Arrows

Excerpt

Through the smoke I made out the hem of her dress some distance
away. She was kneeling beside an inert body, which was pierced by
an arrow through the thigh and another in the chest. It was her
husband.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a near-naked man running. The
smoke partially hid him, but I saw he was tall, with strands of black
hair pasted to his chest by sweat and speed and others floating over
his shoulders. Funny, I thought, I have not seen that kind of long
loincloth before.
Then I realized he was charging toward Josefa. He bore a
belligerent expression, and there was blood on his naked chest
under his quiver’s band. A pang of fear hit me like a bucket of cold
water. Surely he wouldn’t kill a woman, would he?
We were both closing in on Josefa and her dead husband but from
different directions. I was closer than he was. Josefa looked up at the
Indian, open-mouthed and white as the ghost she was in danger of
becoming. I sprinted toward her, heart throbbing, and tore the
buckler from her dead husband’s grasp. There was a serviceable
harquebus lying at his side and the sheathed dagger at his belt but I
didn’t want to use any potentially lethal weapon.
I squared my shoulders and braced myself for whatever might
come. It was God’s choice to see us through or not. I raised the small
shield on my forearm as I had seen others do. His bare feet landed
underneath the buckler, and he delivered a savage blow that
shocked its way up my arm, pushing me back, the clang resonating
in my ears.
He held his arm high, ready to deliver another blow. I was
crouching, peering over the buckler. Josefa yelped. I charged and
overthrew him, grunting like a beast. He fell but was on his feet
before I knew it, the hellish macana still in his grasp. His eyes leered
at me from his horribly painted face. I could feel his anger, his pride,
his hate, but there was a fortitude that sent a chill down my spine.
He turned and swung at my belly, but I leapt backwards as the
macana came within inches. “Run!” I shouted.

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Marginal

Leaves
Green leaves of courage
brown leaves of frustration
their endless endurance
against decay
that settles each autumn
as we stand by the tree roots
listening to secrets
told in sunbeams
or moonless nights
and silence still controls
forgotten thoughts
begotten aspirations
while leaves don’t bother
with systemic schemes
rules of engagement
and thoughts residing
in analyzing minds

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Nikos Engonopoulos – Poems

BOLIVAR

and nations and borders and other similar things that
don’t inspire
but because they both always stood alone, free, great,
brave and strong throughout the eons.
And now, I despair that even today no one ever
understood me, but what am I saying, nobody wished
to understand me.
Certainly, the same luck might be applied to the words
about Bolivar which I’ll repeat tomorrow about
Androutsos?
Besides, it isn’t easy, to sense the importance of faces
such as Androutsos and Bolivar
Similar symbols.
But let us pass quickly: no, in the name of God, not
any emotions, exaggerations and despairs.
Indifferent, my voice was meant for the eons.
(In the near or distant future, in a few or many years,
perhaps the day after tomorrow or the day after that,
until the hour when the Earth will start flowing empty,
useless and dead in space, new people will wake up,
with mathematical accuracy, during the wild nights,
on their beds, they might shed tears on their pillows
and wondered who I was, thinking that I existed once,
what words I said, and hymns I sang.
And the huge waves that each evening splash onto
the seven shores of Hydra
and the wild rocks and the high mountain from which
the storm charges down
endlessly, tirelessly, they shall call my name).

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Entropy

Parasites
The big rivers of the world
swallow the little ones
my mind travels
to the bloodied dreams of creeks
to bloomed shadows
unexpressed souls
poems that weren’t finished
here where everything changes
the immutable parasites lurk
they erotically wrap themselves
around innocence
declaring the coming of loneliness

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Medusa

Abal*
Her teary eyes peruse her doll
With one of its arms severed
Abal still plays with her beloved doll
as if nothing had happened
The doll still has one arm
from which she grabs it
fate in the form of the bomb
that fell the night of last fall
didn’t select between the two girls
One arm missing from Abal
One arm is missing from her doll
Two arms of two dolls
missing in action

  • A girl’s name which means wild rose in Syrian language.

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Tasos Livaditis – Selected Poems

And when we wanted to talk we suddenly went silent.
Through the open window we listened to the footsteps
of the moribund coming from afar.
How could our talk warm up such frost;
how could our door protect us from all this night
as two people threw their great shadow between us.
What will it become of us, my beloved?
My beloved, are you listening to me?
No, it’s not the wind that reaches from afar.
You’d say thousands of footsteps descended to the roads;
thousands of boots pound their nails on the
asphalt.
Where do they go? How can they go away?
How could I’ve lived away from you, my beloved?
How would I’ve lighted a lamp if it wasn’t to see you?
How would I’ve looked at the wall without your shadow
spread on it?
How would I’ve leaned on a table where you hadn’t rested
your hands?
How could I’ve touched a slice of bread if we didn’t
share it?
This noise becomes stronger in time;
there’s no place to sleep. There’s no corner where
you can sit.
No, it isn’t the wind that comes from far away.
Come, rip our bed-sheet, my beloved, rip
your dress and fill the cracks.
People put all their belongings in a sack
because all their household

