Hakim starts getting jittery and shows signs of being ready to go, although Talal doesn’t seem to pay attention to the signals. Jennifer wants to go with Hakim to his apartment and stay overnight and Emily wishes Jennifer and Hakim would go, without Talal, so she might take him upstairs to her bed and show him what it means to be sexually hungry. Yet, they all sit around and talk for another half an hour, playing the game people call the waiting game as Emily becomes interestingly aroused with each minute. “I think it is time to go,” Hakim says, looking at Talal, who doesn’t seem to be ready to comply. “Mom, I’ll go with Hakim. I’ll get my things ready, okay?” Jennifer takes her mom and Hakim by surprise. “I don’t know, sweetheart, don’t you have to work tomorrow?” Emily realizes her wish will become reality. “Yeah, I do, but I’m going to get my things ready; I’ll go to work from Hakim’s, no big deal. I’ll take your car.” Talal relaxes with Emily knowing that after the two go he’ll really have the time of his life. He imagines her breasts bouncing up and down as she rides her hunger on top of him. “I’m in on hurry, my friend,” Talal turns and says to Hakim. “I don’t have to work tomorrow. The night is still young.Howabout another glass ofwine, Emily?” Emily gives him the best smile ever and gets up and fills their glasses with wine. She gives him the glass and he caresses her hand in a way only Emily notices.Hakim is wondering what’s going on and how far Talal is going to take this. Jennifer comes downstairs and the two are ready to go. They say goodnight, and walk through the basement to the family garage. They take Emily’s car and drive away. Talal moves closer to Emily and takes her hands in his, her hands tremble. She knows what comes next, although she likes to be taken by the hand and that’s exactly what Talal does. They walk slowly up the stairs kissing and caressing. Her bed welcomes them with open arms, as their sexual pleasure heats up slowly but steadily, Emily is happy once more on top of him, her breasts bouncing. He lets her enjoy the climax of her orgasm as he feels the sensuality taking him over as well. Emily is loud in her moaning, breathing fast, and having very strong convulsions at the top of her satisfaction. In the midst of their sexual climax, the phone rings. Emily looks at the display screen: it’s Matthew. She wonders for a moment whether to take the call or not. She looks at Talal, and he knows who is on the phone by seeing her reaction. He nods at her to take the call. She lifts the receiver. “Hello, Matt,” she says, her breathing still a bit excited.
CONDITION The room begins to grow like despair, the air expands in my dream the gray angels flee. I’m alone. Space can hardly breathe, the crater of the moon rolls towards me, the hairy paw of the earth holds me, – forgive me, mother forgive me, sweetie the terrified hair screams the mouth groans crushed with fear, the carious space is forced to laugh. It’s a nightmare, I say the whim of the night in mourning and weeping, the grimace of the weather frowning in children with asthenia – the air is whimsical, it’s late the dream tormented by fatigue jumps to his lame feet. I can hear my breath, I hear spitting glances everywhere and here is the leap and the fall, and the noise, everything crashes into the gap between me and something else. And there is no sleep and there is no flesh, I’m just air and I’m still a nightmare which is not over yet.
Sundown Last reflection of the sun rays on the leaves of the oleander and onto the moist rock that stands guard opposite the sea’s slow movement life declares its benevolence transcending Earth with its songs before the night conquers the cracks of hours and the door shuts till morning stay up, I’ll tell you taste the bloom of your emotions eternal moments that only last a short while
be the reason for Curly’s depression? Both Tyne and Moe had been happy about the blossoming friendship between their roommate and the medical intern. Curly had made no secret of her infatuation with him. “You’re not insensitive, Tyne. I didn’t mean to snap at you. I just don’t want to talk about him.” “I understand. Of course you don’t.” Then she added with an attempt at jocularity, “Men! They aren’t worth talking about, anyway.” Curly did not reply and they walked on in silence until Tyne looked at her watch. “Hey, it’s almost seven o’clock. What say we run down to the dairy and get an ice cream cone? My treat. Then, I’d better try to catch forty winks before duty calls.” Curly looked up and smiled. They linked arms and started down the street in the fading September light. Two days later, Tyne returned to the residence at eight o’clock in the morning to find Carol Ann just getting out of bed. “Hey, Curly, it’s your day off. What’s your hurry? Are you going home for the day?” Curly shook her head as she tied the belt of her housecoat. “No, I have a few things to do downtown. Mom and Dad are away, and I don’t want to go home to an empty house.” She picked up her towel and headed down the hall to the washroom. Later as Tyne crawled into bed, Curly, dressed in a tartan skirt and yellow pullover, went out to the cupboard in the corridor and returned with her coat over her arm. “See you later, Tyne. Don’t know what time I’ll be back, but I won’t wake you when I come in.” “I know you won’t, not intentionally, anyway. But don’t worry about it; I’ve been sleeping better this last week.” “Bye then, pleasant dreams.” She hurried out the door, closing it softly behind her. Tyne frowned as she settled under the covers. Curly appeared extra cheerful this morning. But something was not quite as it seemed. Tyne could not put a finger on it, but something felt wrong. She wished she had offered to go downtown with her friend. She could have slept later, through the supper hour if necessary. But it was too
