Orange

Methodical
He kept his dreams
ambitiously hidden in his heart
he placed hope in monotony
in a separate crystalline vase and
at the time of the shortest
shadows he walked
to the shore to breathed in
all he could of the endless blue
and after on his irises he painted
the beautiful little cove
the houses, the gleaming,
whitewashed chapel
he blessed them all
with the aroma of oregano
he changed his clothes and
tightly in his palm, he kept
a shiny coin for the lone
ferryman who would take him across.
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Tasos Livaditis – Selected Poems

Escape

He sat on the stool by the front yard; his hands, so clumsy, had already overtaken us “someday they will demolish the house” he says to me “and they’ll discover it.”
And every so often, at the far end of the room, someone wrapped a bed-sheet around himself; it was the time he escaped until
the bed-sheet fell empty on the floor and we had a friend forever.
In the stations the immigrants were lined and, hiding inside their
their overcoats, they waited for the voyage like a dog on its death bed.
And uncle Elias, our rich relative, years after his death, still stood on the sidewalk; however he didn’t turn to look at us, “uncle” I said “since you knew, why you came back?”, “I can’t fall asleep” he says to me “I still have to lose some more.”
I tried to leave but I met the deaf boy on the side street; he was leaning on the wall and he was crying and now there was a small lit chapel on the wall while snow fell outside and passersby drowned in their words.

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Poodie James

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heat of friction on his backside, and his spine raked over the door
jamb. He tried to raise up, but they jerked him backward down the
step and onto the ground. The clubbing began. He wrapped his
arms around his head and tucked into a ball.Two of them straightened
his body by pulling his hands and feet while the biggest man
alternated kicks with blows from a length of wood. The clubs and
boots battered his arms and legs, his torso, his shoulders. The pain
was like fire on his skin. The ache went to the center of his bones.
They let him go, then knocked him off his feet when he got up,
laughing at his contortions when he twisted and thrashed to evade
their clubs.They were killing him, he thought.He was going to die.
Suddenly, the big man was on his back and Engine Fred was on
top of him with a forearm bearing down on his windpipe. Poodie
sat up and saw the other two running down the lane. His head
throbbed. Three more hobos came down along the path from the
jungle. The man on the ground got an arm free, knocked Engine
Fred off balance and was up and running away. He disappeared
into the orchard, headed toward the river. Two of the hobos ran
after him, but came back shaking their heads. It all happened in the
space of a few minutes. The Thorps slept through it, but Engine
Fred told Poodie that he heard a scream. Poodie didn’t know that
he was capable of screaming.
Dan Thorp called the police the next morning. By then, the
hobos had hopped a freight. Poodie could not identify the thugs.
The bruises on his face and body took weeks to heal. Thorp put a
lock on the cabin door. The attack was the worst thing that had
happened to Poodie since his mother died. He lived it over in his
dreams night after night for months. Years later, he still awakened
in fear that the men would come back.
Alice Moore looked up to see Poodie James’s face floating just
above surface of the checkout desk, a stack of books next to it. She
had never seen that face without a smile. She looked at the books;
Howard Carter’s The Discovery of the Tomb of Tutankhamen, three
books about whales, a collection of de Maupassant stories.

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Hours of the Stars

Microscope-Telescope
Rotten old age and dust
ministers the gothic room of Faust
in the lilies a bite of dew
studies the galaxy’s litany
beyond the flow of the Ocean
a planet dies
as if a pomegranate bursts

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Entropy

The Unlearned
The yearning of man to exist somewhere else
detecting the paths of his death
he discovers
a complex soul with many bottoms
the labyrinth he seeks transcends him
light refracts and detaches
in its primeval conviction
as I keep away from the roaring eons
I want to be near something that stirs in silence
for this, tonight,
I’ll read to you about the stars
old hand-writings of eternity
shepherds of ancient meanings that widen
the warmth of wisdom
a wanderer trapped in the enigma
I know
nothing is content
only approaches to the unlearned
between life and death

