loneliness is immense so that people come in two at a time to endure it. Oftentimes they come three or four at a time of those extra lonely that human comfort calls perverted as if sin and self-humiliation as well as the people’s contempt cover another great shuttering inside them. Thousands of people come daily to meet in these third-class hotels with their mythical, sunken names Atlantis, Mycenae, Europe, New Life and to say that they love each other and want to enter one inside the other since they are cold, they feel cold because of their lost dreams their lost years, memories that don’t want to die thus maintaining the great populace away from its loneliness. And the three middle-aged maids those who make the erotic beds who have never been loved those with the big teary horse eyes forgotten in the snow gathered in the maids’ room like an ancient tragic chorus in front of the propylaea of a dirty sink talk with such forbearance that even the simplest words from their bitter mouths suddenly take the deep gleam of the myths. And they talk of their earnings about the rain, dreams, regrets…
…what beautiful mound hidden under that skimpy bathing suit she wore, the Muse of my day with her flowing brunette hair, her balanced curves, her excellent sized breasts, her exquisite buttocks which she moved in an erotic way unparalleled to any I had ever seen and trust me I’ve seen many, far too many to know the beauty from the average and even more so from the unworthy of my glance and this ethereal beauty walked as if floating over the smooth sand just as my dream of touching those exquisite curves brought me to heavens. Indeed, the ancient Muses were there interacting and playing with her, and I couldn’t see any difference between today’s earthly Muse and the Ancient ones, and here she was turned towards me when, suddenly, our glances met. She sensed that, behind my sunglasses, my eyes were fixated on her ethereal saunter, and she remained focused on me for more than ten seconds: the first acknowledgement. Yes, I was looking at her, and she knew it, and that was enough for the game of love to be played when she went back to her chair and, turning it to the sunshine, she lay her calligraphic body onto the multicoloured towel and gazed at the open water of the quiet and serene cove. I let myself travel along with her glance. I marvelled at the natural beauty of the cove with lapping waves and its whooshing breeze, while I didn’t hesitate to imagine this day’s wonder in the body of the tourist. In her early thirties she represented the female queen of the beach, yes, there were others too, some very pretty as well, yet this one was the special one of who one with exquisite taste, like myself, could easily get himself loose in the imaginary game two people play when the chance arises and this were my thoughts when suddenly the Ammoudara Aphrodite turned her body to her stomach letting the bright sunshine play with her back, from the top of her head to the very lustful buttocks and legs of hers, indeed it was that moment that she stared towards where I was sitting and realizing I was still with her she fixated her glance towards me. I raised my hand and lowered my sunglasses a bit, and seeing her from the top of my glasses, I smiled a full smile at her, to which, to my utter surprise, she also lowered her sunglasses and stared at me from the top of hers.
Pip: Manolis Aligizakis has assembled a catalog that moves from ancient Greek anguish to Canadian prairie winters to stock market schemes — which is either a literary festival or a very ambitious reading list, depending on your weekend.
Mara: vequinox brings all of it together on this site — translations of modern Greek poetry, original verse on love and desire, and a run of novels spanning hardship across continents and generations. Let's start with the poetry coming out of Greece.
Voices From Modern Greece
Pip: The modern Greek poets gathered here are working a particular problem — how do you hold loss, resistance, and beauty in the same breath without one canceling the others out.
Mara: The Yannis Ritsos volume sets the tone early. The poem "The Inexpressible" builds toward this image: "the blind musician, tired, goes back up. He puts his violin case on the chair. He opens it; two of the three glasses are in it. They are shining and whole."
Pip: So the broken things you carried out in guilt come back intact — the poem turns on that reversal, the indestructibility of what you thought you'd lost for good.
Mara: Constantine Cavafy's "Che Fece … Il Gran Rifiuto" works a related tension — the great No that is right and still burdens its speaker for life. Nikos Engonopoulos in "Goalpost" pushes into civic dread, asking whether the Sunday bells will be followed by hymns or machine guns.
Pip: Engonopoulos lands the ambiguity without resolving it, which is its own kind of answer.
Mara: Tasos Livaditis in "Simple Talk" insists on plainness as survival — speaking, loving, dying "in a simple way." George Seferis in "The Shape of Fate" asks who orders destruction from behind, and Titos Patrikios watches a man of creative mind reduced to counting whether his wages last the month.
Mara: Antony Fostieris names "certain pain" that strikes the empty heart beyond all desire. The Neo-Hellene anthology and the Troglodytes collection round out the range, from birch-forest dawn to an invocation of the Goddess to purge the ego entirely.
Pip: Ten poets, one through-line: the thing that survives is rarely the thing you expected to keep.
Mara: The love poems take that survivorship somewhere more intimate — let's move there now.