Three months went by. July came with mischievousness and playfulness from the hot afternoons that kept the city boys running behind the ice cream truck to the stuffy nights that kept most Kamloops residents awake and sweaty. And it was a stuffy place, Kamloops, when the winds rejected every request for a blow and the clouds refused to appear from the west where they came most of the times; it was a stuffy place, Kamloops, with the nuns and the priests waging their war against the savages while they tried to teach them what they thought was necessary and useful to them, alas they didn’t know that when you try to wash off the black of a man trying to turn him into a white you only waste your soap. This was a celebratory Kamloops morning with the sun half way up the invisible staff of nature’s flag when Anton imagined it rising in tune with the joyous anthem of nature and all the earth creatures stood in attention, from the tiny ants which raised their antennae to the orcas in the pacific which raised their dorsal fins straight up in the air as if slicing it in two pieces, from the immense wings of the condors spread in salutation, to the tiny wings of the hummingbirds balancing themselves in midair as they gazed at the marvel of a fuchsia, and from the raised tusks of the elephants in glorification of the rising flag to the salutation of the injured soldiers in the muddy hutments of war, such glorious was this morning in Kamloops when Anton drove his GMC pickup towards the Indian Residential School before seven o’clock. He passed the quiet Thompson murmuring indecipherable secrets to the shrubs and verdure standing on its two banks, certainly in attention too, and soon he was parked at the School parking lot. His glance went through the gap the big oaks were
The palomino was sharp this morning. She was really listening to him and reacted nicely to the slightest requests he made of her. Must have enjoyed her day off yesterday, Joel thought. After enough circles Joel wanted to see what the filly had learned. He ran her down the pen, sat back, said “Whoa,” and was rewarded with a deep sliding stop. Then he brought her front end around 180 degrees and asked for a departure with a right lead. She sprung into a canter and headed in the opposite direction, exactly as she was supposed to. As if to confirm the quality of the performance, Joel searched for Harry who was standing off to the side of the corral loosening the cinch on the horse that he had just ridden, and all the time had been watching Joel work the filly. Harry responded with a nod. By now, the truck had pulled into the yard as Joel had finished up with the filly. Sliding off of the palomino’s back, Joel headed to the barn. The strangers, two men in their thirties, approached the far side of the corral, nodded to Harry and then addressed Joel. “Reckon you’re Edward’s son.” “Reckon I am,” Joel responded in a countrified tone that surprised even him and which he had caught himself using the other day in Great Falls. If he was right, he was starting to sound more like a cowboy than a professional engineer with decades of experience in maritime engineering. “We have been regular buyers of horses from your dad over the years. We thought, if you didn’t mind, that we could take a look over what you had for sale this year and see if there was anything here that interests us.” “How many horses have you bought from Dad?” asked Joel. “We’ve each bought two a year for the last four years,” quickly replied one of the visitors. “We would’ve liked to buy more but your dad always seemed to have more buyers than horses so he would only let us trailer out of here with two each.”
“We cultivate corn, roots and cacao,” he said. I remembered the sweet, delicious aroma of a cup of hot chocolate. He must have read my mind or heard my stomach rumble. “You must be famished!” he said. “We ought to find you something to eat. Let us pay doña Perpetua a visit in the kitchen.” I followed him into the parish house. It looked like one of those straw lofts we had in Spain. The inside was austere. Brother Carvajal invited me to take a seat on a chair made of hide that smelled strongly of its previous owner. A table, two chairs and a cabinet completed the furnishings. The house was spacious, with a thatched roof nine or ten feet high. It had a muggy, earthy smell to it. The interwoven wattles protruding from the mud walls were disconcerting. He opened a trunk and produced a bottle of wine and two silver cups. “It’s wine from an outstanding harvest,” he said, “a present from the new governor, don Ponce de León. Do you care for wine?” I had little knowledge on the subject beyond colour and sweetness and was going to say so, but he continued. “It’s my only indulgence,” he said, chuckling at the double meaning. I smiled, because we both knew an indulgence was a pardon of sins granted—or sold—by the Church to the faithful. He sniffed the open bottle. “These hazel-coloured wines are vigorous enough to survive the crossing of the ocean without detriment to their quality. The ones from La Mancha are the favorites in court.” He filled the cups and handed me one. He waved his cup under his big nostrils, then sunk his nose into it. “But, please, let us toast the joyful arrival of another labourer to this field and the merits of our allotted toils. May the Almighty bless them and give us drink from the abundant flow of the fountain of his sacred heart.” “How long have you been here?” I asked. “Ten years, my son! Ten years of unremitting struggle to build this.” His eyes scanned the wattle and daub walls,
Polytomous Joyous dawn colorful and bright I salute you polytomous grass veins forging through soil hardened by time’s patient and immortal rigidity I still think of the underworld chthonian base of every spec celebrating above ground the first sun rays clinging to deities under the surface who we revere and how can we think of dusk at the time of dawn unless we contemplate Thanatos in the youth of life both sunlit and dark pleats of the forever