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The Incidentals

Birthmarks
Old Galanos looks at the endless
blue sea through the cafe window
he gazes at the open gulf and
recalls his barber life: what he
has learned from the details of
each villager’s hair he has cut for
many years, familiar as he was with
every contour, each strange dip,
mole, birthmark, and of course
Demetre’s crazy head, the man who
took part in every demonstration, back
in the 70ies during the hippy movement,
a flower child of that era with a ponytail
only Galanos was allowed to trim
and he recalls, as his glance melts
in the sunny immenseness, that
he too was meant to be included in
the unwritten history of the village
after all, he too did what he was told:
to be a family man, to obey the law,
to be humble and servile
the simple village barber who
now questions why he didn’t dare
unchain himself from the daily gear
and unshackled and free like a smile
he could get the courage to fly up
on the endless sky like an eagle.
Suddenly a few tears appear in his eyes
and trembling like his heart they roll
down his cheeks as the barber brought
his hand there so the other customers
of the café wouldn’t notice his
sentimentality, his emotion since he too
spent his life just to remain there like
a rock, a gravestone upon which they’d
write that he too wrote his story in the
unwritten logs of the merciless time.

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Arrows

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amazement, our eyes locked often, for my face was in darkness and
my eyes half-closed. She somehow sensed my gaze. My heart
rushed a little every time, as if some strange and invigorating
connection had established itself between us.
The men had been tied around a tree, including the boy who
had fought to free Apacuana. I wondered who he was, likely her
brother.
Losada, along with Gregorio and Pánfilo, had entertained himself
in pacifying the Indian boy, but the youth’s courageous rejection of
every kindness didn’t amuse Losada long, and he had ordered him
tied up with the men.
My head throbbed. I was feverish again. I lay with my back to
the fire, concentrating on the frogs and crickets singing their night
song, hoping their music could distract me from my growing
queasiness. The fire crackled as sap pockets exploded, sending
fiery dots into the sky.
The moon was full, though there were some clouds. I was still
learning to read the signs of the sky in this new land. The rainy time
had just begun, and I was surprised at how suddenly the water
poured from the heavens and, just as suddenly, stopped and the
skies cleared.
My head felt ready to burst. I put a hand to my head. A moan of
agony and desperation stuck in my throat, and I sat up, closing my
eyes and swaying with dizziness. My breathing had gone from
heavy and deep to shallow and fast.
I crawled on all fours to the nearest tree and puked bile that made
me shudder with its bitterness. I had nothing in my stomach in the
way of food. A temporary moment of relief came over me, and I sat
with my back against the trunk, blinking owlishly, until I
remembered Apacuana again. What would become of her?
A head popped up in front of me, silhouetted against the fire. It
was Tamanoa. “What is the matter?” he asked. “You are sick again!”
“I’ll be all right in the morning. Don’t worry, I know these pains. I
get them occasionally.”
“What pains? Where does it hurt?”

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Jazz with Ella

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It was to one of these, the park on Mamaev Hill, scene of a prolonged battle, that the combined tour group, accompanied by Natasha, arrived by bus. This time Natasha was quiet; there was no need for her to whip up enthusiasm. The spectacle of Mother Russia—a behemoth of a statue brandishing her sword and poised on the hill overlooking the city—excited the visitors.
“That’s got to be taller than the Statue of Liberty,” exclaimed one of the Americans to Jennifer as they shuffled along with crowds of Russians winding their way through a memorial park up to the statue’s base. “It’s really impressive.”
She smiled. “It’s a commemoration of a siege that no one here has forgotten; nothing could be too big or too dramatic for that.” So far the Americans had not admitted that anything about the Soviet Union was bigger or better than the good old US of A. This was a first, she reflected.
“Where are you from?” the man asked her, and when she replied, he nodded. “Y’know, that’s near Seattle where I’m from,” he said. “I’m Bert, by the way.” He extended his hand and Jennifer introduced herself. “You Canadians know all about Russia, don’t you?” Although she began to protest, he continued. “See, we weren’t told much before we came. I don’t know if you’ve heard of the cold war… yes? Well, it’s pretty hard to visit this country right now without everyone at home thinking we’re reds. We’re probably being investigated by the CIA for even coming here.”
“Wow, that’s frightening,” Jennifer said, amused at his naïveté—an attitude she might have shared just a few short weeks ago. Little does he know that he’s probably being investigated by the KGB at the same time.
“You know, the people in our group just want to find out more about the real Russia,” Bert went on. “We don’t want to believe everything we read in the papers about the ‘evil commies.’ You think that way too, don’tcha?” Jennifer nodded agreement.
“This is all real swell,” he continued, marvelling at the faces of warriors etched in marble around him. The slowly moving line of visitors advanced up the hill towards the statue and then indoors into a tomb-like memorial chamber at the top of the hill. Once inside, an illuminated path spiralled downward around the chamber, and they gazed at the names of the fallen soldiers and citizens inscribed on every available inch of the walls. Jennifer noticed that Bert had tears in his eyes.
“It’s very moving,” he told her. “All these people…” He shook his head. “It makes you think about the ugliness of war.

