The Incidentals

The Epaulets

Forty years in the service.

Arm Forces, black book

of protocol strong, unbending

stiff like his back which because of

his endlessly life-long upright

unyielding, unswerving posture

became incapable of softness

he duly abode to army orders passed

down to his lower officers,

foot soldiers, the infantry

who always carried the weight

of each command and the general

stands before his mirror to reflect on

exercises, nightly duty at the front

line of fire, a general only can order

and stand upright to observe results of

orders: attack, charge, shoot,

kill, avenge, exhume hatred, maim

exhausted innocent civilians

hatred he felt and now as

he stares at his idol feeling

the most despicable hatred

for the general who knows how

to give orders how to massacre

human dignity, general hiding

his ballooned superiority behind colours

of flag or insignia, shining epaulets

stitched on his shoulders

he wondered how many dead soldiers

represented each and everyone

of his medals, general who

followed a path chosen

by his predecessors, he too obeyed

a rule others put together, he too

led the prearranged life someone

orchestrated for this proud general

who never dared write his own page

in the black book of military rules.

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