Mistral It swirls with mysticism, around the plane tree bore the playful Mistral exhuming its secret cadence smooth visitor on fiery skin taking what isn’t his desire like a sin written with stark red letters and the wind keeps on swirling as though trying to conceal your blushing, that I see you naked on your towel next to the whoosh of the wave plane tree still at the mercy of Mistral serpent that swirls around the trunk promising eternity through the lines of this poem
Party My friends invited me to a party I won’t turn them down. I’ll go to forget. I’ll wear my red dress and I’ll envy my beauty the corpse I carry inside me I’ll affectionately take along. I’ll be joyous and secretive, I, the messenger of Hades my moribund friends won’t get drunk though they’ll drink a lot I’ll stand next to them, a beautiful curse, they won’t suspect me then they’ll ask me to sing a song perhaps hoping for an ochre joy though my song will be so real that suddenly they’ll turn silent.
Erotic Fecundity In the harbours of the world with each sailing the eternal man on deck simultaneously a baby and an old man doesn’t know which route to choose defenceless heart in the crypts of seasons on the dock, unfamiliar faces pass on invisible rails the shadow of the happy child at the far end of the quay an imaginary figure who I embraced eons ago postponed encounter of souls imprisoned in differing destinies. Why am I here and not somewhere else? Have I existed? Do I exist? Am I one of my concepts sprung out of a dream? Wind the first word God uttered wind the birth and death wind the wisdom the unexpected signal of erotic fecundity on the first day of creation.
Pilgrimage I went to my family’s home a pilgrimage to the place I once existed a baby in the arms of the saintly mother I found four walls defining the length and width of the small space in the embrace of the infinite my first cry I discovered between two rocks to the west where the wind incised unerasable marks and in the vague darkness of the corner where my crib sat and I spoke time is tough in the embrace of timelessness I went to my family’s home a pilgrimage to the space where I took my first steps a baby the lone window to the north tightly shut the lone door leaned to the east as if wishing to open towards the path I was meant to follow and I spoke Oh god, so simple is the world so simple is life Oh god, clearly defined is my path to greatness
Then he reached to the side, and turned on the tap of the small bar sink, and filled a pitcher with water. Lastly, he opened another cupboard, lifted down two tumblers, poured a goodly measure of whiskey into both, and splashed water into the glasses. “This is how you and I are going to do business,” he said. “We’re going to drink.” ‘In the middle of the day?” Ken asked. “What’s that got to do with anything? We’re going to drink.” “Why do we have to drink?” Ken eyed the whiskey with revulsion. “My guess is it’s to do with, ‘get a man drunk and you’ll find out who he is.’” “Who told you that?” “My father.” “I’d like to meet your father.” He took a large swallow. “So, tell me about yourself.” Ken told his story, while he watched Fraser drink until the bottle was empty. He drank a bottle every day, he said, and he was as proud of that as the fact that he was a one match a day man. He struck a match in the morning to light his first cigarette, and every subsequent cigarette, for the rest of the day, was lit from the stub of the last. “It takes discipline to do that.” “I want you to come to the gallery two or three days a week. I want to hear your story. I want you to tell me your feelings, your thoughts, your understanding of the universe – everything. I want to listen to you. I want to hear you.” For several weeks, Ken visited and talked, while Fraser downed a bottle of rye and smoked an eternal chain of cigarettes. “You have a passion that is white-hot and I love it,” he said. “We have all these artists around, and they’re all limp. I want to see a man with a paintbrush in one hand and a sword in the other. That’s you.” One day, Ken asked Fraser why he never saw the paintings he sold to him. “Where do you put them?” “I’ve sold them.” “All of them?” Yes, all of them.” “Oh my gosh. Well, that’s terrific.” “You look surprised.” “I am.” “That’s not a very nice thing to say to me. Of course, they’re sold. So, bring me some more. Go and paint.” “There’s a limit to my speed.” “I’m sure there is and I want to find it. I suspect the faster you paint the better you get. You’re thinking too much. Don’t think. Painting isn’t about thinking. This is not an intellectual exercise.