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Swamped

excerpt

The law firms made a ton of money

too, charging the shell company thousands of dollars in fees, and the
brokerage and the accounting firms got their share filing all the financial
statements. Yes, the shell game meant a lot of money for
downtown Vancouver, and everyone knew it, even the regulators,
who had never wanted to shut the game down completely. It was only
pressure from the newspapers and the George Gains type of reporters
that made them squeeze the practice occasionally, just tightly enough
to ease the pressure without ending the game.
Every time the regulators changed something, the brokers only
had to modify their model to accommodate the change, nothing
more. When Eteo became a broker, the minimum seed stock price
was ten cents and the minimum price of prospectus shares was fifteen,
but later these were raised to twenty five cents for seed stock
and forty cents for prospectus shares. The shell companies were put
together in the same way. Only the numbers were different and the
commission rates changed. The creation of shell companies of course
depended a lot on the business cycle. In good times a lot of new companies
were listed while in rough times only a few went through.
Everything depended on the investing mood of the public, nothing
else.
Preoccupied with these thoughts, Eteo drove to Horseshoe Bay,
parked his Jaguar, and walked into the lounge of Sewell’s to find
Robert already waiting. Robert O’Leary, an Irish-Canadian, also lived
in North Vancouver, in fact at the top of Lonsdale Avenue in a thirtyyear-
old house with the most beautiful views of downtown Vancouver.
He was married to Donna and they had two daughters. Robert,
originally from Saskatchewan, had grown up in Vancouver and had
spent most of his career working for Kodak, but with the invention
of digital cameras he had found himself in an industry that was
quickly going down the drain. Rather than wait to be laid off, he had
taken early retirement, with a golden handshake, and started getting
involved in VSE deals, slowly in the beginning and more daringly as
they days went by and as he learned the tricks an investor should
know.
“Hello Eteo. How have you been?” Robert called out as soon as
Eteo stepped through the door.

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Water in the Wilderness

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From where she sat in the corner of the sofa, Rachael could watch Bobby and Freddy playing on the kitchen floor with Bobby’s dump truck. They filled it with Freddy’s new building blocks, then drove their load to another part of the room, and dumped it before returning to the original site for more.
Rachael did not spend all her time watching the boys, however. Every few seconds she would look down into the pretty face of her Shirley Temple doll. Not once since morning had she let the doll out of her sight – not even when she had to help with the dishes after the Christmas dinner, or when she had to sweep the kitchen floor. She had sat Shirley up in a chair where she could see her all the time. She knew Aunt Ruby had been impatient with her, but she hadn’t scolded. It was Christmas, after all, and Aunt Ruby had been extra nice today.
Rachael wished she could have said the same for Lyssa. The older girl had taunted her every chance she got, sneering that Rachael was too old to play with dolls, calling Shirley ugly, and once even, trying to pull the curly hair as she passed by. Rachael had snatched the doll out of her reach just in time.
Lark, on the other hand, loved Shirley almost as much as Rachael did, so the younger girl had been allowed to hold and cuddle her whenever she wanted. In return, Lark had told Rachael she could wear

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