Love At Both Edges
Pip: The love and desire poems here are not soft — they treat longing as a force with weight and consequence, something closer to weather than to sentiment.
Mara: "The Incidentals" opens the territory directly: "the seething angst of lust demands her body's contours and dark caves on the altar of Aphrodite deserving unemotional dedication, like any archon sitting up high, like any God jealous or self-absorbed and relaxed."
Pip: Desire framed as liturgy — the body as offering, the worshipper as functionary. That's a cold altar.
Mara: "Hear Me Out" pulls in the opposite direction emotionally but lands in the same isolation: two people on parallel paths going opposite directions, past the point where they first met, with only the roundness of the earth as any possible reunion.
Mara: "Wheat Ears" compresses the whole arc into image — "two bodies defining the shape of a monad," synthesis as astronomical and emotional at once. "Rendition" closes it with a line that strips possession entirely: "Of all you have amassed, none is yours."
Pip: Love, desire, and ultimately the inventory comes up empty. The novels take that emptiness and put it in a house with bad insulation — let's go there.
Novels Of Endurance And Reckoning
Pip: The fiction here keeps returning to people held in place by circumstance — weather, pregnancy, poverty, complicity — and asking what they do with the time they cannot escape.
Mara: "Fury of the Wind" makes that literal. Sarah, isolated on a prairie homestead through a brutal winter, moves house plants to the kitchen table each night to keep them from freezing, writes letters that take weeks to arrive, and waits. The passage reads: "she missed the companionship of others, especially Penny. What would she give to be able to sit down to a cup of tea in Penny's cheerful kitchen?"
Pip: A cup of tea as the full measure of what isolation costs. That's a precise kind of grief.
Mara: "The Unquiet Land" puts a different kind of waiting at its center — Mother Ross, who knows Caitlin is pregnant before the wedding, removes her own mother's ring from her finger and gives it to Michael for the ceremony. She hears Caitlin sobbing upstairs and swallows her own agony whole.
Pip: Respectability as ransom, as Mother Ross calls it — and she's already paid her installment.
Mara: "Water in the Wilderness" moves the tension into a seedy hotel corridor, Tyne's knees going weak as she waits for a deteriorated Corky Conrad to open his door. "Prairie Roots" grounds everything in the farming community's frank hierarchy — survival first, schooling second, and a father who insisted otherwise.
Mara: "Jazz with Ella" sends Jennifer onto a plane into a storm, retreating into questions about why she was chosen over Paul for a Soviet Union language tour, and what it cost her in salary to say yes. "Introspection" and "Hours of the Stars" work in verse — the first building toward "the final, greatest monad," the second catching grandparents' long faces at a christening where the names chosen feel like paganism to them.
Pip: Naming a child wrong, apparently, is its own form of hardship.
Mara: "In the Quiet After Slaughter" and "Poodie James" both circle institutions — policing and journalism respectively — where the people inside them are just competent enough to see the problem and just constrained enough to struggle with what to do about it. And "Swamped" drops into the financial world, where Eteo watches Platinum stock move and starts making his list of who gets rewarded.
Pip: Every novel here is about someone watching a system from just inside or just outside it, trying to figure out the angle of least damage.
Mara: Which is, when you step back, exactly what the Greek poets were doing too — just with fewer stock tickers.
Pip: The thread running through all of it is endurance — the blind musician climbing back upstairs, Sarah moving the geraniums, Cavafy's speaker living with the right No.
Mara: And the question underneath: what holds its shape when everything else breaks. More of that in the next episode.
The Inexpressible The city was all lit under its evening sky; two fiery red stars were inexplicably flickering up high. Windows, the bridge, the roads, taxis, the buses. “I also had a bicycle,” he said. “I could dream,” he said. In the room, the woman looked elsewhere, didn’t say Anything; her dress was ripped on the right side; if you lifted it slightly, her leaning shoulder would show. As far as the others, they are not mentioned, he said, you hide them like broken glasses. When the garbage collector comes, you take them down alone with a guilty eagerness, early in the morning, the beautiful glasses wrapped in old newspapers and carefully not to hit the railings of the stairs, since they still echo with a deep, piercing sound, that unbroken sound tuned to the sound of the windows, the air, the walls. Then the blind musician, tired, goes back up. He puts his violin case on the chair. He opens it; two of the three glasses are in it. They are shining and whole.
Goalpost He heard the bells tolling and the vibrations of the bronze that pierced the clear Sunday morning air he wondered why the tolling will be followed by hymns, joy and songs or machine guns will echo horribly spreading destruction all over? I’m only saying this: we’ll all run to the goalposts, boys to the goalposts in vigil sleepless guards always ready glancing here and there be prepared that the goals won’t start like rain and we’ll be defeated
Che Fece … Il Gran Rifiuto To some people, the day comes when they have to say the great Yes or the great No. It is almost instantly clear who has the Yes ready inside him, and by saying it he lives up to his honour and his conviction. The one who refuses has no regret. If he were asked again, he would say the same No. And yet that same No, the right No, burdens him for the rest of his life.