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Life is a Poem

THE LAST DAY
The words have left me,
Lord, what a confusion
in my whole being,
what a desolation…
Another dead-beat comes
and it occupies me.
The angel is leaving
because of my carelessness
as I ignored him.
I’m running for the sake of running
making no progress.
Even today,
I’ve ruined time
for it to have fun!
Then a walk in tango steps.
Only the battle noise is heard.
And I’m
waiting for Godot.

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Orange

Newspaper
He opened the newspaper
under the light of the kitchen
seeking to brighten the news
of last night’s muggings,
break-ins, and murders.
After he took a deep breath
knowing he contributed
in beautifying the world
of this ugly modern city
he put the coffee pot on
as if he had to go to war again
and needed his morning fix

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Jazz with Ella

Excerpt

the civil rights movement would make headlines in the Soviet Union. It would probably be couched in the language of the state extolling how the slave masses had risen up against the capitalist oppressors or some such jargon. She realized she had not seen a single black person since her arrival in the country, although Moscow University reportedly attracted African students.
“Excuse me. I am naïve,” he went on. “I must ask a very important question. Promise me not to laugh?” She nodded. “Is it only black persons who make jazz music in Canada or America? Or can white people like me make jazz?”
She tried not to grin at his earnestness. “Why would you ask that? Lots of people of all colours play jazz! You’re safe there to play whatever music you want…” She could see his discomfort, so she continued more gently. “It’s true, jazz has its roots among black musicians, that’s for sure. Many of them grew up singing in church choirs, like Aretha Franklin, for example. She’s my favourite. Do you know her?”
“No, tell me.” They spent the next while with Jennifer dredging up anything from her memory that she had ever learned about jazz, gospel or blues in the west to share with Volodya. While they were engrossed in this, Alya tapped on the door and entered with a bottle of brandy, some cheese, bread and a cut-up cake that she served. She settled herself comfortably with an air of possession. When the three were seated, the woman’s eyes swept up and down Jennifer appraisingly. She asked the usual questions in broken English. Where did she work? Was she married?
Jennifer responded more quickly this time on the marriage question. She had decided to answer questions with the vague, “My husband and I no longer live together,” rather than a more elaborate explanation.
Volodya switched on a radio that played American swing music. “It’s time for Voice of America,” he told her. “Reception is good at this time of day.”
“They must be broadcasting from somewhere outside of the Soviet Union?”
“Military base in Germany, I think.”
“Please eat,” said Alya, who was not having any of the cake herself.
Jennifer was just getting ready to ask Alya about herself when the woman swung toward Volodya in a gesture of approval. She rose, made her apologies, and left the bedroom with a significant glance at the bed.

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He Rode Tall

Excerpt

“Well,” Tanya said, “you certainly have as nice a string of horses
as I have ever seen. You have a dozen good horses here that are
better than all the horses I have ridden in my entire life. What are
you going to do with them?”
“What do you mean?” Joel asked.
“Well, the word around the rodeo grounds is that, with you
running the Circle H, it isn’t going to be as easy as it has in the
past for a cowboy or horse trainer to pick up a CircleHhorse. You
know, a lot of those cowboys came to depend on your dad for
quality horses at a cheap price. I used to hear them say that they
were only afraid of one thing—that your dad would leave the
ranch one day and discover what other people were selling their
horses for. I heard that there are a couple of trainers that aren’t
too pleased with you, Joel.”
“Well, news certainly does travel fast in these hills, doesn’t it?”
“So what are you going to do?” Tanya pressed.
“I am not sure. After the success of selling the old blonde mare,
I started to figure out that I have some pretty sought-after stock
here. I am just trying to figure out what would work best. Do you
know Cindy at the auction yard? We had lunch a week or so ago
and she was saying that she might be able to interest her boss,
Roy, in doing a special sale right out here at the ranch. I don’t
know about that, but, with these horses coming along the way
they are and the end of summer around the corner, I guess I
better figure out what would work best. What would you do if
these were your horses?”
“The first thing I would do is pinch myself to make sure that I
am not dreaming. Just about any horse is beautiful to me, but
these are special animals. And if everything I hear about their
breeding is true, this may be the finest band of horses in this part
of the country. Is it true? Are the mares all daughters or granddaughters
of Doc Bar? Is your stud an own son of Topsail Cody?
That would be really incredible!”
“Incredible it is. Yes, that is exactly what we have. There is
only the one old mare that is left that is a daughter of Doc Bar

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