I stayed in Alexandria for six months last year;

I know something about its affairs (and this is useful):

Kakergetis’ aspirations, and his dirty tricks, etcetera.

Therefore I believe I am qualified

and suitable to serve this country,

my beloved homeland, Syria.

In whichever position they place me

I’ll try to be useful to the country. This is my intention.

But if they obstruct me with their schemes—

we know them, the industrious ones; what more is there to say?

If they obstruct me, it is not my fault.

First I will approach Zabinas,

and if that moron doesn’t appreciate me,

I will go to his opponent, Grypos.

And if that idiot doesn’t appoint me,

I’ll go straight to Hyrkanos.

In any case one of the three will want me.

And my conscience is clear,

for not caring which one I choose:

All three harm Syria equally.

But, a ruined man now, is it my fault?

I, the unfortunate, am just trying to patch it up.

The mighty Gods should have cared

enough to have created a fourth, a good person.

Gladly I would have gone to him.

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