In the Quiet After Slaughter

Excerpt

There was one more obstacle to overcome: O’Donnell couldn’t
drive. Rule #5 stated membership would not be considered unless
the applicant possessed a legal driving certificate. He took advantage
of Dodge down time to familiarize himself with the machine.
Whenever the car slumbered he sat behind its wheel practising the
smooth shifting of gears, learner’s manual resting in his lap, the
glossy, air-brushed wantonness of Ed Levine’s calendar girls an
encouraging audience to his lofty aspirations.
He approached Pete Dombrowski about his chances. The longtime
club member had dropped by Ed’s garage to replace a gasket.
O’Donnell held a light.
– How long before I’m in?
– Depends, kid, Dombrowski said. Maybe never.
– What’s your guess? Gimmee a ballpark.
Dombrowski slammed the hood and wiped his hands.
– Members decide by secret ballot. That waiting list? It don’t
mean nothin’.
– I’m getting my licence soon, O’Donnell reminded him.
Dombrowski slid in behind the wheel and fired up the car. The
engine roared to life.
– Don’t go celebratin’ yet, squirt.
Soon O’Donnell had mastered the clutch. At every opportunity
he stole runs around the block. After only a few weeks he was
driving as far as the municipal line. Mr. Levine was frequently
waiting for him when he returned to the garage. The two had an
unspoken agreement. The senior Levine wouldn’t inform the
membership of my friend’s unauthorized excursions if O’Donnell
remained silent about Mr. Levine’s afternoon liaisons with a certain
housewife.
O’Donnell says that pressure to influence the outcome of the draw
was especially vigorous the first Sunday in May, as Car and Driver
magazine invited all interested associations to enter a vehicle in the
Spring Festival gala. The winner that particular Sunday had the privilege
of powering the Dodge along the flower and bunting-bedecked…

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Cloe and Alexandra

Defences
If at some time one comes near you and
lays his defences by your feet
do not trust him.
The true knights don’t yell
nor do they wear armour
they don’t joust noisily
they just stand on the side
they observe
they feel your moist sorrow and
very softly they caress your hair.

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Tasos Livaditis – Selected Poems

Escape
He sat on the stool by the front yard; his hands, so clumsy, had already overtaken us. “Someday they will demolish the house,” he says to me “and they’ll discover it.”
And every so often, at the far end of the room, someone wrapped a bed-sheet around himself; it was the time he escaped until the bed sheet fell empty on the floor, and we had a friend forever. In the stations, the immigrants were lined up and, hiding inside their their overcoats, they waited for the voyage like a dog on its deathbed.
And uncle Elias, our rich relative, years after his death, still stood on the sidewalk, however, he didn’t turn to look at us. “Uncle,” I said, “Since you knew, why did you come back?” “I can’t fall asleep,” he says to me, “I still have to lose some more.”
I tried to leave, but I met the deaf boy on the side street; he was leaning on the wall, and he was crying, and now there was a small lit chapel on the wall while snow fell outside, and passersby drowned in their words.

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Troglodytes

THE DAYS BEFORE

I
The lucidity of rose petals suffuses
as the wind ripples and caresses
the dunes of praying sunlit trees
dressed in their primeval innocence
and abundant feeblemindedness
as the creeks lovingly murmur
songs to one another and
Heaven whispers lullabies to
virgins not yet kissed other than
in dreams, when one buries his
forefathers under the big oak
at the forlorn edge of the village
abiding with nature’s peace
commanding the birth and death
in one breath, all creatures crawl
eastward, life lingers in light
the greater the number
of peaceful days
the higher the oak of death
irresistibly climbs and
the first ode swings in transparency.

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Podcast Episode: Greek Poetry And Human Longing

Pip: Manolis Aligizakis runs a site where exile, desire, and the weight of history all show up before breakfast — and somehow that's a normal Tuesday.

Mara: vequinox has been posting across a wide range of work lately — modern Greek poetry translations, fiction excerpts, and a philosophical essay on what imagination actually does. That's the territory we're covering today.

Pip: Let's start with the poetry, which is where most of the weight lives.

Voices Out of Exile and Time

Mara: The thread running through these poetry posts is displacement — from homes, from language, from time itself. The question is what survives when all of that is stripped away.

Pip: George Seferis opens the answer with something almost architectural. The setup is a poem called "A House Near the Sea," and it earns its length.

Mara: The poem earns it. Here is the spine of it: "Houses, you know, grow easily resentful, when you empty them."

Pip: That line does a lot of quiet work. The house isn't a metaphor for loss — it is the loss, with feelings of its own.

Mara: And the Yannis Ritsos volumes — both Volume IV and Volume VI — push that further into the political. Volume IV's "Without Counterweight" puts it plainly: "All the flags are torn to the whole length of time and there isn't one on a balcony to lower half mast."

Pip: Flags, torn. Nobody lowering anything. That's not elegy — that's indictment.

