Dark Story You’re far away and I hear you singing a stuttering song of the ones you love bloody songs with abscesses and tumors. Birds poke on your face snakes lurk in your eyes I’ll come to drink your sickly kisses convince you with heinous games. I know of a train destined for nowhere, a bus that will take you away, I know the music that blows up mountains, I know the red fish that will devour you.
Of course all these were somehow vague perhaps even inexplicable for the ones who raise their glass emphatically over the table without seeing who holds it until slowly the everyday use makes us mortal; thus I always tried to look elsewhere when the doorbell rang and when everything was quietened: where is the host? Why is he hiding? I leaned on the table that I wouldn’t fall; then bowing my head I opened the door and followed my path. And at night, dinner time, in horror, I listened to them narrating their stories that in a way silenced the dark remote outside — there where we had lived.
Ink He added a little ink to the machine, the words, oh God, how difficult to form, letter by letter put on a line, the consonants on their appropriate places to underscore where the voice rises and where they bow their heads, when his eyes don’t help well, as they did back then when he started as an apprentice typist, he hopes to avoid the painful mistakes of misspelling words which, using a lens he starts his daily battle against errors and what’s the value of an accent in front of a word and that perispomeni* heroes that fell when the language was simplified and the old typist turns from his machine and stooping over his soup bowl he can only see ink in his broth, the ink he just added to the insatiable printing machine *_______ accent in the shape of a flat line over a vowel
Liam Dooley was thirty-eight, going on thirty-nine. His fair, wavy hair was receding alarmingly at the temples. He believed a baldness was spreading at the back of his head also, like a threadbare elbow in an old jacket, but he could not see for sure in the mirror and he would have been embarrassed to ask. There was no one he could have asked in any case without feeling foolish. His parents were dead; his sister, after her twenty-first birthday, had moved to Belfast to marry the father of her daughter; and Liam lived alone in two rooms, a kitchen and a living-bedroom that the Church had built onto the back of the new school as accommodation for the teacher, but which could be converted to additional classrooms when the growing number of pupils made the extension necessary. Liam’s baldness and his forties were both approaching rapidly. Both inexorable. He could always have lied about his age to strangers who did not know him but he could not pass himself off as twenty-eight or twenty-nine when his hairline was almost as far back as his ears and threatening to meet up with the circle of skin he felt was spreading at his crown. He had to face facts. Liam Dooley’s youth was irretrievably lost. Lost, not squandered. Liam was no profligate. He was no philanderer. His intimacy with women extended only to walking one or two of them home from church. Once he went as far as holding Molly Noonan’s hand as they strolled home from a choir practice but he could not bring himself to embrace her, nor to give her a kiss as he left her at her door. He wanted to. He wanted to very much. But he was timorous and hesitant. Fearful of rejection, he held back. Molly did not ask him in for tea. Nor did she ever walk home with him again. Sean O’Sullivan, a tenor with large, yellowing teeth, escorted her home after that. Then Molly got pregnant, and she and Sean ran away to Belfast and were never seen again. Liam often thought of Molly Noonan, of the pert looks she flicked his way, of the teasing scent from her red hair as he stood behind her in the choir, of the smiles she gave him when he entered Lizzie Martin’s shop where she worked. He remembered the late spring evening when they had last walked home together. They had paused where Killeenagh Burn trips down
He spoke at service club meetings. He lectured at the college. He played golf as he always had, seldom and badly. It was a way of socializing; he detested the game. Sam restrained himself from meddling in the affairs of Winter and Franklin; he promised his partner and his wife that he would keep hands off the firm. Despite his efforts to stay busy, the boredom of retirement began to overtake him. Pete Torgerson’s predecessor as mayor asked Sam to fill the unexpired term of a full-time municipal court judge who died. The term had less than a year to run. When Sam told her about it, Liza was reluctant and then, the more she thought about it, relieved. Sam accepted the judgeship. On the bench and in chambers, he discovered in himself gravity and patience, qualities that during his years of arguing before judges he never imagined he had. He enjoyed the work. Before the term ended, he announced himself a candidate for a superior court seat. The bar association endorsed him. He won easily and was nearing the end of his second term. There was nothing official about it, but Sam Winter had become a sort of guardian to Poodie. In 1934 when the bank foreclosed on the Thorps, Jeremy Stone asked him to come up with a legal guarantee that no one would throw Poodie off the property. On Sam’s advice, the bank gave Poodie a life estate in the cabin. That’s where he was now, reading, no doubt, Sam thought. The little man came to the door in his shorts and sandals, grinning, holding Breasted’s History of Egypt, a book the judge had always meant to get around to. “Listen, Poodie” Sam began. Poodie’s grin expanded. He cupped his hand behind his ear and cocked his head, eyes intent on Sam’s face. “Oh, for heaven’s sake. Sorry, Poodie. I mean, we have to discuss something. It’s about the mayor.” The grin diminished. Poodie spoke a couple of sentences. Sam hunched his shoulders and spread his hands. “Better get your pad and pencil,” he said. Poodie invited the judge inside.
