Fury of the Wind

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When she recovered from her grief over Danny, Sarah accepted a
teaching post at Corkum in the northern part of the province. But
her tenure there was short lived. In the spring of 1942, Mrs. Roberts
suffered a stroke. Sarah applied for a leave-of-absence to take care
of her mother during her convalescence. But Mrs. Roberts never
did convalesce satisfactorily, and Sarah was forced to admit that her
mother had won. For five years Sarah found herself tied to the neat
brick house in Tillsonburg – nursing, cooking, cleaning, gardening
and doing everything except that for which she had been trained.
Apart from trips to the store to purchase their meagre supplies,
Sarah went nowhere. She saw no one except Margaret and Elizabeth
and, since the former was preoccupied with wedding plans
and the latter was nursing in a hospital in Toronto, she didn’t even
see much of them. Visitors to the Roberts’ home were few because it
hadn’t taken Mrs. Roberts long after her husband’s death to alienate
almost all of their friends.
There was no hope of meeting a man. The veterans began to
drift back to town when the war ended, some with brides, some to
the sweethearts they had left behind. But even the unattached ones
seemed to have forgotten that Sarah existed, or maybe they still regarded
her as Danny’s girl. Soon, almost all of the young men had
married or had drifted off again to more promising venues.
When her mother died Sarah applied for teaching posts but the
school year had already started and a shortage of teachers was a
thing of the past. She had been out of the profession for more than
five years, as had most of the teachers who were now returning to
it. But ex-servicemen and women were, naturally, given preference
over someone who had been caring for a sick parent.
On a grey, cold day in October, three weeks after her mother’s
death, Sarah sat dumbfounded in the office of Roger Corbett, her
parents’ lawyer. She was trying to understand what he had just said
but she felt too numb to take it in.
“I’m sorry, Sarah,” Mr. Corbett continued, “I wish there was
something I could do. Twice during the past year I went to see her,
as you know. And I went specifically to suggest that she change her
will. But she acted as if she didn’t understand what I was talking
about.”

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George Seferis – Collected Poems

THURSDAY
I saw her die many times
sometimes crying in my arms
sometimes in a stranger’s arms
sometimes alone, naked;
in this way, she lived with me.
Now I know, at last, that nothing exists further
and I wait.
If I grieve, it is my personal matter
like the feelings for simple things as these
and as they say we have gone beyond them;
and yet I’m still sorry because
I too never became (who I wished I would)
like the grass that I heard sprouting
near a pine tree at night;
because I didn’t follow the sea
another night when the water receded
gently drinking its own bitterness
and I never understood, when I groped the damp seaweed,
how much honour remains in the man’s hands
All these went by, slowly and conclusively
like the barges with their faded names
HELEN OF SPARTA, TYRANNOS, GLORIA MUNDI
they went by under the bridges beyond the chimneys
with two stooping men at the prow and the stern
naked to the waist
they went by, I can’t discern anything, in the morning fog
the sheep curled and ruminating were hardly visible
neither does the moon, over the river
that waits;
just seven spears plunged in the water
stagnant and without blood
and sometimes on the flagstones solemnly lit
under the cross-eyed tower
painted with red and yellow pencil
the Nazarene showing his wound.
‘Don’t throw your hearts to the dogs.
Don’t throw your hearts to the dogs.’
Her voice sinks with the stroke of the clock;
your will, I sought your will.

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The Incidentals

The Lure of the Sea
The unnerving lure of the sea
abducting the mind of old fisher
on the quay where he mends his nets
passing thread through openings
which fish use to escape his
trap, the inexplicable attraction
of waves, undulating like breasts
of nubile, waves he battled year
after year when young and in his mind
he sings for the salinity rusting his
bones, for his wrinkles the sea has
graced him with and the beauty
of the earth for which he sang. while now,
ready and content he smiles as
he mends his net not that he’ll
go out fishing again, not this
old fisherman doesn’t go fishing anymore
he only wishes to go out there and
to welcome Thanatos alone when
the fisher’s time comes; he too
has traveled along the peninsula,
such short was the rope allotted
to him, such a short distance he was
allowed to traverse to worlds
familiar and not imaginary, he too
dreamt of faraway foreign lands
that Fate didn’t let him visit, and
now, alone under the conflagrating
merciless sun, he mends his net
thinking that Fate granted him
the dream and his capable hands
which mend his net while the attraction
of the sea intoxicated him with sounds
of birds and sounds of watery beasts
and the lone tear he now sheds
for the unjust destiny which left him
to be remembered as number 38
in the long list of the island mortuary

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Ken Kirkby – Warrior Painter

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is this illusion…you and I can go for a walk wherever you choose and
I challenge you to show me where money grows. It is a man-made
convenience, but we have turned it into God and the almighty banks
into the churches.
Money in itself is a nonentity, a paper mirage. But if you understand
how it functions you realise currency can be artificially created—
MasterCard and Visa are good examples. It no longer needs to be
printed by the Mint. I wish people would realise it is only a tool, to be
used like any other implement, and no more mysterious.
As the two men worked, Harris proposed assorted schemes to make money.
These were discussed, dissected and for one reason or another, discarded
at the end of the workday. Perhaps, like crossword puzzles or Sudoku, they
served to keep the workers’ mental juices flowing.
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Ken Kirkby is a particularly fine cook and, having been raised in
Francisco’s kitchen, can turn the simplest ingredients into a dish to be
savoured and praised. As his circle of friends expanded, he resurrected his
long-dormant culinary skills.
Portuguese meals would not be complete without a bottle of fullbodied
red or crisp white on the table. When Ken left Portugal, he had been
selective as to what he took with him, but one of his prized possessions
then and now, is the family wine recipe dating back several centuries. He
continually has a batch on the go although he is a moderate drinker himself.
It was likely a day or so after a well-spiced supper of clams, shrimp and
prawns cooked in Kirkby’s special fish stock prepared from flounder, too
small in themselves to eat. While spreading topsoil for the eventual seeding
of the lawn, Harris says, “You know, Kenny, that’s a damn fine wine you
make. You could probably make a pile of money if you set yourself up to
produce and sell it.”
“Probably,” says Kirkby.
Harris does some mental calculations. “How much do you think you
could make?”
“Money, or wine?” Kirkby quips.
“You’ve got a few racks there—how much do you usually make?”

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