The Sleigh-Drawing Horses

An Epistle, Teaching Love
Bálint Balassi could have written to Sir Philip Sidney)
My lovely brother,
you were sent by the Creator
to the world in the same year,
like me. you began to try life
a good month after me.
I was a curly-haired,
brown boyster,
while you – in the typical
English style –
flower-faced (until your face
became ruined by the small-pox!)
and your hair reddish.
I have not too much right
to write all about this
things of intimacy,
but our almost twin-fate
(mortal wound of Zutphen
and of Esztergom!)
is much more strong,
than the demands of courtly behaviour:
let me be straightforward:
why wasn’t lashing you
a stronger desire,
ttan your cold
Astrophil-longing?
My dear Philip,
the half of Europe
was writing weaker
and stronger poems
upon your death,
while just a handful
of laments on mine.
But some fresh
lettuce-leaves,
and some sweet
strawberries of late May
was always good enough
for me to sing
the very essence of desire
into the viscers of my readers.
Shortly: if it could be possible,
here, on our emerald meadows,
by me, some lectures could have
been waiting for you,
(and around us plenty
of ladies to help!)
to teach you for
the real notes of Venus,
which was melting
the bones of dead and living ones.

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Entropy

No One Was There
Truly everything took place
the heart keeps beating and distancing itself
it has travelled far away from its home
the world runs to oblivion
getting smaller in the light
understands only the insignificant
incising tattoos to restart for somewhere else.
Once I was lost in the timeless dimensions
and then somewhere between desire and sound
sand under the stars
truth and lies that survive and emerge
I came from emptiness
where I had to
but no one was there
I belong to the other side
whisper of an invisible genocide the ancient wind
takes something from existence
I’ll die yet I’ll be alive
in a hypothetical version of the unachievable
where the nameless
awaits patiently

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Wheat Ears

Owls
He climbed up stairs
wearing an empty saucepan
on his head he wanted to call
the muses over let them
spread benevolence and arts
to rabble but the gardenias
folded up and the finches balked
so without any followers
he stood
looking down as less and less
men remained in the plaza until
he plied his speech and rats
started dancing and the owls
who know wisdom shut
their eyes in embarrassment

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