
IX
The harbour is old, I can not wait any longer
neither for the friend who left for the island with the pines
nor for the friend who left for the island with the plane trees
nor for the friend who left for the open sea.
I caress the rusted cannons, I caress the oars
that my body will be reborn and decide.
The sails only give off the smell
of the other storm’s salinity.
If I decided to remain alone, I seek
the solitude, not this kind of waiting
the shattering of my soul on the horizon
these lines, these colours, this silence.
Stars of the night return me to Odysseus and
his anticipation of the dead among the asphodels.
When we moored over here among the asphodels
we hoped to find
the glen that saw the wounded Adonis.

