Archer of the Unfeasible I’m very late my past is an ancient enigma one thousand-year-old man in eternal youth who has sailed since eons shattering the events into silence horizon the myth of time in the history of lost opportunities I’m very late hung between my meaning and the flashes of fate I lie where the season brought me spender of the unfeasible confessor of the opposite shore instincts without what I wanted a soul to love where the light narrates the tree reminiscent in the chaos
Tonight, we decided to write a letter for you, mother. Perhaps we may hear the rain dripping on your worn-out clogs. Perhaps we may see your smile hanging from your chin over our thirst. They feed us rotten potatoes: don’t worry. They curse us and hit us: please love us. Perhaps we may never return—but you still light the lamp, mother; others will return. Now you gather the white cloths of exile from the clothesline. You stitch the patch of your concern on our socks. You know, mother, we never used the gloves you knitted for us we gave them to a comrade who was taken away to be court-martialled; we also gave him a can of food and a piece of our palm. He tied the edge of his sack with a string he tossed the sack on his shoulder and we saw him climb the hill with his thin legs scissoring the opposite sky into pieces. Each morning, they take a count of us. Each evening, we count the leftover plates the leftover grief in our eyes
Echo She opened her window motionless powerful feminine exhilarating gesture that shook me and memory rekindled paradisiacal kisses I dreamed of capturing the echo of a raindrop falling through fog into the plaza fountain greetings, oh life, here I am too: splash!
IV There was a vacant seat in the open-air theatre where we had gathered; the city was in danger, we had no time, we had to decide quickly “Who are we waiting for?” one asked the other, showing the vacant seat; the day passed noisily, with angry exchanges, voting and every so often “who are we waiting for?” they asked, until, suddenly, a leaf fell off a tree and after it made a circle in the air, over the human noise, it came and landed on the vacant seat. Perhaps it meant something more important.
Bruce Davidson assessed the spectacle and said, “You’re an agent’s dream. Usually we have to concoct all this crap and get the artist to go along with it. But here – man, it’s hard to keep up with you. It’s never going to be boring.” “No,” Ken said. “It’s never going to be boring.” When the fuss died down he had the boulder removed and put the ten thousand dollars back into his bank account. Summer turned to early fall and Nick’s symphony for Isumataq neared completion. The rock CD had been recorded. But they still had no site for the unveiling and the more they discussed it the more they came back to the idea of Parliament as the venue. But how do we get our foot in the door there? Bruce asked. Ken scheduled a breakfast meeting with the Honourable John Fraser, Speaker of the House and they met a few days later. Over bacon and eggs, Ken laid out his ideas for the unveiling of Isumataq. “I know it’s not done,” he said. “People don’t take over the Houses of Parliament for exhibitions or art openings.” “Well,” John said. “Let me think about it. I think it’s a wonderful idea. We’ll have to get approval from all the parties, because you have to have everyone on board when you do something like this. If you’re going to do something that hasn’t been done before you don’t want to just shove it down somebody’s throat. You want to get everybody on side, so the story has to be told very well. I know your story and it’s wonderful. You’re the one who should come and tell it, but then there are the logistics of getting all those people together. And then, depending on the particular day, they may be angry with each other – it gets so complicated. Let’s just work away at it.” The winter of 1990 settled in, and Ken received a call for help from Keith. As president of the Arctic Tourist Association, he was scheduled to make a presentation in a downtown Toronto convention centre to Tom Hawking, the Federal Minister of Arctic Affairs. The snag was that as he was driving his caterpillar over the ice to his island airstrip, the machine had crashed through and he had to get it out before it leaked diesel fuel into the river. Would Ken make the speech in his place, and would he present the Minister with one of his paintings? The comedian Dave Thomas emceed the event. Ken was the last to speak and he talked about the importance of tourism to the Arctic and how important it was to allow those who lived there to make the decisions about the infrastructure – let them build it in their own way. Let Nunavut be their land and a land of their ideas. Hawking requested a private talk and they met for a drink the next day. He asked to hear his story – the long version – all the details of his travels through the Arctic and the road that had led to the creation of Isumataq.
The Souls of Old Men The souls of old men sit in their withered bodies. How sad those souls are and how fed up with the miserable life they lead. How they shiver at the thought of losing it, and how they love it, those confused and conflicting souls that sit, tragically, in their devastated skins.