Wooden Soldiers Wooden soldiers of the enemy stood motionless on our borders rifles not sanded and bayonets dull while a full moon split the land in light and shadow lots we stayed on guard we kept aiming what else can one do with bullets missiles except count fallen rose petals and missed kisses other than take a picture of the orange monarch as it defines the perimeter of dreams and the center of love?
This was bound to be about the Poodie James story. Sonny’s face was reddening. That meant they had a problem, but Sonny ran the newsroom. She would not jump in. She reached for the pile of budget sheets on her desk and got back to work, envying the editor and reporter wrestling with a story. My god, would the price of newsprint ever stabilize? She sank into the pages of figures, enjoying the whir and the rhythm as she cranked the handle of the adding machine. “Got a minute?” Winifred looked up at Sonny standing in her doorway, with Pease a step behind him. “Ned has something you ought to know about.” She pushed the budget aside. “Well, Ned,” she said after she had heard Pease’s story, “nice work, I must say. Poor George Pearson, carrying that around all these years. But we can’t go with it. Sonny is right, it’s hearsay. The hobo, Clarkson, thinks he saw Torgerson that night. You say Clarkson told you Torgerson denied it. This certainly could explain the mayor’s hatred of Poodie James, but we need the other man to confirm Pearson’s story. Even then, Torgerson may not confess. Have you gone back to Pearson to try to get the name?” “Yes. He’s terrified,” Pease said. He won’t tell me any more. I think he has visions of prison. He probably doesn’t know the statute of limitations on assault.“ “More likely he has visions of his reputation and his business going to hell,” Sonny said. “And he has a point.” “I don’t know any other way to find out who was with Torgerson and Pearson that night,” Pease said. Winifred straightened up and fixed her gaze on the middle distance. “I think I might,” she said after a few seconds. She pulled a scrap of paper from a desk drawer, reached for the telephone, propped the handset on her shoulder, started dialing and shooed the men out of her office. They watched from Sonny’s desk. After she hung up, she waved them back in. “Ned,” she said, “you’re about to meet your first madam.” She gave him a look of appraisal. “I hope she’s your first.”
SLENDER BIRCH TREES Dawn passes through the forest and stirs the slender silvery birch trees and the seven-layered sun rays play with the maples while green-gold leaves bathe by the spring. Among the branches black birds and thrushes hurl their sweet songs through the light and air while, you would think, the fir trees must forget their sadness when they see the sunlit lake. Oh, dawn, is it you I feel in my viscera as if your fresh leaves sprouted in my chest or, you, beautiful eyes, that have hidden inside you all my joy which you spend here? And if it’s you, smile at me, smile and my flute will spread your freshened joy onto the dawn, and if for it you cut wild roses so unevenly lean down before me, sweet, and gild the space around.
“Have you heard anything?” Eteo asked him “No, nothing so far,” Richard admitted. “When did you call last?” “Yesterday afternoon. I guess they must still be working on it.” “I wouldn’t assume that. I don’t like this at all. Why don’t you take a quick flight down there and check things out for yourself?” “Go to Texas?” Richard’s voice sounded alarmed. “Why not? It’s your money they’re spending.” There was an uncomfortable silence at the other end of the line before Richard said, hesitantly, “I’m actually not that fond of airplanes and flying.” “Okay, send one of your directors.” “There must be another way,” Richard replied. “Let me call the finder, the man who brought me this deal. I’ll talk to him.” “All right, but let me know what you find out. Who is it anyway? Do I know him?” “It’s Walter Cooper.” “I know Walter. I could talk to him. Yes, it might be better that way. Leave it to me. I’ll call him and get back to you,” Eteo said and put the phone down. He noticed he was breathing fast. It upset him. Then he saw the big trades of Platinum stock, big chunks all bought by Nomura. He smiled and relaxed. The market looked clean even beyond the three-dollar mark. He had hit a good one, he knew, and if Mario’s Nostra is agreed on by this group, he had better keep as much stock as he could for his accounts and give lots of it to his key people, the ones who did most of his business. Eteo had a large number of accounts, but only about fifteen percent of them traded often. Those were the clients he needed to reward when a good issue came along. Mario’s Nostra Ventures was beginning to look like it could be one of them. Eteo started making a list of where the big chunks of Nostra shares should go, starting with Yannis, Angelo, Spiro and his brother Michael, Herbert, and then Eteo’s personal accounts, Ariana’s, Logan’s, and Mitch’s. George and Peter, whom Eteo had used as directors of his shell companies a couple of times, should also be there…