Mara: Tasos Livaditis, in Poems Volume II — longlisted for the 2023 Griffin Poetry Prize — turns inward. The observation that cuts is this: "each person keeps the key to their prison in their pocket and pretends to have forgotten it."

Pip: So the exile isn't always political. Sometimes it's the one you've arranged for yourself.

Mara: Antony Fostieris, in Selected Poems, takes that further into paradox — "In my future time, I'm already dead, fresh and dead in my darkness." Alive and dead simultaneously, in glassy cities that sink into clouds.

Pip: Hours of the Stars and the Neo-Hellene Anthology pull in the other direction — toward light, toward a "solemn and beautiful stranger" welcomed until exhaustion, toward wild lilies and the nectar of April lips.

Mara: Entropy frames the whole range: "between the minimal and infinity." Second Advent of Zeus traces selfhood back to its cellular origin, and Titos Patrikios distills community into six lines — seed, acorn, oak, path, forest.

Pip: From houses that resent you to forests that remember you. That's quite a range for one tradition.

Mara: The fiction posts ask a different version of the same question — what does a self do under pressure? Let's go there.

Fiction at the Edge of Endurance

Pip: The fiction excerpts here aren't comfort reads. They're interested in what people do when the situation is genuinely impossible — and how quietly that can happen.

Mara: Straits and Turns opens with a CIA agent named Bradley arriving home after a long flight, his life running on institutional routine, two years from retirement. Then: "he smelled the strong alcohol odour all over the…" — and the excerpt cuts.

Pip: The ellipsis is doing real work there. Everything before it is procedural calm, and then the floor drops.

Mara: Water in the Wilderness takes a different register entirely — warmer, more fragile. A boy named Bobby with missing fingers, escorting an elderly woman through a hospital door with his shoulders erect and head held high. The damage is visible; the dignity is louder.

Pip: And then Redemption lands its immigrant quietly in a three-by-four-meter room with paint peeling off the walls, trying to order food from a menu he cannot read. The stakes are enormous and nobody is shouting.

Mara: Gospel of Silence is the one that swings hardest. The narrator describes choosing "the rebellious Christ" over "the hermits' Christ who resigned himself to everything" — and then his father beats him with a wooden ruler until it shatters.

Pip: He endures it without a sound. That detail is the whole book in one sentence.

Mara: In Turbulent Times catches a family holiday collapsing in slow motion — a son counting down the minutes before he leaves, his mother's voice going "shrill, like the high-pitched squeal of scraped metal." The Qliphoth goes stranger, into an occult archive kept by a psychiatric patient who has memorized forbidden lore.

Pip: Poodie James brings a dead mayor, a woman who doesn't cry, and piano music that might be Chopin. Nostos and Algos asks the plainest question of all: if love is there and you won't give it, "why are you still breathing?"

Mara: Across all of it, the body under pressure — institutional, familial, historical, self-imposed — is the constant. The desire to escape, and the question of what you carry when you do, runs right into the next theme.

The Body That Desires and the Body That Endures

Pip: Red in Black is reviewed here, and the review makes a distinction that matters: the strongest poems are the ones where the beloved isn't just observed.

Mara: The review puts it directly: "The poem's lyric force comes from mutuality." When touch and transcendence are shared gestures rather than one person's projection, the erotic becomes something more durable.

Pip: What this means in practice is that desire without mutuality is just description — and description alone doesn't hold a poem up.

Mara: Red and black move through the collection as moral categories, not just colors — passion and industrial damage, the body that wants and the body that gets worn down. Wheat Ears lands the same collision differently: a phone call from someone already buried, their laughter roaring through the wire.

Pip: Hear Me Out takes it into the digital — "I started falling in love with you, without even knowing you." Same ache, different medium, same unanswerable questions about what's real.

Mara: Which is also, quietly, a question about imagination — what the mind constructs when the body isn't there. That's exactly where the essay goes next.

What the Imagination Actually Does

Pip: An Essay on the Structure of the Human Imaginative takes on a question that's been wrong since Aristotle — what truth means when you're talking about poetry.

Mara: The essay argues that Europeans have reduced truth to correspondence with empirical fact, and that this is a fundamental error. It goes back to the Greek word Aletheia, drawing on Heidegger: "Aletheia is understood as unconcealment, the state of being disclosed."

Pip: So the upshot is that a poem isn't lying when it doesn't match the facts — it's doing something the facts can't do, which is disclose what's otherwise hidden.

Mara: The essay is careful to say this isn't a call to revive ancient Greek philosophy wholesale. The point is that the dominant model of truth has narrowed what we allow imagination to count as real — and poetry pays the price.

Pip: Every poem in this episode is, in some sense, an argument for that claim.


Mara: Houses that grow resentful, bodies that endure, love that arrives by wire — and underneath all of it, a theory of what imagination is actually for.

Pip: Same questions, next episode. The site keeps publishing.