Zeus when Zeus promised my return again to face the loathly teeth of the abyss daring at the elliptical hour of a hot June day as the cicadas’ cantos wake up the high noon with sweet lullabies olive tree leaves sieve sunlight and the loaf allotted to me was kneed without yeast swirls of anger and pictures of people familiar and bearded old beasts of my kin who softly sprang up from the earth’s bottom to release me from the commitment of eternal return sails of caiques plastered on the horizon ambience and nostalgia when I felt my primeval fear reignited nothing but a warning for my true passing through the narrow Symplegades
Alexandrian Kings The Alexandrians gathered to see Cleopatra’s children, Caesarion and his little brothers Alexander and Ptolemy, who they took for the first time to the Gymnasium to proclaim them kings, in front of the brilliant array of the soldiers. They proclaimed Alexander king of Armenia, Media, and of Parthia. Ptolemy—they proclaimed king of Cilicia, Syria, and Phoenicia. Caesarion was standing more to the front, dressed in a rose colored silk, on his breast a bouquet of hyacinths, his belt with a double row of sapphires and amethysts, his shoes tied with white ribbons embroidered with dawn pink pearls. Him they proclaimed higher than the younger ones, they called him King of Kings. The Alexandrians knew perfectly well that these were just theatrical words. But the day was warm and poetic, the sky was a vast light blue, the Alexandrian Gymnasium a triumphant artistic achievement, the splendor of the courtiers superb, Caesarion all grace and beauty (son of Cleopatra, blood of the Lagidae); and so the Alexandrians ran to the feast, and they got enthusiastic and they cheered, in Greek, and in Egyptian, and some in Hebrew, captivated by the nice show— knowing very well what all this meant, what empty words these kingships were.
Heatwave Th e news announcer mentioned the heatwave that came from Sahara over the seas to reach our island which thrown on the blue sea resembled a natural marvel when seen from above and I lean over your body eternal fleshy sensation when a drop of sweat falls on your sculptured beauty exactly on your right breast that unexpectedly reacted with a shiver that released its orgasm and its lust as I said yours, my bright little star and you said always yours, my beloved husband
The Hand For Andreas Embirikos beautiful net that the girl weaved the girl-master as she stood by the window in Nafplion beautiful net hospitable like benevolent god strong like the white piano keys of joy beautiful net she painted with the colour of her eyes and scented with the aroma of her long hair the girl that stood by the window of Nafplion beautiful net beautiful girl a beautiful window that shone in the Nafplion night a beautiful window that cried out a beautiful girl who lighted beautiful among the colours of Nafplion a beautiful net around my neck was girl with your beautiful hair as you comped it by the window in the light beautiful night in your glance was the girl we loved crazy in love naked, naked crazy in love in the net of Nafplion
in the far corner of the bed. Her breath spent, Rachael grew still, and Lyssa released her wrists. Without a word she turned away, walked quietly around the bed and, falling to the floor, gathered the doll into her arms. There she sat and rocked back and forth until both cousins quieted and lay still. Her grief too deep for tears, Rachael lay down on the cold floor. And with the mutilated doll clasped tightly against her chest, she silently made her plans. “It’s been a good Christmas, sweetie,” Tyne said as she snuggled against Morley on their way home from his parents’ farm. “Our first one as an old married couple. Imagine that.” Morley chuckled and took his right hand off the steering wheel to put his arm around her shoulders. “Who’s old? Do you feel old?” Tyne smiled in the darkness. “Not with you around, husband.” For several minutes they drove in silence, a deep peace enveloping Tyne as she relived the highlights of the day. Her first Christmas off duty for several years was in itself cause enough for rejoicing. But the best part had been her dad’s hospitality towards Morley. She had first noticed his change in attitude when the family had gathered at the farm for dinner in the fall, and she silently thanked God for bringing it about. Jeff Milligan had sat with Morley and Jeremy in the living room on Maple Avenue today, and willingly joined in the conversation. In the kitchen, she had been helping her mother and Aunt Millie clean up the remains of breakfast and begin preparations for dinner. She smiled now, remembering how her aunt, dishtowel in hand, had stood by the door to the living room and listened for a few moments to the amiable conversation between the three men. Returning to the counter, Millie had picked up a plate and said to her sister-in-law, “I don’t know what you’re putting in my brother’s tea, Emily, but whatever it is, please keep on doing it.” Tyne’s mother had stifled a laugh, and said in her usual reserved way, “Now, now, Millie ….”