The Gospel of Silence

excerpt

The sandy stretch beneath the Mureş River embankment served
as the beach. In summer we went there every day on foot, enjoying
the water, the sunlight, watching the girls and women as though
the order of the world might remain unchanged forever. Back then
the watermill still functioned for a while, the one that had once
belonged to my maternal grandparents. And the Rákóczi-Kornis
castle had not yet collapsed into ruin — it operated as an agricultural
school.
At school we committed every prank imaginable. Teachers were
still permitted to use corporal punishment. We received hard slaps.
Șerban’s method was the cruelest: he grabbed the hair beside one’s
ear and lifted until the tuft remained in his hand. Others struck our
palms with rulers. If we jerked our hand away, we had to stretch it
out again until the blow landed properly. Our hands throbbed for
days afterward. That was why the favorite punishment was being
thrown out of class. Then at least we could find something to occupy
ourselves with.
It was a mixed-language school, with Romanian and Hungarian
classes. Back then the balance was still more or less even. Later the
proportions shifted; the Hungarian secondary school disappeared,
and even in the elementary school fewer and fewer Hungarian
pupils remained. At that time there were no dramatic ethnic tensions.
It amounted to little more than the strongest Hungarian boy,
Józsi Türke — who later became my brother-in-law — testing his
strength against Grecu, the Romanians’ muscular champion. The
children circled around them, each camp proclaiming its own warrior
the victor.
Church holidays meant something slightly different to us children
than to the devout believers. At Christmas we went caroling.
For weeks beforehand we practiced Christmas songs, sometimes at
our house, sometimes at my friend István’s. Amid the many false,
whining voices filling the streets, our singing was beautiful, and
those who welcomed our carols praised us for it.

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Twelve Narratives of the Gypsy

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…And I discovered something,
amid the buzz and clatter
of the world, which I grasped
and which had kept me over
the tempest of the people;
it wasn’t work of any feather
nor a hand’s waving sign
nor was it a castle or any peak
stairway is one and climbing
is another since the heights
existed elsewhere and it was
like the unclear waking up
from a golden dream that
had never stepped on earth
and had its source far away
spreading further and rising
turning into a newborn ghost
like ether amid the ether
thus I existed on a feather’s
lightness and height among
the exceptional a special
all my youth and my old age
exceptionally matching with
all seeds and uteri.

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Tasos Livaditis – Selected Poems

The Musician
Often during the night, without noticing it, I’d arrive in another city where there was no other but an old man who dreamed that someday he will become a musician, and now he sat in the rain half-naked; he was covering an old, imaginary violin with his coat over his knees.
“Can you hear it?” he asks me. “Yes,” I say to him, “I’ve always heard it” while at the far end of the road, the statue narrated the true
voyage to the birds.

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Orange

Response
In the tempest’s wrath
I longed for
a glimmer of hope
in the heat of July
I seek the tanned
smooth body of the woman
and the north wind said
find your path
in your ancestor’s footsteps
lean and reverently lift
the marble over their gravesite
to feel their warmth and
I asked the southwest wind
where is my sunshine
and it said,
it hides
in your heart

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