VI Behold. Please, stay on this hymn, the young poet cries out now. With the skylark of his vision and logos standing unfettered by the tempest, as a lightning bolt, the poet records the marks of the wild wind on the falcon’s feathers, the young poet enters as the coolest breeze in the heart of July’s noon hour ruffling the petals of the jasmine and caressing the virgin’s pubic hair like a soothing kiss on the forehead of dawn the young poet enters with his dream before the counting of heartbeats, with feelings of red roses he takes notice of the neighbour’s littleness which defines these leaden days. Behold. Please, stay on this hymn, the young poet cries out now, freshly cut from the womb of a mother with the tribute of his chalice as from the arc of the bluest sky the young poet enters bearing gifts.
Who has kept all these for us, then, with such exactness and such applications, washed, pleasant, cleaned up and tidied, scratched by wounds and death? And the red river all around the house nothing, crystal clear water from the day before yesterday rain, warmish rain reflecting the reddish sundown until late in the evening, to the hour when that diaphaneity is spread, immense, glassy, and you see the indestructible, the invisible in that immenseness, indestructible and invisible as you are too surrounded by the whispers of the furniture and the stars. Mother sits in her engraved chair and embroiders her endless handiwork under the light of the oil lamp with the shivering flame as a light current is coming through the two windows and father has been away hunting since morning and the melancholy sound of the hunter’s horn reaches his ears along with the friendly barking of the impatient dogs…
He still won’t talk about Nick, he won’t talk about Tanya, his own dear mini-model girl, his lost dream. He is fatter; and insists on wearing a regulation striped shirt and one of Her Majesty’s grey jackets. Pauline chides him for showing off. “They’re good, these porridge-jackets. Cult collectables, as soon as I get back in the business. ” But he won’t say what business, or discuss concluded business, except in general terms. He smiles wrily at the thin brown curtains, the broken Dansette record player, a chaos of books and one small picture, a last retrieved treasure, on the damp wall —an ancient engraving of a bearded man holding a complex structure, like triangulations of spherical retorts, radiating light. She asks him about it —an old alchemist, a cabbalist or whatever? She has to say something. He forces a hollow laugh and taps the dusty glass. “I’m told it’s by Paulus Ricius, Augsburg 1516. Beautiful, isn’t it? God knows what it means. All my alchemists turned to fool’s gold. At one point, I had a guy with a PhD. brewing pure acid for me, I had two guys specialising in THC oil, and they all turned rotten on me, turned Queen’s Evidence. You wouldn’t believe I had a gold Ford Thunderbird, and whole wardrobes of money . . . I could have given you enough bread to ransom Lucas three times over.” But in Larry’s professional opinion, Lucas hasn’t been kidnapped. The boy might be on a little caper, perhaps, he’s at an age when the nerves are good. But he’ll be back, give him a chance. Larry believes that Lucas is more stable than Nick. “It’s your civilising influence,” he says softly, with a slow smile that transforms his rough-cast mock-up of a face. She wonders if he’s remembering their distant dark-age act of hurried unbuttoning, A tiny moment swirling into non-being. She’s let go. But has he? “That’s the trouble with inside—no women. Just piles of demented men.” She hopes he’s going to say more about Nick and Lucas but he’s back to a re-run of prison life. It was a monastery with real mediaeval penances. This vicar was a nonce who spanked young choirboys, so they made him run around barking on all fours with a burning blue paper up his arse. Branded on the bum, as old Geoffrey Chaucer puts it. “Larry, I really need your help . . .” She goes into explicatory overload, the whole construct sounding more and more implausible as her words fill the dingy room and the clock ticks.
…and from the narrow shores of Bosporus green cities made of sprouts and fountains rose; blossoms looked like fairies flowing, descending in cisterns: jewels, rain full of red precious stones. And the sun reflected onto the Bithynian mountains to the Vlaherne and Magnavre palaces which unobstructedly rose and gleamed up high and from the Golden Gates to the Heptapyrgion up to the end of stranded emerald islands legions of palaces and armies of monasteries as if the spells of witches were cast upon them and they spread over the domes and mansions and you shone oh my soul over all the motionless crosses and the cypresses.