Tell him I promise his village won’t be damaged, nor his fields touched. Tell him.” Losada dismounted and the others followed suit, but he stopped them with a gesture of his hand. “Infante, Ávila, Galeas, Maldonado, Pedro and Rodrigo Ponce, Gregorio de la Parra, with me. Ten harquebusiers and ten pikemen, come forward as well. Carlos.” He snapped his fingers, then turned to me. “Friar Salvador, if you please, come with me. The rest of you, stay where you are, don’t let your guard down. It wouldn’t be the first time they welcome and then betray and kill. Keep an eye on your surroundings. At the first sign of trouble, Juan Suárez, sound the charge. All of you! Diego de Paradas will command in my absence. Camacho! You are second. Good luck and may God be with us.” “Harquebusiers, check your priming!” yelled Diego de Paradas. Losada put a hand on the hilt of his sword at his hip, as if to reassure himself. Behind him, the harquebusiers grabbed their powder flasks and rammed the charges down the muzzles. A flock of parrots cawed overhead. “Take good account of everything, Friar Salvador,” said Losada. “I have a mind to have you write a record of this expedition.” Recording the expedition would be considered a great honour and a great responsibility. I nodded. But I knew immediately it would be impossible to record the truth. I admired the orderly arrangement of the village. The streets were smooth under my feet, the houses skilfully made. Earthen pots steamed over the embers of fires; hammocks were neatly distributed; baskets and heads of plantain hung from the wooden structures. Strings of yarn were stretched over primitive looms. On the sloping thatched roofs, dozens of round cassava cakes dried in the sun. Human and animal skulls and bones hanging among the baskets and plantains reminded me of macabre tales of cannibalism. The Indians stepped aside as we entered the village. They stared at my feet and then at the rest of me, for I was the only barefooted Spaniard, let alone one wearing a frock.
Trickle Your words trickle on paper as if An unnoticed creek down the slope on its way to the ocean But where will you hang Your coat as the herald announces the first spring execution? Trivial events leave you bereft of thoughts and what to do with the bird feeder and the bird cage? Birds have flown to the warm climates your canary died you couldn’t fly away with it you’re left comfortably alone your words trickling on paper: your turn to build the world anew
GLANCING UP FROM his reading, Thorp told his wife he didn’t think Poodie was going to be much help when picking started. He was too short, he said, and his legs didn’t work quite right. He wasn’t going to be any good on a ladder. He wasn’t big enough to swamp out, couldn’t lift boxes of apples onto the flatbed. Besides, when the pickers showed up, they would need both cabins. “Maybe he can find a real job in town,” Thorp said. His wife walked over and looked at him across the top of The Daily Dispatch. “You tell the kids,” she said. The next day Thorp took took Poodie along when he toured the orchard, checking the fruit for size and color. The September air cooled a little more each night. Days, the sweat rolled off Poodie as he worked, and the dogs lay panting in the shade. “You’re going to have company soon,” Thorp told him. “Pickers coming to get these apples off the trees. Two of them are going to stay in your cabin. They come up from Arkansas every fall, following the harvest. I know these men. They’re all right. New family’s going to be in the other cabin.” The floppiness of their bib overalls emphasized the leanness and height of the pickers who moved in with Poodie. They did not sit on their cots or get up from them, he thought; they folded and unfolded. He wondered at the length and narrowness of their heads atop sunburned necks and shoulders roped with muscle.
BARBARIC POEM You are a wound outside of me an insult, a scream, blindness, I do not want you, something sick wants you, something foggy, everything that I am wants you. The night’s chest breaks and you show up in the bleak dust of the words of a prayer, and in the burnt shade of large trees. Take a sip of me, soak me up while running! take a quick sip of me!