In Turbulent Times

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Mrs Starkey was unaware of this. When Michael returned about an hour later, she thought it was her husband. She rushed to tell him not to take his coat off but to go up to the MacLir house, the name the large stone house still bore from the family of Caitlin Carrick, whose ancestors, the MacLirs, had built it in the nineteenth century.
‘Michael, it’s yourself back again,’ she said in surprise. ‘Is Dr Starkey at your place?’
‘No, Mrs Starkey, but we need him up there badly.’ Michael’s voice was trembling. A look of distraction agitated his face. ‘Something’s wrong, Mrs Starkey. Caitlin’s yelling and screaming, and Mother Ross says the baby isn’t coming out right. For God’s sake, where’s the doctor?’
‘I don’t know, Michael.’ Mrs Starkey was worried now herself. ‘He should have been here ages ago. Wait and I’ll phone again.’
All Michael could hear was Caitlin’s screaming. It pierced his ears like a torture. It made his heart pound and brought sweat to his forehead, mingling it with the rain. He moved his weight from one foot to the other. He clenched and unclenched his huge fists. ‘Please come, Dr Starkey. Oh my God, please, please come.’
Mrs Starkey appeared at the inner door again. ‘Something’s happened to the doctor, Michael.’ Her voice too quivered with worry. ‘He was visiting the Collinses in Carraghlin and he left an hour and a half ago. They haven’t heard from him. They suggested that I phone the police in Carraghlin, but even before they finished talking, the phone went dead.’
‘Must be a line down,’ Michael said.
‘Could be there’s trees down too,’ said Mrs Starkey. ‘The road’s probably blocked.’
Fear speared Michael’s heart. He felt the blood gush out. It filled his stomach, and he felt nauseated. ‘Mrs Starkey, I must get help for Caitlin,’ he shouted. ‘She’s in agony. This birth is going to kill her, like her own birth killed her mother.’
‘Calm yourself, Michael. Calm yourself. That’s no way to be talking. Caitlin’s in good hands with Mother Ross. Dr Starkey himself hasn’t delivered more babies than she has.’
‘But Mother Ross is frightened now herself,’ cried Michael. ‘She can’t handle this. She told me so. Where does Dr Chapman live?’
‘He’s in Ballydun usually,’ Mrs Starkey replied. ‘But he’s away in England till the New Year. Dr Murray in Lisnaglass is looking after his practice. It’ll take you an hour or more to reach him on a night like this. And I can’t telephone him.’

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Marginal

Flute
Hymn of the flute,
by the shore lily
ally of the breeze
and of your body
that my fingers caress
morning hues
euphoria that swims
in light blue, serene wave
dance of sun rays
and agony over
the stony emotion
that I sang, said
the southwestern wind
the eternal ally of the flesh

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Constantine Cavafy – Poems

Dionysus’ Procession
Damon the craftsman (there is no other
as capable in Peloponessos) carves
the procession of Dionysus in Parian marble.
In front is the god with his divine,
aura, his powerful stride.
Acratos is behind him. At Acratos’ side
Methe pours wine for the Satyrs
from an amphora decorated with ivy. Close
to them is the meek Hedyoinos, his eyes
half closed, hypnotic. Farther down
come the singers Molpos and Hedymelis,
and Comus who holds the revered torch
of the procession and never lets it burn out;
and the most decorous Telete.— Damon carves
all these. And as he works, every so often
he thinks of the reward
he’ll be getting from the king of Syracuse,
three talents, a large sum. With this added
to the rest of his money, he will be able
to live a prosperous life at last,
and he can go into politics—what a joy!—
he too in the senate, he too in the agora.

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